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[x9tmare]

Hello everyone! I am new in this group but have been in the main group for few years. Actually am a lesbian and I've been thinking of joining this group for a long time but whenever I think of it I decide not to, that's because I like keeping my feelings to myself or I should say I'm ashamed cause I never in my life have the nerve to say who I am out loud and in my country is 14 years in prison. But my thought last night is what moves me to join this group. I think if I join this group it will help me losing up a bit and know where to go when I need help because am lonely and been here will remind me that am not alone. Hail Enki Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell
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[Eugene Sp]

Hello x9tmare, this is jene. WELCOME to this group. We've been waiting for you, & we are here for you; so, don't ever think of yourself as being alone. And NEVER EVER be ashamed of the beautiful person that you are. Yes, being LGBT & a Spiritual Satanist are ingredients in life's recipe that at times gives us a "double dose" of loneliness--but you are not alone! In my humble opinion, I believe that my being "BORN THIS WAY" gives me a special & unique perspective into & regarding the "Great Work," that being the goal of uniting the twin serpents within--transformation--liberation into godhood! Throughout my life I struggled with pain to understand why I was created this way. But Spiritual Satanism has answered that question. I'm sure I speak for many SS--that their sexual orientation & Spiritual Satanism have allowed them to come full circle & to understand the "why of it all!" It has been said that more can be learned from the lifecycle of a butterfly
than volumes of logic could ever teach!!! Just before I read your email, a special song was playing on the radio, & I dedicate it to you: "Everybody Hurts," by R.E.M. Google the music video--the words are so true. Hold on my dear. You are special, you are loved, you are never alone. Dark Blessings to you my dear!!! friend jene.



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On Sat, Apr 12, 2014 8:47 AM PDT x9tmare@... wrote:

Hello everyone! I am new in this group but have been in the main group for few years. Actually am a lesbian and I've been thinking of joining this group for a long time but whenever I think of it I decide not to, that's because I like keeping my feelings to myself or I should say I'm ashamed cause I never in my life have the nerve to say who I am out loud and in my country is 14 years in prison. But my thought last night is what moves me to join this group. I think if I join this group it will help me losing up a bit and know where to go when I need help because am lonely and been here will remind me that am not alone. Hail Enki Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN

 

[John De Witt]

Welcome

On 4/12/14, x9tmare@... <x9tmare@... wrote:
Hello everyone! I am new in this group but have been in the main group for
few years. Actually am a lesbian and I've been thinking of joining this
group for a long time but whenever I think of it I decide not to, that's
because I like keeping my feelings to myself or I should say I'm ashamed
cause I never in my life have the nerve to say who I am out loud and in my
country is 14 years in prison. But my thought last night is what moves me
to join this group. I think if I join this group it will help me losing up a
bit and know where to go when I need help because am lonely and been here
will remind me that am not alone. Hail
Enki Hail the Gods and
Goddesses of Hell
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN

 

[x9tmare]

Thanks for the song jene, I google it and I look up the youtube is great. Thanks again for welcoming me into the group and for everything.Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTNFrom: Eugene Sp <jenespreehcxr@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sat, 12 Apr 2014 15:32:50 -0700 (PDT)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Cc: <jenespreehcxr@...Subject: Re: [Satanicgaycommunity] New in this group
 
Hello x9tmare, this is jene. WELCOME to this group. We've been waiting for you, & we are here for you; so, don't ever think of yourself as being alone. And NEVER EVER be ashamed of the beautiful person that you are. Yes, being LGBT & a Spiritual Satanist are ingredients in life's recipe that at times gives us a "double dose" of loneliness--but you are not alone! In my humble opinion, I believe that my being "BORN THIS WAY" gives me a special & unique perspective into & regarding the "Great Work," that being the goal of uniting the twin serpents within--transformation--liberation into godhood! Throughout my life I struggled with pain to understand why I was created this way. But Spiritual Satanism has answered that question. I'm sure I speak for many SS--that their sexual orientation & Spiritual Satanism have allowed them to come full circle & to understand the "why of it all!" It has been said that more can be learned from the lifecycle of a butterfly
than volumes of logic could ever teach!!! Just before I read your email, a special song was playing on the radio, & I dedicate it to you: "Everybody Hurts," by R.E.M. Google the music video--the words are so true. Hold on my dear. You are special, you are loved, you are never alone. Dark Blessings to you my dear!!! friend jene.

