trdofthbullsht
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- Sep 4, 2009
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Hi all,
I joined JOS about a week ago. I performed the ritual to become a follower. I've been trying the meditations daily and really don't know if they are working. I'm new to the chakra concept as well as the aura. I can't seem to connect with either. I would appreciate some guidence.
One thing I must add is Satan is on my mind throughout the day. I thank him for all that surrounds me. Being brought up catholic,which I denounced for a few years now, their bullshit still infects my life. I'm 65 and tired of xtianity and it's nonsense. I finally threw the crucifex out that was hanging in my bedroom. All I could say is that I keep on trying daily hoping to make some connection. I haven't performed and rituals bing that I'm new and want to get the basics down. I can't make an altat due to other family members in the house. No rosary yet, can't find the baphomet medal and the directions are not to clear on how to make one.
Hail Satan!
I joined JOS about a week ago. I performed the ritual to become a follower. I've been trying the meditations daily and really don't know if they are working. I'm new to the chakra concept as well as the aura. I can't seem to connect with either. I would appreciate some guidence.
One thing I must add is Satan is on my mind throughout the day. I thank him for all that surrounds me. Being brought up catholic,which I denounced for a few years now, their bullshit still infects my life. I'm 65 and tired of xtianity and it's nonsense. I finally threw the crucifex out that was hanging in my bedroom. All I could say is that I keep on trying daily hoping to make some connection. I haven't performed and rituals bing that I'm new and want to get the basics down. I can't make an altat due to other family members in the house. No rosary yet, can't find the baphomet medal and the directions are not to clear on how to make one.
Hail Satan!