Alright. This story has a long backround, but if you just want the question, I'll put it in all caps to avoid the story.
Before I moved away from my hometown, I had a decent-sized group (ten-ish people) that I had taught. I taught them the basics of energy, then I told them the truth. Some of them couldn't even stay that long, and gave up. Some learned, and decided not to dedicate, leading to an end of my lessons. Some dedicated, and I kept teaching them. There was one, who promised he would dedicate.
He wasn't the first I had taught, in fact, he was one of the last. Luckily for him, I had gained some practice teaching, and at this time, my teaching methods were far more efficient than when I had started. Thus, he was able to learn at an impeccable rate. I taught him, he said he believed in Spiritual Satanism, and that he would dedicate, and all was well.
As time went on, I got a girlfriend, and was the happiest I had ever been. He was one of my few best friends. I told him about JoS after he seemed strong enough to not kill himself by doing something too advanced (grey energy, anyone?). He learned a couple things from the site (namely the history and demon(esse)s) and a couple techniques, like the aura of protection.
I had a lot going on in my life, like school, work, preparing for my move, homework, my girlfriend, and my friends. Thus, I wasn't practicing as much as I had been (I was still doing my daily excersises though). He, on the other hand, was up to literally nothing. He filled his time with energy, and the site, and school, and that was it.
There came a time when he had finally caught up to me (not quite, but decently close, like 9/10). He had a permemant Aura of Protection on him. I could pierce it, but in order to actually have my attack, if you will, effect him, I required physical contact.
Then I moved.
I moved out of state, and everything was still going smoothly in regards to back home. Then, I heard that my girlfriend had done and said many, many things. I broke up with her, and was quite hurt by this. Time went on, and my now-ex-girlfriend and I started talking again. It turns out that EVERYTHING that I had been told was a lie.
HE (Steve, from here on out) had manipulated others, and me. He, and those people that I HAD trusted, had ALL lied to me. Needless to say, my trust in them all was shattered. However, since Steve was my best friend, I decided to give him a second chance (not knowing that he was the puppetmaster of the manipulation and lies). At around this time, I realized that my ex and I never had a reason to break up in the first place. We started to have feelings for eachother again.
Being out of state, it was a gamble. I had planned to get together with her again and move back to see her, considering we were eachother's #1 among people we have dated. It would've gone great too...
It turns out that while I was gone, Steve had been putting moves on her. He had been using energy to make her fall for him. Mind you, this was when he told me that he wouldn't do anything to jeopardize our relationship. He had also said that he wouldn't put any moves on her, and he'd try to help me and her get back together.
I found out that she started developing feelings for him, and I wasn't threatened. I just asked him to make her stop having those feelings toward him (what has been done can be undone, type of thinking. If you can make someone fall for you, you can do the opposite). He told me that he would, and all seemed smooth.
I lost contact with them both for a while (either couldn't pay the bill or whatever), and I discovered some very interesting news from another friend, Mark.
Mark told me that Steve had kissed her, and that he didn't slow down his persuit in the slightest.
I don't ask much of people, it's against my nature, but for all that I have done for him - a tremendous amount - he couldn't do a single thing for me? And to add on to it, he lied to me multiple times and manipulated me? He took the girl that I have cared the most for like it was nothing? The one that it felt as if I was pulling out may heart and shredding it as I broke up with her? The one that I would do *almost* anything to get back, when he knew that I still wanted her?
I'm sorry, but that's unforgivable.
I've gotten much stronger since my move, and he hasn't practiced since I left (excepting his magic on her). Now, he isn't dedicated, or I wouldn't even think about wreckinghim as much as I want to, but I can't just harbor these feelings and forget about the life I left behind.
I don't know how much damage I can deal with his Aura up (if it's even there anymore) from this distance, so
DOES ANYBODY KNOW HOW TO BYPASS OR DESTROY AN AURA OF PROTECTION??
DOES ANYBODY KNOW HOW TO BYPASS OR DESTROY AN AURA OF PROTECTION??
I am fed up being lied to, manipulated, and treated like dirt. It's time I get my revenge, and he gets what he deserves. I'm not normally a vengeful or angry person (anymore), and I have been battling with this question for two weeks now. I have been stuck in my inaction, and I can't stand it anymore. He has systematically destroyed the life I once had, not just with my ex, but with my old friends. He has force-fed them lies about me, just to turn them against me. And, considering I can't reach a majority of them, I can't set them straight.
IF ANYBODY HAS ANY ADVICE FOR WAHT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION, OR ANY INSIGHT AT ALL, PLEASE HELP ME.
IF ANYBODY HAS ANY ADVICE FOR WAHT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION, OR ANY INSIGHT AT ALL, PLEASE HELP ME.
I really need my true family right now, all of you who can help. I really need help, and asking for it has never been my strong suit - it's VERY hard for me. So thank you for your help in advance, to anybody that replies, thank you to all that actually read the whole thing, and sorry for such a long story.
