newb needs help

[maryvtanguay]

I'm embarrassed by this, but at this point I feel like if I don't get help my life is at stake. I have been dedicated to Satan for quite some time and every time I meditate I get attacked during or after by greys(have yet to see anything else). I've also had negative thoughts that I'm certain are being put in my head, which leaves me feeling inept and demoralized to the point where I won't try anything for a while. Late last night I tried to go into a trance state, but my mind was bombarded with random thoughts so I stopped. Then I was just about to start again and it felt like something had crawled beside me. Then it started to push on my chest to the point I couldn't breathe. I then thought I was gonna die right then till I called out for help, now I feel drained and depressed. It's usually like they're draining my energy via my chest idk or sometimes they'll strangle me or halter my breathing. What can I do to stop or at least limit the attacks so I can mediate with peace of mind? I want to meditate again tonight, is that a good idea?

 

[radzio_ss]

Do an aura of protection first before meditation, twice a day. Also relax and let go. Greys and other entities thrive on attention. By allowing them to get you worried and depressed, you encourage them further. Practice void meditation and shut them off. Also make sure to remove any enemy links from you.

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/

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I'm embarrassed by this, but at this point I feel like if I don't get help my life is at stake. I have been dedicated to Satan for quite some time and every time I meditate I get attacked during or after by greys(have yet to see anything else). I've also had negative thoughts that I'm certain are being put in my head, which leaves me feeling inept and demoralized to the point where I won't try anything for a while. Late last night I tried to go into a trance state, but my mind was bombarded with random thoughts so I stopped. Then I was just about to start again and it felt like something had crawled beside me. Then it started to push on my chest to the point I couldn't breathe. I then thought I was gonna die right then till I called out for help, now I feel drained and depressed. It's usually like they're draining my energy via my chest idk or sometimes they'll strangle me or halter my breathing. What can I do to stop or at least limit the attacks so I can mediate with peace of mind? I want to meditate again tonight, is that a good idea?