Purging it out

[Lilith_Kinich]

I feel so mad about the fact that I didn't fight back or walk away whenever those xians tried to put me down. I've had this feeling for so long to the point I can't focus on education.
I don't have the time because of high school. I just feel so mad about the fact that I can't do anything right now but wait to finish school before I can focus on Magick.
But this anger is about to consume me, help.

 

[Henu the Great]

What do you mean you do not have time? Make priorities of your time, then. Education and use of magick do not exclude each other.

 

[Tethys333]

I'm in high school too, I'm a senior and it's very challenging and especially toxic given the situation in Italy.
I understand you, sometimes you will lack the strength, the will to meditate but as I always say “want is might”.
Get organized. For example, study for about 45 minutes, then take a break and meditate and then resume studying again and so on.

If you know you are too tired in the evening and don't have time in the morning, meditate after lunch maybe or read ToZ when you are on the bus...
Trust that you can get it all done. I manage to study, get good grades in school, meditate, read ToZ, respond to people on the forum, give my contribution and do rituals together with my other brothers in one day. All this is because I get organized.