Something I felt like writting

[hells_serpent_warrior]

Something I fell like writting...

Satan doesn't spoon feed us, we are shown a path, whether that path is a monstrous hill, or a simple dirt track, we still have to walk it.
Many times have I sat back and thought why is this happening if I have dedicated? Shouldn't everything just go right?
I came to realise my weaknesses and it was up to me to either climb that obsticle or remain weak. Although I am still in the process of climbing it feels great and with each climb I feel good.

Sometimes we arn't given the easiest paths to live...

I have constant ringing in the ears which prevents me from hearing complete silence, I have sinuses that keep 1 nostril closed most of the time which stuffs me up for breathing exercises, I have back pain which puts me in pain when sitting for long periods, and my visualising skills arn't that great but does that stop me? No way.

We have the greatest gift in the world, and I consider myself lucky for ever finding the truth, for ever finding out what Satan had done for our survival, what he had done for his very own planet to survive.

I will never give up on Satan because he never gives up on me!

I have done so much research into the ancient civilisations and they all relate back to the same thing, Satan!

Even here in Australia, the Aboriginals belived that the Rainbow Serpent had created their dreamtime, these are people who on record date back 40,000 years ago and have many similarities with Egypt, Northern Iraq.

Ancient Egypt, well that speaks for itself!

Northen Iraq, the Yezidi people, speak of Serpent, and *the peacock angel* (Satan).

How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?

This isn't something that was created 2,000 years ago, this is something very real, with very real beings living on another planet, if we open ourselves up we can comunicate with them.


I don't know if this article means anything to anyone but I just wanted to express my pure love for Satan and a real big thank you for everything he has done to take me through this beautiful journey!!!!

I Know I'm not the best Satanist but I know I will never leave Satan and I will always remain a Satanist, thanks.


HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Something I felt like reading.Thanks!Hail Satan!Brian

From: hells_serpent_warrior <hells_serpent_warrior@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 1, 2011 5:21 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Something I felt like writting

  Something I fell like writting...

Satan doesn't spoon feed us, we are shown a path, whether that path is a monstrous hill, or a simple dirt track, we still have to walk it.
Many times have I sat back and thought why is this happening if I have dedicated? Shouldn't everything just go right?
I came to realise my weaknesses and it was up to me to either climb that obsticle or remain weak. Although I am still in the process of climbing it feels great and with each climb I feel good.

Sometimes we arn't given the easiest paths to live...

I have constant ringing in the ears which prevents me from hearing complete silence, I have sinuses that keep 1 nostril closed most of the time which stuffs me up for breathing exercises, I have back pain which puts me in pain when sitting for long periods, and my visualising skills arn't that great but does that stop me? No way.

We have the greatest gift in the world, and I consider myself lucky for ever finding the truth, for ever finding out what Satan had done for our survival, what he had done for his very own planet to survive.

I will never give up on Satan because he never gives up on me!

I have done so much research into the ancient civilisations and they all relate back to the same thing, Satan!

Even here in Australia, the Aboriginals belived that the Rainbow Serpent had created their dreamtime, these are people who on record date back 40,000 years ago and have many similarities with Egypt, Northern Iraq.

Ancient Egypt, well that speaks for itself!

Northen Iraq, the Yezidi people, speak of Serpent, and *the peacock angel* (Satan).

How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?

This isn't something that was created 2,000 years ago, this is something very real, with very real beings living on another planet, if we open ourselves up we can comunicate with them.

I don't know if this article means anything to anyone but I just wanted to express my pure love for Satan and a real big thank you for everything he has done to take me through this beautiful journey!!!!

I Know I'm not the best Satanist but I know I will never leave Satan and I will always remain a Satanist, thanks.

HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

 

[Tammy Arnold]

And thank you for writing it.  I felt it was aimed at me, since I tend to whine about these very things, and was tempted to give up, but I haven't.  I'm still at it, and will continue to do so.  I am a rather impatient individual, mostly with myself, but through many of the posts I read, I have been encouraged to keep going.  And I  thank u and Father Satan for this.
And, off the record, it took me a while to get up the nerve to even begin posting messages myself.  On occasion there has been a little strife on here which do not pertain to me personally, however, having experience this same sort of thing in the past with xians the last thing I wanted was to be involved with that sort of thing again.  I'm glad to see, that even when you don't agree, and that happens, you handle it much better in most respects than others I have seen.  I don't feel I have the right to comment much, since I am new, but whoever mentioned strife could very well chase newbies away,  they are right.  
Hail, Satan! 

 

[Nikos Saripoulos]

Thank you for sharing... this really inspired me... i sometimes get disappointed because of the hardships of life, and i start to read my journal... i read the thoughts i had before i even dedicate... i read the thoughts of this climb you say, after i dedicated... and i know what happened next... where i am now... and my worries then were merely distractions to the great path i followed... this gives me courage and strength... and i know that in the future more hardships will come... but i'm sure i'll overcome them because i have the best within

Thank you Father Satan and all the Gods for everything

On Mon, Aug 1, 2011 at 1:21 PM, hells_serpent_warrior <hells_serpent_warrior@... wrote:

  Something I fell like writting...

Satan doesn't spoon feed us, we are shown a path, whether that path is a monstrous hill, or a simple dirt track, we still have to walk it.
Many times have I sat back and thought why is this happening if I have dedicated? Shouldn't everything just go right?
I came to realise my weaknesses and it was up to me to either climb that obsticle or remain weak. Although I am still in the process of climbing it feels great and with each climb I feel good.

Sometimes we arn't given the easiest paths to live...

I have constant ringing in the ears which prevents me from hearing complete silence, I have sinuses that keep 1 nostril closed most of the time which stuffs me up for breathing exercises, I have back pain which puts me in pain when sitting for long periods, and my visualising skills arn't that great but does that stop me? No way.

We have the greatest gift in the world, and I consider myself lucky for ever finding the truth, for ever finding out what Satan had done for our survival, what he had done for his very own planet to survive.

I will never give up on Satan because he never gives up on me!

I have done so much research into the ancient civilisations and they all relate back to the same thing, Satan!

Even here in Australia, the Aboriginals belived that the Rainbow Serpent had created their dreamtime, these are people who on record date back 40,000 years ago and have many similarities with Egypt, Northern Iraq.

Ancient Egypt, well that speaks for itself!

Northen Iraq, the Yezidi people, speak of Serpent, and *the peacock angel* (Satan).

How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?

This isn't something that was created 2,000 years ago, this is something very real, with very real beings living on another planet, if we open ourselves up we can comunicate with them.

I don't know if this article means anything to anyone but I just wanted to express my pure love for Satan and a real big thank you for everything he has done to take me through this beautiful journey!!!!

I Know I'm not the best Satanist but I know I will never leave Satan and I will always remain a Satanist, thanks.

HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

 

[[email protected]]

I too have sinus trouble that makes it hard to do some of the breathing exercises but I've stuck with it and my sinus condition is steadily improving and I hope yours does too! This proves the validity of the claims made by JoS that we CAN heal ourselves. If you stick with these I'm sure you'll find a way to overcome the ear-ringing and the back pain. Best of luck to you HS
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[hells_serpent_warrior]

Thank you all for your kind words.

Tammy,

Never feel nervous to post whatever you want, wheather you have been a Satanist for 1 day or wheather you a have been a Satanist for 40 years we all have the same right to express ourselves.

The best thing about being a Satanist is being able to express yourself the way that you want too, to embrace the fantacies that youve always thought about, to be able to express yourself without any set back is the greatest part of being free.

Your opinion is as important as anyone elses opinion.

I struggled big time when I was new, the best advice I can give you is to learn as much as you can about Satan and the Ancient gods of hell, to learn about how to advance spiritually and as an individual and really get to know yourself.

Times will always get tough, some times it will get crazy tough, but just remind yourself of the learning experience that will come out of that. To be able to be able to defiet your weaknesses is the greatest part of advancement.

Best of luck on your journey and remember to always stay strong!


HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

 

[Allyson Ford]

<td val[/IMG]nice writing! the part "How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?" I have always thought that as well. all the religions were a way of explaining life to people. of course each area had their own way of language communication each is different. yet a lot can be parrarelled to each other. and we all now that came to a burtal end by our enemies.

--- On Mon, 8/1/11, Brian Gibbons <briangibbnicons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Something I felt like writting
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Monday, August 1, 2011, 4:16 PM

  Something I felt like reading.Thanks! Hail Satan! Brian

From: hells_serpent_warrior <hells_serpent_warrior@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, August 1, 2011 5:21 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Something I felt like writting

  Something I fell like writting...

Satan doesn't spoon feed us, we are shown a path, whether that path is a monstrous hill, or a simple dirt track, we still have to walk it.
Many times have I sat back and thought why is this happening if I have dedicated? Shouldn't everything just go right?
I came to realise my weaknesses and it was up to me to either climb that obsticle or remain weak. Although I am still in the process of climbing it feels great and with each climb I feel good.

Sometimes we arn't given the easiest paths to live...

I have constant ringing in the ears which prevents me from hearing complete silence, I have sinuses that keep 1 nostril closed most of the time which stuffs me up for breathing exercises, I have back pain which puts me in pain when sitting for long periods, and my visualising skills arn't that great but does that stop me? No way.

We have the greatest gift in the world, and I consider myself lucky for ever finding the truth, for ever finding out what Satan had done for our survival, what he had done for his very own planet to survive.

I will never give up on Satan because he never gives up on me!

I have done so much research into the ancient civilisations and they all relate back to the same thing, Satan!

Even here in Australia, the Aboriginals belived that the Rainbow Serpent had created their dreamtime, these are people who on record date back 40,000 years ago and have many similarities with Egypt, Northern Iraq.

Ancient Egypt, well that speaks for itself!

Northen Iraq, the Yezidi people, speak of Serpent, and *the peacock angel* (Satan).

How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?

This isn't something that was created 2,000 years ago, this is something very real, with very real beings living on another planet, if we open ourselves up we can comunicate with them.

I don't know if this article means anything to anyone but I just wanted to express my pure love for Satan and a real big thank you for everything he has done to take me through this beautiful journey!!!!

I Know I'm not the best Satanist but I know I will never leave Satan and I will always remain a Satanist, thanks.

HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

[/TD]

 

[petersen.bert]

Very nice article. It helps me when I go through the rough times. Either way I am far far better off than I was even six months ago. I quit being everybody victim. I work on my body and mind everyday andI do Power Meditations to build my innate psychic powers.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Nikos Saripoulos <lolobardonik@... wrote:

Thank you for sharing... this really inspired me... i sometimes get
disappointed because of the hardships of life, and i start to read my
journal... i read the thoughts i had before i even dedicate... i read the
thoughts of this climb you say, after i dedicated... and i know what
happened next... where i am now... and my worries then were merely
distractions to the great path i followed... this gives me courage and
strength... and i know that in the future more hardships will come... but
i'm sure i'll overcome them because i have the best within

Thank you Father Satan and all the Gods for everything

On Mon, Aug 1, 2011 at 1:21 PM, hells_serpent_warrior <
hells_serpent_warrior@... wrote:

**


Something I fell like writting...

Satan doesn't spoon feed us, we are shown a path, whether that path is a
monstrous hill, or a simple dirt track, we still have to walk it.
Many times have I sat back and thought why is this happening if I have
dedicated? Shouldn't everything just go right?
I came to realise my weaknesses and it was up to me to either climb that
obsticle or remain weak. Although I am still in the process of climbing it
feels great and with each climb I feel good.

Sometimes we arn't given the easiest paths to live...

I have constant ringing in the ears which prevents me from hearing complete
silence, I have sinuses that keep 1 nostril closed most of the time which
stuffs me up for breathing exercises, I have back pain which puts me in pain
when sitting for long periods, and my visualising skills arn't that great
but does that stop me? No way.

We have the greatest gift in the world, and I consider myself lucky for
ever finding the truth, for ever finding out what Satan had done for our
survival, what he had done for his very own planet to survive.

I will never give up on Satan because he never gives up on me!

I have done so much research into the ancient civilisations and they all
relate back to the same thing, Satan!

Even here in Australia, the Aboriginals belived that the Rainbow Serpent
had created their dreamtime, these are people who on record date back 40,000
years ago and have many similarities with Egypt, Northern Iraq.

Ancient Egypt, well that speaks for itself!

Northen Iraq, the Yezidi people, speak of Serpent, and *the peacock angel*
(Satan).

How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the
day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?

This isn't something that was created 2,000 years ago, this is something
very real, with very real beings living on another planet, if we open
ourselves up we can comunicate with them.

I don't know if this article means anything to anyone but I just wanted to
express my pure love for Satan and a real big thank you for everything he
has done to take me through this beautiful journey!!!!

I Know I'm not the best Satanist but I know I will never leave Satan and I
will always remain a Satanist, thanks.

HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

 

[HPS Lydia]

I used to have asthma, and I guess I still kind of do. I had to use my inhaler twice a day and had a hard time holding my breath and breathing steady during the breathing exercises. Within the past few months, I now only use my inhaler once every 2-3 days, and have no problems holding my breath. All thanks to meditations and kundalini yoga! I didn't even try to heal my lungs/bronchial tubes, as I am fairly new and decided that I would wait until I had more power to try healing. And they're healing on their own.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], clb_pgnjohn@... wrote:

I too have sinus trouble that makes it hard to do some of the breathing exercises but I've stuck with it and my sinus condition is steadily improving and I hope yours does too! This proves the validity of the claims made by JoS that we CAN heal ourselves. If you stick with these I'm sure you'll find a way to overcome the ear-ringing and the back pain. Best of luck to you HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[Tammy Arnold]

Thank u for making me feel welcome in the group and thank you for your encouragement.  Several of you have done so.
  I do have a couple questions.  A few months back, my son came to me expressing interest in dedicating himself,  and asked if I would assist him in doing so, which I agreed to do.  My first question would be, how would I go about doing this?  How does one help another dedicate themselves? What sort of ritual would I use, and how would I do this? 
And now another question.  Today I did my breathing exercises, and had scheduled to do my void, deep trance, and meditate on my third eye.  In doing this, I find the breathing aids in doing my void meditation, which then aids in my ability to do go deeper into my trance, and at the same time, I am able to do my third eye meditation, and this works for me.  However, today (and this has happened to me more than once) after doing the void, and once I get relaxed enough to go into close to a deep trance, all of the sudden I will get very nauseated, so much, I feel I might be sick, and I have to shake myself out of it, due to the degree of nausea.  This seems to happen all the time, yet, in the beginning it never did happen.  It started within the last two months of my deep trance meditation.  I was wondering the possible reason this could be happening, or if anyone else experienced this and what they did to get past it or make it stop.  

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I have asthma too Lydia,and mine too are healing on their own.I could barley hold mine for 4 counts,now I have no problem holding my breath for a full 6 counts,or more when necessary.
Hail Satan and all the Gods of Hell!!!!!!!!!Brian 

From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, August 2, 2011 5:28 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Something I felt like writting

  I used to have asthma, and I guess I still kind of do. I had to use my inhaler twice a day and had a hard time holding my breath and breathing steady during the breathing exercises. Within the past few months, I now only use my inhaler once every 2-3 days, and have no problems holding my breath. All thanks to meditations and kundalini yoga! I didn't even try to heal my lungs/bronchial tubes, as I am fairly new and decided that I would wait until I had more power to try healing. And they're healing on their own.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], clb_pgnjohn@... wrote:

I too have sinus trouble that makes it hard to do some of the breathing exercises but I've stuck with it and my sinus condition is steadily improving and I hope yours does too! This proves the validity of the claims made by JoS that we CAN heal ourselves. If you stick with these I'm sure you'll find a way to overcome the ear-ringing and the back pain. Best of luck to you HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[hells_serpent_warrior]

Your son should look on the JOS website and follow the steps, it's a very important moment and he should try to give it a go himself if he can that is.

Now about your meditation, the one thing I learnt about Void meditation is the HUGE importance it plays.

Imagine your mind like a library, but with books scattered all over the floor, and these books are a mixture of thoughts, random thoughts, goals, all that sort of thing, when you lack in the Void area you use a lot of energy just to try and find the book you want (like meditating to heal). With the more you control your mind the more organiseD your books are and when your Adept, your energy is directed onto the very thing you wish to use it for.

Try Void med throught the day aswel, to be able to go to work and concentrate 100% onto the task your doing, to be able to come home and forget about work and concentrate fully on personal life and vise versa, this I belive helps to try and get the mind to focus 100% onto one thing. But there are a million other techniques for you to discover.

Try and do some research into why you feel the way you do when you fall into a trance, read trance information in the JOS and see if it relates to you, this is a great way to learn how to over come things and how to learn more about yourself, as I am not too skilled in this area this is the best advice I can give you, any way best of luck!


HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88

 

[Matt Kresel Kresel]

For helping your son dedicate, I would say you would help assist him in performing the dedication ritual and encourage him that as long as he was true and honest in his heart, that it was successful (because I do see lots of questions from new-comers on here as to whether or not they did the dedication ritual correctly).

as for your trance problem, i'm sorry to say I am currently unaware of a solution. Maybe it will pass in time? Maybe you shouldn't go so deep into a trance that you feel that way? like, work your way that deep, but for the meantime maintain a light trance?
hope this helped!!
HAIL SATAN!!!!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DUAT!!!!

 

[HPS Lydia]

I could hold 4 counts sometimes, and sometimes not, as my breathing was very unsteady. Now I can hold for 10 no problem, and even 15 on occasion

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I have asthma too Lydia,and mine too are healing on their own.I could barley hold mine for 4 counts,now I have no problem holding my breath for a full 6 counts,or more when necessary.

Hail Satan and all the Gods of Hell!!!!!!!!!
Brian 




________________________________
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, August 2, 2011 5:28 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Something I felt like writting


 
I used to have asthma, and I guess I still kind of do. I had to use my inhaler twice a day and had a hard time holding my breath and breathing steady during the breathing exercises. Within the past few months, I now only use my inhaler once every 2-3 days, and have no problems holding my breath. All thanks to meditations and kundalini yoga! I didn't even try to heal my lungs/bronchial tubes, as I am fairly new and decided that I would wait until I had more power to try healing. And they're healing on their own.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], clb_pgnjohn@ wrote:

I too have sinus trouble that makes it hard to do some of the breathing exercises but I've stuck with it and my sinus condition is steadily improving and I hope yours does too! This proves the validity of the claims made by JoS that we CAN heal ourselves. If you stick with these I'm sure you'll find a way to overcome the ear-ringing and the back pain. Best of luck to you HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

WOW!I would probably pass out if I held it that long. LOL
Hail Satan!Brian

From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, August 3, 2011 10:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Something I felt like writting

  I could hold 4 counts sometimes, and sometimes not, as my breathing was very unsteady. Now I can hold for 10 no problem, and even 15 on occasion

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

I have asthma too Lydia,and mine too are healing on their own.I could barley hold mine for 4 counts,now I have no problem holding my breath for a full 6 counts,or more when necessary.

Hail Satan and all the Gods of Hell!!!!!!!!!
Brian 




________________________________
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Tuesday, August 2, 2011 5:28 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Something I felt like writting


 
I used to have asthma, and I guess I still kind of do. I had to use my inhaler twice a day and had a hard time holding my breath and breathing steady during the breathing exercises. Within the past few months, I now only use my inhaler once every 2-3 days, and have no problems holding my breath. All thanks to meditations and kundalini yoga! I didn't even try to heal my lungs/bronchial tubes, as I am fairly new and decided that I would wait until I had more power to try healing. And they're healing on their own.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], clb_pgnjohn@ wrote:

I too have sinus trouble that makes it hard to do some of the breathing exercises but I've stuck with it and my sinus condition is steadily improving and I hope yours does too! This proves the validity of the claims made by JoS that we CAN heal ourselves. If you stick with these I'm sure you'll find a way to overcome the ear-ringing and the back pain. Best of luck to you HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[Tammy Arnold]

I never thought of that and will take into consideration what you suggested about my trances, as well as study more as I apparently need to do.
 The thing with my son is, he found the JoS website a month before I did without my knowledge as he has been going through things in his life that led him there.  A few months later, I found it. In June we were having a discussion about incubus and succubus and he was saying things I recalled reading about on the website.  I asked him about it and he acknowledged he had and wanted to dedicate his life, and asked me to do it with him.  I don't believe in coincidence.  I totally believe Father Satan wants this, thus I wanted to be sure I led him the right way, for the reason you mentioned, due to doubts he might have in the future of his dedication being "right" as I had the same doubts as others have had, truly. 
Again, thank you for your input!
Hail, Satan!
Hail, the Mighty Gods of Hell!


From: Matt Kresel Kresel <kreselm.lhs@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, August 3, 2011 12:10 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Something I felt like writting

  For helping your son dedicate, I would say you would help assist him in performing the dedication ritual and encourage him that as long as he was true and honest in his heart, that it was successful (because I do see lots of questions from new-comers on here as to whether or not they did the dedication ritual correctly).

as for your trance problem, i'm sorry to say I am currently unaware of a solution. Maybe it will pass in time? Maybe you shouldn't go so deep into a trance that you feel that way? like, work your way that deep, but for the meantime maintain a light trance?
hope this helped!!
HAIL SATAN!!!!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF DUAT!!!!

 

[Tammy Arnold]

Thank you so much for the advice.  I will do as you suggested and figure this out without giving up or letting it get the best of me.  There are people in worse situations that overcome worse things, and if they can do it, well, so can I!  Thank you also for the encouragement.  Hail, Satan! Hail, the Mighty Gods of Hell!
From: hells_serpent_warrior <hells_serpent_warrior@...To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, August 3, 2011 4:47 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Something I felt like writting

 

Your son should look on the JOS website and follow the steps, it's a very important moment and he should try to give it a go himself if he can that is.

Now about your meditation, the one thing I learnt about Void meditation is the HUGE importance it plays.

Imagine your mind like a library, but with books scattered all over the floor, and these books are a mixture of thoughts, random thoughts, goals, all that sort of thing, when you lack in the Void area you use a lot of energy just to try and find the book you want (like meditating to heal). With the more you control your mind the more organiseD your books are and when your Adept, your energy is directed onto the very thing you wish to use it for.

Try Void med throught the day aswel, to be able to go to work and concentrate 100% onto the task your doing, to be able to come home and forget about work and concentrate fully on personal life and vise versa, this I belive helps to try and get the mind to focus 100% onto one thing. But there are a million other techniques for you to discover.

Try and do some research into why you feel the way you do when you fall into a trance, read trance information in the JOS and see if it relates to you, this is a great way to learn how to over come things and how to learn more about yourself, as I am not too skilled in this area this is the best advice I can give you, any way best of luck!

HAIL ENKI!!

HAIL THE GODS OF HELL!! HS/88