From: blackkat_411 <egret23@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Re
To:
[email protected]
Date: Saturday, February 19, 2011, 6:22 PM
Hail Satan! @Brian--yes, i still feel this way occasionally. --Doing the ritual for cursing the xians and filthy nazarene helps very much for me.
--- [/IMG]
[email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Good point Don,
When I became a Satanist,I too was amazed at all the subconscious anger that I still had to deal with.Even after claiming to be pagan for over 15 years,I still had the mud,as you call it all over me,in the form of anger at what I allowed the church to do to me.I personally found that doing Black Mass Rituals,before I found the Joy of Satan Ministries,help me to deal with that anger.We are all different,and that's just how it went down for me.
I guess I had to symbolically dance on the cross a bit.Saying in the ritual,how vile and worthless that filthy nazarene was,and how perverted that vile holy spirit was.was very cathartic for me. I had to vent my anger at the despicable ways the church controlled my life.I could go more into it,but we all know how desecrating then fucking program can be to all of us.I can't thank Father Satan enough for setting me free from that shit.So I guess power meditation could do the same,but it was necessary for me to act it out in ritual too.
HAIL SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!
Brian.
--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:
From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">
[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 6:51 PM
Â
While such bold acts of defiance are heroic and a step towards freedom, always remember depending on how immersed you where in xainity you don't just leave it behind as a whole so easy.
Â
People need to understand this as it can play havoc on your mind and I believe the enemy uses this to their agenda from experience. You can physically leave the church and consciously renouce xainity, but subconsciously is another matter a life time of conditioning and in some cases several don't just leave because of this.
Â
The final and true freedom for xainity is washing it's dross out of your subconscious and this can only really be done in my opinion with daily power meditations.
Â
As an example I was raised in a fundimentalist home and forced into xainity from the time I was born for years. I renouced xainity when I was a late teen as a jewish lie and psychological weapon against my race, and was consciously a total anti-xain and Racial Pagan. But when I became what I was along offically a Satanist I was amazed at how much of it was still there trying to effect me and how much was flushed out my psyche with Meditation.
Â
The point is this if you roll around in a mud pit, just because you stood up and climbed out does not mean your still not covered in mud. You need to have the dirt hosed off to get that. Meditation is the cleansing agent.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">
[email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 18, 2011 9:13:03 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
Â
Great Job!
A giant step towards your freedom.
HAIL FATHER SATAN AND ALL THAT ARE HIS!!!!!!!!!!!
Brian.
--- On Fri, 2/18/11, Jessica Deering <deadlylily@... wrote:
From: Jessica Deering <deadlylily@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re:
To: <a rel="nofollow">
[email protected]
Date: Friday, February 18, 2011, 2:31 AM
Â
I'm sure I'm done with christianity. In 2003, I stormed into a catholic church and yelled at the priest to unbind me from the catholic church because I was sick and tired of their crap and they blew me over the edge. I felt a relief after, my health improved and I never went back to regret it. The rest of my family is catholic so I still have to talk to them and everyone that I know is catholic. At first it was irritating because everyone around me is catholic or christian, now I have moved beyond that point. I feel like I am at peace with myself, like true inner peace.Â