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On Sat, Apr 12, 2014 8:47 AM PDT x9tmare@... wrote:

Hello everyone! I am new in this group but have been in the main group for few years. Actually am a lesbian and I've been thinking of joining this group for a long time but whenever I think of it I decide not to, that's because I like keeping my feelings to myself or I should say I'm ashamed cause I never in my life have the nerve to say who I am out loud and in my country is 14 years in prison. But my thought last night is what moves me to join this group. I think if I join this group it will help me losing up a bit and know where to go when I need help because am lonely and been here will remind me that am not alone. Hail Enki Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN

 

[x9tmare]

Thanks.Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTNFrom: John De Witt <jdewitt2011@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sat, 12 Apr 2014 18:44:27 -0400To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [Satanicgaycommunity] New in this group
  Welcome

On 4/12/14, x9tmare@... <x9tmare@... wrote:
Hello everyone! I am new in this group but have been in the main group for
few years. Actually am a lesbian and I've been thinking of joining this
group for a long time but whenever I think of it I decide not to, that's
because I like keeping my feelings to myself or I should say I'm ashamed
cause I never in my life have the nerve to say who I am out loud and in my
country is 14 years in prison. But my thought last night is what moves me
to join this group. I think if I join this group it will help me losing up a
bit and know where to go when I need help because am lonely and been here
will remind me that am not alone. Hail
Enki Hail the Gods and
Goddesses of Hell
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN

 

[x9tmare]

Thanks a lot everyone Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTNFrom: Eugene Sp <jenespreehcxr@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sat, 12 Apr 2014 15:32:50 -0700 (PDT)To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Cc: <jenespreehcxr@...Subject: Re: [Satanicgaycommunity] New in this group
 
Hello x9tmare, this is jene. WELCOME to this group. We've been waiting for you, & we are here for you; so, don't ever think of yourself as being alone. And NEVER EVER be ashamed of the beautiful person that you are. Yes, being LGBT & a Spiritual Satanist are ingredients in life's recipe that at times gives us a "double dose" of loneliness--but you are not alone! In my humble opinion, I believe that my being "BORN THIS WAY" gives me a special & unique perspective into & regarding the "Great Work," that being the goal of uniting the twin serpents within--transformation--liberation into godhood! Throughout my life I struggled with pain to understand why I was created this way. But Spiritual Satanism has answered that question. I'm sure I speak for many SS--that their sexual orientation & Spiritual Satanism have allowed them to come full circle & to understand the "why of it all!" It has been said that more can be learned from the lifecycle of a butterfly
than volumes of logic could ever teach!!! Just before I read your email, a special song was playing on the radio, & I dedicate it to you: "Everybody Hurts," by R.E.M. Google the music video--the words are so true. Hold on my dear. You are special, you are loved, you are never alone. Dark Blessings to you my dear!!! friend jene.

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On Sat, Apr 12, 2014 8:47 AM PDT x9tmare@... wrote:

Hello everyone! I am new in this group but have been in the main group for few years. Actually am a lesbian and I've been thinking of joining this group for a long time but whenever I think of it I decide not to, that's because I like keeping my feelings to myself or I should say I'm ashamed cause I never in my life have the nerve to say who I am out loud and in my country is 14 years in prison. But my thought last night is what moves me to join this group. I think if I join this group it will help me losing up a bit and know where to go when I need help because am lonely and been here will remind me that am not alone. Hail Enki Hail the Gods and Goddesses of Hell
Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTN