This is definitely of the enemy, not of Satan and it could be possible that it is a result of the mental illness and the ties to xianity. We all know xianity is an anti life program based upon lies, and death and negativity. Note that many die hard xians are also homicidal and sick in some way.
Satan and the Gods would never put such things in your head. They are positive beings and if they weren't we wouldnt be here now. The best thing you can do now is to continue to meditate and purify your soul through power meditation. This is very healing. The enemy uses fear to keep us away from Satan, trust me, they do that to everyone. Don't be afraid.
Void meditation will help you too and cleanse your aura and most important work on your aura of protection everyday.In times of enemy or negative distress, tune into Satan and the Gods energy, their energy is VERY positive and mental calming. That will help to negate those horrid negative thoughts. Use Satanic brilliant blue energy and out it around yourself and think about Satan and his sigil. This has helped me in the past whenever I felt that I was mentally losing it and panicking.
You will be fine.Go to the satanic meditation section and you will find information the information on void meditation, aura of protection and so on. Also do this meditation! It works wonders to disconnect from the enemy.
http://knowledgeofsatan666.angelfire.co ... gthelinks/
Be well and be strong!You made the right choice to come to Satan and find the truth. Keep educating yourself. The enemy is losing power and so thats why they are trying so hard to keep many away from Satan and empowering themselves.
Hail our Creator God Satan.
On Thursday, March 26, 2015 3:47 AM, "rebajayne1980@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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I've been heavily considering the teachings for the past week and have been fluctuating between sheer terror and a sense of peaceful empowerment. I come from a fundamentalist christian background which I left in my late teens and went on to explore new age and Wicca. I have a history of mental illness which I think comes from my religious background and shutting down my true identity. I feel that I am being attacked psychically and I don't know who's voice is the enemy or satans. I have been reading about different gods and how violent they were and the thoughts come that I need to kill people. I feel split down the middle and it is agony.
