From: dragon_claw84 <dragon_claw84@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: My 1st encounter with a succubus and some questions...
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Date: Monday, March 21, 2011, 4:04 AM
I wanted to point out that when I felt her touch it was like she was touching my soul. It was better then human sex. Her skin felt kind of like a lizards or snakes. I love reptile skin. Other features was she had elf like ears but no horns that I can remember. Are there verious types of succubus's or are they more changeling?
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[[email protected]][email protected][/email], "dragon_claw84" <dragon_claw84@... wrote:
I have always been spiritual, by nature I have always frowned on angels, and smiled apon demons. I believed in gods but not the bible. I was forced when I was a teenager to lean those ways, it make me sick. When my true nature was really for the devil. Recently I even lied to my cus who is a follower of the bible to protect myself from his crap because he is a priest.
I have been wanting to tell this since I was 20 years old. I only told one other person, my old girl friend a wile back. One night for some reason I cried I can't remember why, I begged Satan (Without knowing any ritual to summon a demon.) That I wanted a girl friend that would love me, a few months after I did get my wish but I can't remember what I used for it, I think I said something like my soul I'd dedicate to him or something. I felt cold and I cried myself to sleep.
I had a dream that same night. Of a snow white female demon with a pointed tail, black claws, red cat like eyes (that looks like a spinning vortex like a galaxy when you stare in to the blackness of the eyes when the eyes are dilated during pleasure.), white hair (I know this is not because she was old but natural in some demons), she was very young looking and feeling. She was very hot and well shapped slender and sleek. And the sex felt very real, amazing. When I woke up my pants were opened and I had sexual fluid on my stomach and nether region. I felt very weak and could hardly move. It felt like I had something pushing down on me for a moment then the weight lifted. My nether region was tingly with strong goose bumps like a kind of pleasure fire all over it and up my spine. I couldn't walk right for days. lol She made me happy.
I never actually seen her with my eyes that I can remember wile awake tho its easy to confuse a dream with reality when it felt to real to be a dream. But I did feel her at some points wile I was awake. Most of the time I would be in a very deep sleep but thats only a guess because it felt very real I couldn't tell the difference tba. She looked very pleased within my mind. But after that night she never came back. Tho some how I get the feeling she might still be around. I don't know her name, or the name of that demon class besides succubus. She made a desire come true.
After I had a girl friend for 2 and a half years who I thought loved me she dumped me for another guy because of the distance.
Here are some questions...
Can these be guardian demons as well?
Is it possible to summon this same demon who had sex with me 6 years ago?
Is it possible for a demon to fuse in to your mind and become a part of your thoughts so well that you can't actually tell if its just your thoughts or a 2nd mind telling you their opinions when you ask them? Or is she just around me a lot but never showing herself to me just sharing her thoughts. Sometimes I can tell its a female voice but the thoughts of my own are hard to separate from hers. Because for a long time I believe I have fallen in love with the demon in my mind who shares my thoughts.
I want to do the ritual, to summon her, and to show herself to me. To really talk to me and such. I want to have sex with her wile I'm fully aware. But I'm kind of afraid because its hard now a days for me to control my thoughts both of good and bad.
My mind is very dark for example, I have one part of my mind that would never want to offend the demon with a slipped thought, and another part of my mind has slipped in thought. Its like yes, no, yes, no... back and forth when I don't mean to do this. But if she has been with me for all this time she understands my thoughts then and knows I don't mean them all and I should have nothing to worry about.
I want to please this demon. But I am also not sure if I should keep the relationship opened or not. Tho it seems it has always been opened if she has stayed with me and watched over me. I have never stated that because no true ritual was done, she just came to me one night and made my tears go away. Some times I'd think about her and wish for her to come back to me. But I get a thought saying, "I am always one with you." or something like that. She never takes over my body, shes just always seems to be in my thoughts, I just wish I could hear her more clearly more often.
Tho I am still very new to the magic involved in summoning. I haven't even tried it yet. Perhaps I am even shy to meet her for real.