Before I moved away from my hometown, I had a decent-sized group (ten-ish people) that I had taught. I taught them the basics of energy, then I told them the truth. Some of them couldn't even stay that long, and gave up. Some learned, and decided not to dedicate, leading to an end of my lessons. Some dedicated, and I kept teaching them. There was one, who promised he would dedicate.
He wasn't the first I had taught, in fact, he was one of the last. Luckily for him, I had gained some practice teaching, and at this time, my teaching methods were far more efficient than when I had started. Thus, he was able to learn at an impeccable rate. I taught him, he said he believed in Spiritual Satanism, and that he would dedicate, and all was well.
As time went on, I got a girlfriend, and was the happiest I had ever been. He was one of my few best friends. I told him about JoS after he seemed strong enough to not kill himself by doing something too advanced (grey energy, anyone?). He learned a couple things from the site (namely the history and demon(esse)s) and a couple techniques, like the aura of protection.
I had a lot going on in my life, like school, work, preparing for my move, homework, my girlfriend, and my friends. Thus, I wasn't practicing as much as I had been (I was still doing my daily excersises though). He, on the other hand, was up to literally nothing. He filled his time with energy, and the site, and school, and that was it.
There came a time when he had finally caught up to me (not quite, but decently close, like 9/10). He had a permemant Aura of Protection on him. I could pierce it, but in order to actually have my attack, if you will, effect him, I required physical contact.
Then I moved.
I moved out of state, and everything was still going smoothly in regards to back home. Then, I heard that my girlfriend had done and said many, many things. I broke up with her, and was quite hurt by this. Time went on, and my now-ex-girlfriend and I started talking again. It turns out that EVERYTHING that I had been told was a lie.
HE (Steve, from here on out) had manipulated others, and me. He, and those people that I HAD trusted, had ALL lied to me. Needless to say, my trust in them all was shattered. However, since Steve was my best friend, I decided to give him a second chance (not knowing that he was the puppetmaster of the manipulation and lies). At around this time, I realized that my ex and I never had a reason to break up in the first place. We started to have feelings for eachother again.
Being out of state, it was a gamble. I had planned to get together with her again and move back to see her, considering we were eachother's #1 among people we have dated. It would've gone great too...
It turns out that while I was gone, Steve had been putting moves on her. He had been using energy to make her fall for him. Mind you, this was when he told me that he wouldn't do anything to jeopardize our relationship. He had also said that he wouldn't put any moves on her, and he'd try to help me and her get back together.
I found out that she started developing feelings for him, and I wasn't threatened. I just asked him to make her stop having those feelings toward him (what has been done can be undone, type of thinking. If you can make someone fall for you, you can do the opposite). He told me that he would, and all seemed smooth.
I lost contact with them both for a while (either couldn't pay the bill or whatever), and I discovered some very interesting news from another friend, Mark.
Mark told me that Steve had kissed her, and that he didn't slow down his persuit in the slightest.
I don't ask much of people, it's against my nature, but for all that I have done for him - a tremendous amount - he couldn't do a single thing for me? And to add on to it, he lied to me multiple times and manipulated me? He took the girl that I have cared the most for like it was nothing? The one that it felt as if I was pulling out may heart and shredding it as I broke up with her? The one that I would do *almost* anything to get back, when he knew that I still wanted her?
I'm sorry, but that's unforgivable.
I've gotten much stronger since my move, and he hasn't practiced since I left (excepting his magic on her). Now, he isn't dedicated, or I wouldn't even think about wreckinghim as much as I want to, but I can't just harbor these feelings and forget about the life I left behind.
I don't know how much damage I can deal with his Aura up (if it's even there anymore) from this distance, so
DOES ANYBODY KNOW HOW TO BYPASS OR DESTROY AN AURA OF PROTECTION??
DOES ANYBODY KNOW HOW TO BYPASS OR DESTROY AN AURA OF PROTECTION??
I am fed up being lied to, manipulated, and treated like dirt. It's time I get my revenge, and he gets what he deserves. I'm not normally a vengeful or angry person (anymore), and I have been battling with this question for two weeks now. I have been stuck in my inaction, and I can't stand it anymore. He has systematically destroyed the life I once had, not just with my ex, but with my old friends. He has force-fed them lies about me, just to turn them against me. And, considering I can't reach a majority of them, I can't set them straight.
IF ANYBODY HAS ANY ADVICE FOR WAHT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION, OR ANY INSIGHT AT ALL, PLEASE HELP ME.
IF ANYBODY HAS ANY ADVICE FOR WAHT TO DO IN THIS SITUATION, OR ANY INSIGHT AT ALL, PLEASE HELP ME.
I really need my true family right now, all of you who can help. I really need help, and asking for it has never been my strong suit - it's VERY hard for me. So thank you for your help in advance, to anybody that replies, thank you to all that actually read the whole thing, and sorry for such a long story.
