Hello Brothers and Sisters,
I've gotten to the point where I simply can not think of anything else but asking my brothers and sisters for help. I have all ready dedicated to Father last year and since then I have slowly been discovering the truth, both about myself and about the world, despite many attacks that are still occurring even today, both psychically, putting doubt into my mind, fear attacks, depression, self hate, things of that nature, and like from other humans. Parents hating on me, family disowning me, things of that nature. It makes me smile every time I feel Father and knowing He is there and I truly do love Him
Even if I can't see Him or interact with Him, yet.
Lately I've been getting a passionate drive to find my Guardian Demon Seereno, and I'm pretty sure that's how you spell his name. It sounds exactly as it looks. Seer ih no or Seer uh no. I've brought this up before in a previous post a while back, but the answers I received didn't satisfy my urges to know. I am fairly certain that my Guardian Demon is in fact a follower of Seere, as my intuition tells me that that is correct. It's just so frustrating not to have any more information than a small description of Seere on the JoS website, but I can't trust any other source of information.
A little background info to hopefully help...Back when I was a child, I was blessed with extremely powerful psychic powers from the moment of birth, and even before birth actually as it transferred to my mother while I was in the womb. Back then, me and Seereno were inseparable, and I know he was there from birth. He went everywhere with me, and we would have long and serious conversations despite my age. We would play, and he was hilarious, trying to bite me playfully and wrestling with me. There'd be times where I'd just randomly start laughing and everyone would ask what I was laughing at, and of course it was Seereno xD I know I could see him, even if to this day I can't remember for certain what he looks like. He would protect me from everything, and he would even protect my mother which is so strange because she is really into that disgusting god shit. Sadly the only information I can get on Seereno is from her, so I have to make due, as I don't really remember any of this, and whatever I do remember is just blurry and vague.
My mother told me that Seereno would sometimes crawl onto her bed and watch her while she was doing drugs, yeah she was a drug addict, as if wondering why she was doing that. When she asked me why he was there, she said I would say He likes her and wants to watch over her. He would also follow her to the store sometimes and like knock stuff off of shelves as a joke. She of course believes that he is my guardian angel despite how much I've told her how impossible that is, but whatever, I know what she's trying to do.
Anyways, I've lived a tough life and I've had several traumatic moments in my life, but there is one that I wish to bring up as it's relevant to this. When I was idk about 5 give or take, My mother was arrested and had to go to prison. Shortly before this happened, Seereno kept telling me that I would have to go live with my dad soon and I would not be able to see Seereno anymore. I kept asking him why and crying, but he wouldn't tell me why.
Then one day before my mother went to prison she said she couldn't feel him anymore and asked me why, and I said he's gone and she asked where, and I said, "He's in the other car." (could it have been a ship? that thought just occurred to me) She couldn't understand so she kept telling me to explain it, and finally she just stopped because I got really angry that I was having to tell her over and over again. Sure enough, my mother was sent to prison and I went to live with my dad. It was at that point in my life that I never saw or spoke to Seereno again, and all of my psychic powers and everything went dormant. I have no idea why and I want to know so badly as to why this happened, what happened, and how I can reverse it. I miss him so much now that I finally know who he was/is, and I want him back in my life, I need him back in my life.
I've been trying to meditate, but it feels like I'm being held back, like something is attached to me and preventing me from concentrating, as well as preventing me from remembering anything about my past. I believe I may be under attack, or was attacked at that point in the past because of the intense trauma I suffered at the hands of my dad, who hated me even mentioning Seereno or anything to do with my psychic abilities.
I still don't understand this, why this happened...what it means...I feel cut off, and like a part of me has been missing for as long as I can remember. As time goes by just searching for knowledge and the truth, I can feel myself opening up and my mind clearing, as though I've been drugged all these years and now things are starting to make sense, and I'm starting to ask questions that I didn't think to ask before, and I'm finally thinking to actively search for Seereno. I know this is Father's doing, and I'm so grateful for that
I just need help, I need to know where my Guardian Demon is, what happened to him, and to save him if he is in trouble. I really don't care what I have to do. If he is trapped, I will do whatever it takes to free him.
Is there anyone who can help? Perhaps someone's Guardian Demon or anyone who's in contact with the Gods and Satan can give me some clue as to where he is? I've been told by a psychic that I'm surrounded by hundreds of guardians and my spiritual power is stronger than anyone's she's ever felt before, but she's also told me that there are negative entities in my house that are feeding off of me. What does this mean? These questions are burning and I've been searching so long for the answers..
Hail Satan! Hail Seereno! Hail the Gods of Duat! Heil Hitler! Heil Himmler! Hail the Truth!
