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I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.
 
go with the way you feel. satan is very real and loves his creation and people. go to joyofsatan.org and read the whole website. this is where you will gain knowledge and clarity about everything.




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On Thu, Jun 14, 2012 5:40 AM EDT purevol22 wrote:

I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous
occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.
 
You can come back. Satan has forgiven me for fucking up too. But, you can't turn away again though. This time you can not flake, Satan may give second chances, but if you break that, I feel you are on your own. www.joyofsatan.org
That's where you can learn about our Father, Satan. It's good to have another natural here, another person that is born with more ability to manipulate energy. I recommend you come to us, Christianity as a whole will do nothing for you, they will just slow you and eventually kill you spiritually. Then it will be a long fall in to the grave. I know this from watching people suffer from being a Christian, they act happy, but in the end, they are just shells. I feel that Satan is willing to forgive you, especially since you didn't have too much knowledge about him when you converted to Catholicism (Pedophile central) I know you can come, and I also know you have to seek him on your own in some ways, learn as you go, a lot of this has to be your own path.
If you don't make it your own path, you won't learn much. But this is a life choice since you already messed up once, if you go back on it, I feel that may be it. Satan is the true creator, and god of humanity. He loves all, but only helps those who are willing to help, and love him back. Coming to Satan is the best thing you can do in life. I wish you luck, and I hope you choose to come to Satan.

HAIL SATAN!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail Anubis!

From: purevol22 <purevol22@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, June 14, 2012 3:40:41 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] old and new

  I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.



 
Thanks for your response. I really do feel a pull towards the True Father. Jesus is a fucking joke. I've had more growth with Satan than I ever did when I was a practicing catholic.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Kael Meier <meierkael@... wrote:

You can come back. Satan has forgiven me for fucking up too. But, you can't turn away again though. This time you can not flake, Satan may give second chances, but if you break that, I feel you are on your own. www.joyofsatan.org

That's where you can learn about our Father, Satan. It's good to have another natural here, another person that is born with more ability to manipulate energy. I recommend you come to us, Christianity as a whole will do nothing for you, they will just slow you and eventually kill you spiritually. Then it will be a long fall in to the grave. I know this from watching people suffer from being a Christian, they act happy, but in the end, they are just shells. I feel that Satan is willing to forgive you, especially since you didn't have too much knowledge about him when you converted to Catholicism (Pedophile central) I know you can come, and I also know you have to seek him on your own in some ways, learn as you go, a lot of this has to be your own path.

If you don't make it your own path, you won't learn much. But this is a life choice since you already messed up once, if you go back on it, I feel that may be it. Satan is the true creator, and god of humanity. He loves all, but only helps those who are willing to help, and love him back. Coming to Satan is the best thing you can do in life. I wish you luck, and I hope you choose to come to Satan.


HAIL SATAN!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail Anubis!



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From: purevol22 <purevol22@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, June 14, 2012 3:40:41 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] old and new


 
I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous
occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.
 
He didn't neccessarily mess up. He was still one who was without and not aware of satan in the way that we are so its not like he was totally dedicated like we are and knowingly went back to xianism.


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On Thu, Jun 14, 2012 10:55 PM EDT Kael Meier wrote:

You can come back. Satan has forgiven me for fucking up too. But, you can't turn away again though. This time you can not flake, Satan may give second chances, but if you break that, I feel you are on your own. www.joyofsatan.org

That's where you can learn about our Father, Satan. It's good to have another natural here, another person that is born with more ability to manipulate energy. I recommend you come to us, Christianity as a whole will do nothing for you, they will just slow you and eventually kill you spiritually. Then it will be a long fall in to the grave. I know this from watching people suffer from being a Christian, they act happy, but in the end, they are just shells. I feel that Satan is willing to forgive you, especially since you didn't have too much knowledge about him when you converted to Catholicism (Pedophile central) I know you can come, and I also know you have to seek him on your own in some ways, learn as you go, a lot of this has to be your own path.

If you don't make it your own path, you won't learn much. But this is a life choice since you already messed up once, if you go back on it, I feel that may be it. Satan is the true creator, and god of humanity. He loves all, but only helps those who are willing to help, and love him back. Coming to Satan is the best thing you can do in life. I wish you luck, and I hope you choose to come to Satan.


HAIL SATAN!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail Anubis!



________________________________
From: purevol22 <purevol22@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, June 14, 2012 3:40:41 AM
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] old and new


 
I am a 30 year old male. I was raised to beLIEve in god like most americans but denounced god personally around age 7 or 8 and became an atheist. Until the age of 13 when i began to dabble in magic and have to admit it was due to some movies and music I was getting into at the time. But I did get serious about it and ended up coming across a Satanic coven in my hometown rather by mistake really. Now they were LaVeyan as I saw it referred to on the main page of this group. I joined them and was Baptized in the name of Satan. Over the next few years I stayed with them and practiced with them but always felt what they were was counter productive to what I wanted to achieve. So I left them and became solitary seeing as how I felt I had more majic in my lil pinky finger then they had amongst themselves. I am a natural as I've heard and been told several times by different people throughout my life. I have met Satan and felt His being around me on numerous
occasions. But a last I decided to turn my back on Him as well. That was when I was 21, I am now 30. To get to the point I want to know if it would be wise to start practicing again? I feel a pull in my gut telling me to but am conflicted seeing as how when I was 21 I converted to catholocism. While I know that LaVey made it seem like Satan was just a concept I know that this is not true. Someone please help me. I know what is in my gut but I want to get some feed back from others who know and believe.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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