Problem, please advise!!!

[ghostinthefogll]

I have already given myself over to the TRUE lord of mankind, however, within the last few months I have slipped. In short, I placed a girl before my god.
Now, I am having trouble with everything that seemed so easy before, things just don't seem as clear as they were before. I know that this is due to lack of dedication, and though not malicious, I am being punished with sheer lack of guidance. It is as if He is no longer with me, showing and guiding me as His own.

I have two questions regarding this;
-Is this a normal thing to be happening (Is this because I have neglected Him for the girl, or is it something deeper?)

-Secondly, whether this is the reason or not, is there a certain ritual or anything that I can do to make amends? I know He is a reasonable and forgiving god, but I'd rather do it in the proper way.
For that matter, IS there a proper way? Or do I just do whatever feels right to me?

Any help on this matter would be greatly appreciated, at this point, I am considering many options, but would like your views.

Thanks all

 

[Dustin1]

He won't leave you unless you do a 'reverse' Dedication ritual, or convert to that of our enemies. He is still with you, most likely just waiting for you to learn something you need to learn.

For example, If you buy a new toy with your own money you earned, you appreciate it more then just having something given to you...

Simply do a Standard Ritual, and starting the 6 month training program is always a good place to start...

Ultimately the choice and path is yours, this is just a finger in the direction I would go.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ghostinthefogll" <ghostofsin@... wrote:

I have already given myself over to the TRUE lord of mankind, however, within the last few months I have slipped. In short, I placed a girl before my god.
Now, I am having trouble with everything that seemed so easy before, things just don't seem as clear as they were before. I know that this is due to lack of dedication, and though not malicious, I am being punished with sheer lack of guidance. It is as if He is no longer with me, showing and guiding me as His own.

I have two questions regarding this;
-Is this a normal thing to be happening (Is this because I have neglected Him for the girl, or is it something deeper?)

-Secondly, whether this is the reason or not, is there a certain ritual or anything that I can do to make amends? I know He is a reasonable and forgiving god, but I'd rather do it in the proper way.
For that matter, IS there a proper way? Or do I just do whatever feels right to me?

Any help on this matter would be greatly appreciated, at this point, I am considering many options, but would like your views.

Thanks all

 

[ghostinthefogll]

Thanks, i will try this and post results.
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dustin" <ihave.found_home@... wrote:

He won't leave you unless you do a 'reverse' Dedication ritual, or convert to that of our enemies. He is still with you, most likely just waiting for you to learn something you need to learn.

For example, If you buy a new toy with your own money you earned, you appreciate it more then just having something given to you...

Simply do a Standard Ritual, and starting the 6 month training program is always a good place to start...

Ultimately the choice and path is yours, this is just a finger in the direction I would go.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ghostinthefogll" <ghostofsin@ wrote:

I have already given myself over to the TRUE lord of mankind, however, within the last few months I have slipped. In short, I placed a girl before my god.
Now, I am having trouble with everything that seemed so easy before, things just don't seem as clear as they were before. I know that this is due to lack of dedication, and though not malicious, I am being punished with sheer lack of guidance. It is as if He is no longer with me, showing and guiding me as His own.

I have two questions regarding this;
-Is this a normal thing to be happening (Is this because I have neglected Him for the girl, or is it something deeper?)

-Secondly, whether this is the reason or not, is there a certain ritual or anything that I can do to make amends? I know He is a reasonable and forgiving god, but I'd rather do it in the proper way.
For that matter, IS there a proper way? Or do I just do whatever feels right to me?

Any help on this matter would be greatly appreciated, at this point, I am considering many options, but would like your views.

Thanks all