I've gotten to the point where I simply can not think of anything else but asking my brothers and sisters for help. I have all ready dedicated to Father last year and since then I have slowly been discovering the truth, both about myself and about the world, despite many attacks that are still occurring even today, both psychically, putting doubt into my mind, fear attacks, depression, self hate, things of that nature, and like from other humans. Parents hating on me, family disowning me, things of that nature. It makes me smile every time I feel Father and knowing He is there and I truly do love Him
Even if I can't see Him or interact with Him, yet.Lately I've been getting a passionate drive to find my Guardian Demon Seereno, and I'm pretty sure that's how you spell his name. It sounds exactly as it looks. Seer ih no or Seer uh no. I've brought this up before in a previous post a while back, but the answers I received didn't satisfy my urges to know. I am fairly certain that my Guardian Demon is in fact a follower of Seere, as my intuition tells me that that is correct. It's just so frustrating not to have any more information than a small description of Seere on the JoS website, but I can't trust any other source of information.
A little background info to hopefully help...Back when I was a child, I was blessed with extremely powerful psychic powers from the moment of birth, and even before birth actually as it transferred to my mother while I was in the womb. Back then, me and Seereno were inseparable, and I know he was there from birth. He went everywhere with me, and we would have long and serious conversations despite my age. We would play, and he was hilarious, trying to bite me playfully and wrestling with me. There'd be times where I'd just randomly start laughing and everyone would ask what I was laughing at, and of course it was Seereno xD I know I could see him, even if to this day I can't remember for certain what he looks like. He would protect me from everything, and he would even protect my mother which is so strange because she is really into that disgusting god shit. Sadly the only information I can get on Seereno is from her, so I have to make due, as I don't really remember any of this, and whatever I do remember is just blurry and vague.
My mother told me that Seereno would sometimes crawl onto her bed and watch her while she was doing drugs, yeah she was a drug addict, as if wondering why she was doing that. When she asked me why he was there, she said I would say He likes her and wants to watch over her. He would also follow her to the store sometimes and like knock stuff off of shelves as a joke. She of course believes that he is my guardian angel despite how much I've told her how impossible that is, but whatever, I know what she's trying to do.
Anyways, I've lived a tough life and I've had several traumatic moments in my life, but there is one that I wish to bring up as it's relevant to this. When I was idk about 5 give or take, My mother was arrested and had to go to prison. Shortly before this happened, Seereno kept telling me that I would have to go live with my dad soon and I would not be able to see Seereno anymore. I kept asking him why and crying, but he wouldn't tell me why.
Then one day before my mother went to prison she said she couldn't feel him anymore and asked me why, and I said he's gone and she asked where, and I said, "He's in the other car." (could it have been a ship? that thought just occurred to me) She couldn't understand so she kept telling me to explain it, and finally she just stopped because I got really angry that I was having to tell her over and over again. Sure enough, my mother was sent to prison and I went to live with my dad. It was at that point in my life that I never saw or spoke to Seereno again, and all of my psychic powers and everything went dormant. I have no idea why and I want to know so badly as to why this happened, what happened, and how I can reverse it. I miss him so much now that I finally know who he was/is, and I want him back in my life, I need him back in my life.
I've been trying to meditate, but it feels like I'm being held back, like something is attached to me and preventing me from concentrating, as well as preventing me from remembering anything about my past. I believe I may be under attack, or was attacked at that point in the past because of the intense trauma I suffered at the hands of my dad, who hated me even mentioning Seereno or anything to do with my psychic abilities.
I still don't understand this, why this happened...what it means...I feel cut off, and like a part of me has been missing for as long as I can remember. As time goes by just searching for knowledge and the truth, I can feel myself opening up and my mind clearing, as though I've been drugged all these years and now things are starting to make sense, and I'm starting to ask questions that I didn't think to ask before, and I'm finally thinking to actively search for Seereno. I know this is Father's doing, and I'm so grateful for that
I just need help, I need to know where my Guardian Demon is, what happened to him, and to save him if he is in trouble. I really don't care what I have to do. If he is trapped, I will do whatever it takes to free him.
Is there anyone who can help? Perhaps someone's Guardian Demon or anyone who's in contact with the Gods and Satan can give me some clue as to where he is? I've been told by a psychic that I'm surrounded by hundreds of guardians and my spiritual power is stronger than anyone's she's ever felt before, but she's also told me that there are negative entities in my house that are feeding off of me. What does this mean? These questions are burning and I've been searching so long for the answers..
Hail Satan! Hail Seereno! Hail the Gods of Duat! Heil Hitler! Heil Himmler! Hail the Truth!
