Welcome to our New Forums!

Our forums have been upgraded and expanded!

[No title]

Jessica Deering

New member
Joined
Nov 20, 2007
Messages
0
I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
 
Hey that's cool. If you do decide to look for us, well, we got here and we got a website if you haven't dedicated, which is fine either way.
But I'm glad you stood up for yourself. That is what our enemy fears and loathes.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:

I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church
and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was
sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief
after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my
family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is
catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or
christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with
myself, like true inner peace.
 
You could also help yourself, and Satanists as a whole, and Satan and the Gods by doing spiritual warfare against xianity and the catlick church and the pedophile pope. It's not necessary to do it, but it's a good idea since you're so fed up with the catholic church. And don't forget, Satan will reward you for your efforts on fighting the enemy. If many of us write "exposingchristianity" on papers or online xian forums and do destruction rituals against the vatican, this vile institution will fall in no time.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:

I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church
and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was
sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief
after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my
family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is
catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or
christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with
myself, like true inner peace.
 
<td val[/IMG]Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:
From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM

  I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
 
While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.   People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.   The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.   As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.   The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 
<td vAl[/IMG]Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:
From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM

  I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]

 
<td val[/IMG]Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:
From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM

  While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.   People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.   The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.   As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.   The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 
<td val[/IMG]Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:
From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM

  I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
[/TD]
 
Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM







 









While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
 
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
 
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
 
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
 
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 





Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:


From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM


 



I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
 
<td val[/IMG]Greetings blackcat,
Though I still have great disgust for the xtian program,though the ritual's I have done,my anger inside has subsided to a great degree. Now I am bent on destuction of the kike program that has hurt,and is continuing to hurt many of us Gentiles.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sat, 2/19/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 19, 2011, 6:22 PM

  Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM







 









While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
 
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
 
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
 
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
 
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 





Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:


From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM


 



I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
 
Hi Brian, hope you are well! I am new to Satanism and was wondering how do I get the material I need to study and develop my relationship with Father Satan! I have come to see and realise the lies of christianity! Thank you, Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2011 07:53:07 -0800 (PST)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
 
<td val[/IMG]Greetings blackcat,
Though I still have great disgust for the xtian program,though the ritual's I have done,my anger inside has subsided to a great degree. Now I am bent on destuction of the kike program that has hurt,and is continuing to hurt many of us Gentiles.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sat, 2/19/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 19, 2011, 6:22 PM

  Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM







 









While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
 
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
 
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
 
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
 
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 





Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:


From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM


 



I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
 
<td val[/IMG]Greetings,
[/IMG] www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Store.html
When I get my last order form Tulsa,in a few days.I will have all that High Priestess Maxines offers.The most important books and cd's I have in my house,in my opinion,and well worth what I paid for them.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sun, 2/20/11, claireduplessis@... <claireduplessis@... wrote:
From: claireduplessis@... <claireduplessis@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, February 20, 2011, 3:58 PM

  Hi Brian, hope you are well! I am new to Satanism and was wondering how do I get the material I need to study and develop my relationship with Father Satan! I have come to see and realise the lies of christianity! Thank you, Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!<hr>From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2011 07:53:07 -0800 (PST)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
 
<td style="font:[/IMG]Greetings blackcat,
Though I still have great disgust for the xtian program,though the ritual's I have done,my anger inside has subsided to a great degree. Now I am bent on destuction of the kike program that has hurt,and is continuing to hurt many of us Gentiles.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sat, 2/19/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 19, 2011, 6:22 PM

  Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM







 









While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
 
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
 
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
 
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
 
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 





Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:


From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM


 



I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
[/TD]
 
Yes ! No only all the books and cd are great, but in plus they are very cheap.I notice, as I am in europe, that HP Maxime loose money sending them in europe because of the high cost of the mail.to everybody out of america, think to do a little gift of money through paypal to return the money, it will help in plus our cause.JOS need money. I did it.Unfortunately, now, I am in big trouble with money, but as soon as I will recover I will think to JOS.Don't forget what JOS does for us.Without JOS and especially HP Maxine, never the demons would be free.I am very grateful, as my guardian is a goetic daemon.THANKS SO MUCH HP MAXINE !HAIL SATAN ! HAIL MARDUK !`HAIL NABUHAIL ALL THE MIGHTHY GODS OF DUAT !
De : Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Lun 21 février 2011, 3h 08min 41s
Objet : Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re

