reddragonspawn666
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Hi everyone, New member here. Tuesday 15th of April: the night of the full moon. I bathed I lit my candles and incense. I did the ritual and whole heartedly dedicated my soul to father Satan. I sat afterwards and meditated for as long as I could, calling out to him to please answer me. I have called out to father Satan in my thoughts every day since then begging to hear him. I sat that night urging myself to feel something, anything. I looked for any sign, any sound, anything. .. and I got nothing. Did I do the ritual incorrectly? Does father Satan reject me? Dare I say it, does he hate me? Am I still an outsider to his majesty's grace? Please can someone guide me because now I feel more alone than ever...