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Hello all ! 
Few months ago i found JoS, and some time later i worshipped to Satan.I do the meditation programmes, and practicing. So i do what i need to do to become a True and usefull satanist.
But when i want to find my guard demon, i dreamed about a ?skeleton-ghost? or something like that (had slim and long arm like a bone). So in that dream i think i waked up. I just laying my bed on my side, opposite the wall. And he or she catched my upper arm from behind me. I heard some noises, like breathing or what.This is so real to me. I scared, but i wanted to talk to him. I realised i can't move and talk, so all in all, i'm panicked. And this creature dived into me across my back, but its doesnt painful. I just i felt his hand around my heart and lungs. It was very unpleasant.
After that i very scared and stopped all of this a little time. But a week ago i started again, and I found this forum, so i just ask some opinion.What are you thinks, sisters and brothers? What is it? Why?May i ask you some tipps or help against bad "dreams"?
P.S.: I still practicing aura protection, and still dont find my guard demon :/Sorry for bad english, still learning the language.
Few months ago i found JoS, and some time later i worshipped to Satan.I do the meditation programmes, and practicing. So i do what i need to do to become a True and usefull satanist.
But when i want to find my guard demon, i dreamed about a ?skeleton-ghost? or something like that (had slim and long arm like a bone). So in that dream i think i waked up. I just laying my bed on my side, opposite the wall. And he or she catched my upper arm from behind me. I heard some noises, like breathing or what.This is so real to me. I scared, but i wanted to talk to him. I realised i can't move and talk, so all in all, i'm panicked. And this creature dived into me across my back, but its doesnt painful. I just i felt his hand around my heart and lungs. It was very unpleasant.
After that i very scared and stopped all of this a little time. But a week ago i started again, and I found this forum, so i just ask some opinion.What are you thinks, sisters and brothers? What is it? Why?May i ask you some tipps or help against bad "dreams"?
P.S.: I still practicing aura protection, and still dont find my guard demon :/Sorry for bad english, still learning the language.