 
<td val[/IMG]Greetings,
[/IMG] www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Store.html
When I get my last order form Tulsa,in a few days.I will have all that High Priestess Maxines offers.The most important books and cd's I have in my house,in my opinion,and well worth what I paid for them.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sun, 2/20/11, claireduplessis@... <claireduplessis@... wrote:
From: claireduplessis@... <claireduplessis@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, February 20, 2011, 3:58 PM

  Hi Brian, hope you are well! I am new to Satanism and was wondering how do I get the material I need to study and develop my relationship with Father Satan! I have come to see and realise the lies of christianity! Thank you, Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!<hr>From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2011 07:53:07 -0800 (PST)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
 
<td style="font:[/IMG]Greetings blackcat,
Though I still have great disgust for the xtian program,though the ritual's I have done,my anger inside has subsided to a great degree. Now I am bent on destuction of the kike program that has hurt,and is continuing to hurt many of us Gentiles.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sat, 2/19/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 19, 2011, 6:22 PM

  Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM







 









While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
 
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
 
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
 
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
 
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 





Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:


From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM


 



I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
[/TD]

 
<td val[/IMG]Greetings,
I apologize to you over there.I forget that not everyone lives on this side of the water.I know it is hard for the ministry to send things overseas,because of the extra shipping cost.Hope you can work it out.Personally I would have paid as much as needed to have this material in hard copy.To me its worth it.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian. 

--- On Mon, 2/21/11, Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@... wrote:
From: Infuriatedsekhmet Eglantine <infuriatedsekhmet1111@...
Subject: Re : [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Monday, February 21, 2011, 8:18 AM

  Yes ! No only all the books and cd are great, but in plus they are very cheap.I notice, as I am in europe, that HP Maxime loose money sending them in europe because of the high cost of the mail.to everybody out of america, think to do a little gift of money through paypal to return the money, it will help in plus our cause.JOS need money. I did it.Unfortunately, now, I am in big trouble with money, but as soon as I will recover I will think to JOS.Don't forget what JOS does for us.Without JOS and especially HP Maxine, never the demons would be free.I am very grateful, as my guardian is a goetic daemon.THANKS SO MUCH HP MAXINE !HAIL SATAN ! HAIL MARDUK !`HAIL NABUHAIL ALL THE MIGHTHY GODS OF DUAT !
De : Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
À : [email protected]
Envoyé le : Lun 21 février 2011, 3h 08min 41s
Objet : Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re

 
<td style="font:[/IMG]Greetings,
[/IMG] www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Store.html
When I get my last order form Tulsa,in a few days.I will have all that High Priestess Maxines offers.The most important books and cd's I have in my house,in my opinion,and well worth what I paid for them.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sun, 2/20/11, claireduplessis@... <claireduplessis@... wrote:
From: claireduplessis@... <claireduplessis@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, February 20, 2011, 3:58 PM

  Hi Brian, hope you are well! I am new to Satanism and was wondering how do I get the material I need to study and develop my relationship with Father Satan! I have come to see and realise the lies of christianity! Thank you, Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!<hr>From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 20 Feb 2011 07:53:07 -0800 (PST)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
 
<td style="font:[/IMG]Greetings blackcat,
Though I still have great disgust for the xtian program,though the ritual's I have done,my anger inside has subsided to a great degree. Now I am bent on destuction of the kike program that has hurt,and is continuing to hurt many of us Gentiles.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Sat, 2/19/11, blackkat_411 <egret23@... wrote:
From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 19, 2011, 6:22 PM

  Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.

I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM







 









While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
 
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
 
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
 
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
 
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:

 





Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:


From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM


 



I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace. 
[/TD]
[/TD]
[/TD]
 
H PMaxine just used a candle,lighter,paper and a pin.And she said she did it in a park.So that just shows that its not the stuff,but the attitude of your heart.And most of all to understand that it is a permanent commitment.Hail SatanBrian

From: youngtatt47 <youngtatt47@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, November 30, 2011 11:27 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re

  Is it hard to set up the ritual to commit to the father Satan
 
<td val[/IMG]There are some good pics of some on joyofsatan.com


Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android [/TD]
From: Saye Felix <saye_felix@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re
Sent: Sat, Jul 14, 2012 5:02:44 PM

<td val[/IMG]  
How can i make satanic alture?
[/TD]
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

Back
Top