Relationship with goddess

[zolaluckystar1]

Wow Aldric. That was dead on. Amazing. Can I tell a little story? I'm feeling totally that one night and very painful it was. I go for a walk. Try not to think about it. So I'm walking when a 'voice' says: Stop! I stop. It says: Go look in that trash can! I go over to it and look over the edge into the barrel. Laying on the top of the trash was a huge glorious bouquet of 24 long stemmed red roses surrounded by baby's breath in a fancy wrap! They were fresh and dewy and pristine. They were amazing! I never had flowers like that! (I love flowers) And there they were perched there. For ME! And then as I'm holding this wondrous thing in my arms it felt like somebody invisible gave me a sort of mental 'hug' and 'said': You are not unlovable! I love you!

I'm beginning to think he's probably an incubus and that we've been together before. He has made himself known on other occasions too. I think the first time was in my late teens. I always kind of dismissed him as my own wishful thinking. Even when he literally touched me I told myself I was imagining things. But now I am sort of waking up and going...oh! Hello! Wow was I ever dense! Sorry bout that! Its kind of reviving the dead hope. Yes. I feel good about that.

So maybe I DO have an Odysseus

 

[dalightskin]

Damn Alric.. Im sorry for subjecting you to my intolerance. I know its gonna sound untrue because im a guy and all, but ive actually been feeling the same way.

I just feel like its too hard to find love, my best friend always gets girls, and he doesnt even know what true love is. Once I was at a football game with him and he got into a whole fiasco where he was cheating on a girl and both of the girls were mad at him so he was mad the whole night. And he STILL has a new girlfriend every two months! I probably shouldn't hang out with people like that since it lowers my self esteem, it just makes me feel like its because im too nice or something, like they either want a really handsome or really abrasive guy, and im not too much of either. Just like you I find it hard to keep my hope, it slowly eats me away inside. I dont want you to feel like you're the only one who feels that way.

 

[aldric.strickland88]

Awwww. There you go. See, when all else fails turn to those who are spiritually advanced. I love to Date, it's fun. You go out and eat Dinner, watch a movie, kiss her on the cheek ect. I don't ever really have the desire to make it go past there. As people are just on a low level. Do you want someone with a Negative Aura, Depressed, always has problems, drains your energy and does dumb things? 
 A God is a great idea. As they are very Advanced and can help you. The problem is they are not psyical until you you are advanced. 
  You know, if you really want love in your life, you should do a 40 day working.

 

[Ko Johnson]

How would you go about a working for love

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On Dec 13, 2015, at 11:21 AM, aldric.strickland88@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Awwww. There you go. See, when all else fails turn to those who are spiritually advanced. I love to Date, it's fun. You go out and eat Dinner, watch a movie, kiss her on the cheek ect. I don't ever really have the desire to make it go past there. As people are just on a low level. Do you want someone with a Negative Aura, Depressed, always has problems, drains your energy and does dumb things? 
 A God is a great idea. As they are very Advanced and can help you. The problem is they are not psyical until you you are advanced. 
  You know, if you really want love in your life, you should do a 40 day working.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Hey dalightskin its me, not aldric I think you mean Unless you are pining, Aldric? But good to know I'm not the only one. Your buddy sounds like a shallow jock and there are always way more females who seem to go for them its true - a sad statement of the state of affairs in this sorry world - not a reflection on your quality of person. Perhaps not hanging out with him because you can do better in the friends department? Because the shallow girls he attracts aren't really in your league anyway right - they are the ones who expect action right from the get-go because they haven't a clue about romance or what they really want. They are too busy being trendy and fashionable - and spiritually dead. Its not a reflection on you.

All that stuff, negative, depressed, problems, dumb shit, no way! I would rather be alone than any of that! I have NO patience anymore! If a guy (or a girl) can't grab me mentally, I haven't got the time. I turned down the most beautiful specimen once because I knew there was nothing to it but sex and I wanted a real relationship. And abrasive and self centered - not a chance. Most humans just don't do it for me.

I did meet a fine young man a few years ago, we started hanging out and doing meditating and stuff together. Unfortunately, when he realized I wanted him - gasp! sexually! - he couldn't run fast enough! LOL! It was his religion you see. He was a virgin and supposed to stay that way till marriage! I made it clear I wanted his body so he ran! I can laugh at it now. I'm really much more interested in a God. I've almost always tended to be attracted to people who are more advanced and intelligent.

So I have a question regarding that Aldric - lets say a physical manifestation occurs...since I am dedicated to Satan, and I assume I have a GD who wouldn't let anyone do that with me unless he was OK, do I need to question him all over the place if he is dedicated to Satan? Or can I take that as a given? If I'm suspicious and all, couldn't I offend Him? Hurt his feelings? Drive him away? Not meaning to of course, just being a big DUH.

And if its a God I want, it wouldn't be good to do a 40 day working would it? Wouldn't that be taken as I'm trying to manipulate him? So my only course is to just try to advance?

So you are, besides the Great One, Master of Romance and a Cooking GOD, the Guru of LOVE! I pay you all reverence, master! I ask humbly! I am not worthy (makes a very formal, elaborate gesture of obeisance)!

 

[zolaluckystar1]

PS: Aldric - You do know I'm just fucking about and having fun with you - I don't actually worship you - though you are great! And I think you ought to do a cooking video and wear just a black apron!!! LOL!

 

[aldric.strickland88]

A forty day working is easy. See pink or red in your aura. Affirm 9x my aura is attracting to me my perfect lover.
Damn, girls don't usually call me master until I show them my skills.
Bows in return.
If you are with a God it will just attract him. Until you make a formal promise you are not held to him. You have to aware that your in a relationship to be held to one. Lol.
 Just take your time and be open. 
 Love and light. And cuddly kittens. And rainbows with unicorns that fart skittles. 
 Hmm I think that is going to be my new signature. What do you think Risen Kitty! Meow! Meow!  That's right kitty! She was Cleopatra in a past life. Meow! Meow! Meow!! Oh no I wasn't suppose to say that? It will be okay. 
 Kitty has taught me many things. Did you know that eating skittles actually empowers your chakras? The Governemnt has been hiding it but they really caught that Unicorn and are mass producing. Thus they contain magickal properties. 
  The ancient flute players could rise Cobras out of baskets. Pan is always seen with a flute. Did you know I could play a flute and raise your kundalini? Meow! Oh I'm sorry that I wasn't suppose to say! 
  Have you had your double dose expresso of reality today?! Gulp! Gulp! 
  O my what was I thinking! None of that is true! I guess that just goes to show if it sounds crazy it probably is.
  Oh my God! Mittens put the gun down!!!!

 

[dalightskin]

@zolaluckystar yeah you're right. Actually we've been friends since the fifth grade, hes a good guy but he just doesnt know a lot about life is all. My friend status is pretty good but I just wanna feel a little better than "good". Then again, I guess im just being a whiny millenial XD I've literally never been this unsatisfied.

I think it's just my teenage hormones more than anything else, if not then its just my spiritual advancement awakening some VERY strong urges. I'm sure ill just get over it, im not usually this mopey, ya know?

 

[Paul Pseudonym]

Was that seriously a mittens the crime solving cat reference? Hahahaha.

Good times.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

Risen Kitty! OMG Aldric, you make me laugh! You're brilliant! I love your rants!
Play your flute! Raise my kundalini! Show me your skills, Master! Meow!

 

[aldric.strickland88]

LMAO