AskSatanOperator
Well-known member
I am Desi, not mixed-race, but very White/Caucausian/Persian-looking.
For some reason, whenever I look at Germany and Britain—their culture, peoples, language, and everything about them, even their VOICES which sound different to other races, I feel a sense of "home" and belonging, and a very strong affection towards them and white people in general.
Because of my appearance, I didn't really fit in with the brown people and I don't feel a nostalgia or anything to my culture because of Islam. I started consuming more Desi culture, but I don't feel a strong connection or nostalgia towards it. It feel's more like an intellectual exercise, whereas when I look at white cultures I feel emotionally nourished.
This doesn't include all other white Nations btw, just those specifically, and America too.
I didn't really grow up watching cartoons or movies or anything, so I don't think it's from exposure but something deeper. Because I consumed ridiculous amount of anime when I was younger. Yet I don't care about the Japanese or feel a connection there. It is specifically Britain (where I grew up) and Germany, especially its language.
I look about 75% European, 15% Asiatic, and 10% "some other shit". And I have often seen visions or dreams related to random scenarios from these places without my attention being directed there. Like I don't obsessively look at their cultures, but the feeling just exists for some reason in the background.
My gf is also living in Germany (foreign international student) and I always feel directed back to these countries, one way or another.
But why?
I think it is the character and spirit (personality) of white race is the same as me on an individual level?
Or something else racial? Of fate perhaps?
For some reason, whenever I look at Germany and Britain—their culture, peoples, language, and everything about them, even their VOICES which sound different to other races, I feel a sense of "home" and belonging, and a very strong affection towards them and white people in general.
Because of my appearance, I didn't really fit in with the brown people and I don't feel a nostalgia or anything to my culture because of Islam. I started consuming more Desi culture, but I don't feel a strong connection or nostalgia towards it. It feel's more like an intellectual exercise, whereas when I look at white cultures I feel emotionally nourished.
This doesn't include all other white Nations btw, just those specifically, and America too.
I didn't really grow up watching cartoons or movies or anything, so I don't think it's from exposure but something deeper. Because I consumed ridiculous amount of anime when I was younger. Yet I don't care about the Japanese or feel a connection there. It is specifically Britain (where I grew up) and Germany, especially its language.
I look about 75% European, 15% Asiatic, and 10% "some other shit". And I have often seen visions or dreams related to random scenarios from these places without my attention being directed there. Like I don't obsessively look at their cultures, but the feeling just exists for some reason in the background.
My gf is also living in Germany (foreign international student) and I always feel directed back to these countries, one way or another.
But why?
I think it is the character and spirit (personality) of white race is the same as me on an individual level?
Or something else racial? Of fate perhaps?
