Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

[maiandria]

Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

Brothers & Sisters in Satan,

I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in a similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to be weak, and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize that I must stand up again and rise again.

Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I did collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During 2009 a family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to despise wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when they need financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I realize that this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies and obtain a degree with high scores.

Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can say I am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad moods and apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I want to get back to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had good amount of wealth. There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I refuse to give in to those feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is very welcome.

I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just have to believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I have to be strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly and also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again. I feel so alone now.

There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed. This person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because I was the poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when this person heard that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put its nose around my business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This person managed to obtain small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it constantly, like a revenge towards me, trying to put me down.

I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent. I need advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in my position and how did you manage to turn it around?

I need to turn this around!

Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!

Maiandria

 

[maiandria]

If you have messages for me please let me know..
Also please share your wealth stories with me as well (how you obtain it from being in a rut into being in a better place)

Hail Gods of Duat!

Maia

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "maiandria" <maiandria@... wrote:

Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

Brothers & Sisters in Satan,

I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in a similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to be weak, and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize that I must stand up again and rise again.

Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I did collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During 2009 a family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to despise wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when they need financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I realize that this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies and obtain a degree with high scores.

Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can say I am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad moods and apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I want to get back to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had good amount of wealth. There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I refuse to give in to those feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is very welcome.

I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just have to believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I have to be strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly and also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again. I feel so alone now.

There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed. This person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because I was the poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when this person heard that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put its nose around my business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This person managed to obtain small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it constantly, like a revenge towards me, trying to put me down.

I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent. I need advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in my position and how did you manage to turn it around?

I need to turn this around!

Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!

Maiandria

 

[Allison P]

I feel for you, no one likes being broke! I myself am going to start
doing runic meditations to gain some money; I don't wanna be wealthy,
per se, but tjust have a little bit extra as I am on SSI due to my
being visually impaired. Your GD's right, things will get better, but
you do have to believe in yourself. You must be the phoenix! You must
rise above this, and come back to where you once were. I wish I could
tell you a success story, but as I haven't done money meditations
myself yet, I couldn't honestly do that. So, just try to take heart,
do the workings you did before that brought you success, and always,
always trust in Father Satan and the Gods of Hell. They will never
leave you truly bereft. All the best, my Sister!

Ceridwyn

On 8/18/10, maiandria <maiandria@... wrote:
If you have messages for me please let me know..
Also please share your wealth stories with me as well (how you obtain it
from being in a rut into being in a better place)

Hail Gods of Duat!

Maia

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "maiandria" <maiandria@... wrote:

Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

Brothers & Sisters in Satan,

I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in
a similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to
be weak, and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize
that I must stand up again and rise again.

Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I
did collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During
2009 a family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to
despise wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when
they need financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I
realize that this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies
and obtain a degree with high scores.

Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can
say I am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad
moods and apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I
want to get back to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had
good amount of wealth. There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I
refuse to give in to those feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is
very welcome.

I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just
have to believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I
have to be strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light
at the end of the tunnel.

I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly
and also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again.
I feel so alone now.

There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed.
This person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because
I was the poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when
this person heard that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put
its nose around my business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This
person managed to obtain small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it
constantly, like a revenge towards me, trying to put me down.

I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent.
I need advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in
my position and how did you manage to turn it around?

I need to turn this around!

Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!

Maiandria

 

[Mia1]

Hiya, I hope this is relevant to you. I used to have a lot of wealth. But I risked becoming one of those brats on My Super Sweet 16 (yes, I was that spoiled and that much of a brat). Before I came to Satan I lost a lot of it. When I did the dedication it didn't miraculously reappear (although I always found ways to get what I need from that point on). But I learned that there was a lot I need to learn about my relationship towards money. Having nothing has basically enhanced my life. I'm nearly ready to handle wealth again (there's still a few more experiences to be gained so I don't revert back to my formal spoiled selfish self). For me, how I used to be is holding me back in money-related matters. So, ask yourself, "am I ready for wealth again?", "what am I going to do differently next time around?". I think in your post, correct me if I'm wrong, your problems seemed to stem from people spending your money and feeling like people only want to be around you because of it. Could feeling like that be holding you back? Find what is holding you back. And in the meantime, live a different lifestyle, do things differently from what you did before and your depression will lift. There is light at the end of the tunnel and you will have your wealth again. Just try to learn something from not having much and remember we aren't Christians, being poor isn't a virtue. I find that if I do mediations that are different from my goal while I'm weak, when I'm ready to do the mediation that I really want to do, it is much more successful. So maybe try a different rune mediation (I've never used Runes, it is on my list of things to do though) while you work out what you're going to be doing differently with your newly acquired wealth.
Good luck.
Hail Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "maiandria" <maiandria@... wrote:

Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

Brothers & Sisters in Satan,

I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in a similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to be weak, and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize that I must stand up again and rise again.

Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I did collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During 2009 a family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to despise wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when they need financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I realize that this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies and obtain a degree with high scores.

Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can say I am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad moods and apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I want to get back to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had good amount of wealth. There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I refuse to give in to those feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is very welcome.

I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just have to believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I have to be strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly and also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again. I feel so alone now.

There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed. This person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because I was the poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when this person heard that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put its nose around my business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This person managed to obtain small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it constantly, like a revenge towards me, trying to put me down.

I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent. I need advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in my position and how did you manage to turn it around?

I need to turn this around!

Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!

Maiandria

 

[maiandria]

Thank you so much Allison & Mia for the feedback.
Yes Mia,I was upset with my wealth because it made people act out certain scenarios just to get money from me. Maybe I was not low profile enough, but indeed that was a lesson learned. I am ready for wealth again, and being used to manage the little I have, makes me more efficient with expenses.

And Allison, the words you wrote about the Phoenix bird really inspire me. I will note it on a post it paper and attach it on my mirror so I can always look at it, read it,and find encouragement in myself again.

Currently, some xians I know are showing of their little wealth to me and lecturing me on their beliefs. This is a test. I will rise above it.

Thank you my sisters in Satan for your encouragement and advice. I am very grateful & appreciate it highly.

Blessings to you,
Hail Father Enki!!

Maia

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I feel for you, no one likes being broke! I myself am going to start
doing runic meditations to gain some money; I don't wanna be wealthy,
per se, but tjust have a little bit extra as I am on SSI due to my
being visually impaired. Your GD's right, things will get better, but
you do have to believe in yourself. You must be the phoenix! You must
rise above this, and come back to where you once were. I wish I could
tell you a success story, but as I haven't done money meditations
myself yet, I couldn't honestly do that. So, just try to take heart,
do the workings you did before that brought you success, and always,
always trust in Father Satan and the Gods of Hell. They will never
leave you truly bereft. All the best, my Sister!

Ceridwyn

On 8/18/10, maiandria <maiandria@... wrote:
If you have messages for me please let me know..
Also please share your wealth stories with me as well (how you obtain it
from being in a rut into being in a better place)

Hail Gods of Duat!

Maia

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "maiandria" <maiandria@ wrote:

Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

Brothers & Sisters in Satan,

I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been in
a similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse to
be weak, and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I realize
that I must stand up again and rise again.

Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and I
did collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged lifestyle.During
2009 a family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin to
despise wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me when
they need financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth (Now I
realize that this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my studies
and obtain a degree with high scores.

Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I can
say I am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the bad
moods and apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I
want to get back to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had
good amount of wealth. There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But I
refuse to give in to those feelings. Anyone, who can help, any advice..is
very welcome.

I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I just
have to believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself. I
have to be strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the light
at the end of the tunnel.

I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again, consistenly
and also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth again.
I feel so alone now.

There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was amazed.
This person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality because
I was the poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when
this person heard that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to put
its nose around my business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc. This
person managed to obtain small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about it
constantly, like a revenge towards me, trying to put me down.

I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for permanent.
I need advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been in
my position and how did you manage to turn it around?

I need to turn this around!

Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!

Maiandria

 

[Allison P]

Most welcome, my Sister. May you achieve all you seek! Hail Satan!

On 8/22/10, maiandria <maiandria@... wrote:

Thank you so much Allison & Mia for the feedback.
Yes Mia,I was upset with my wealth because it made people act out certain
scenarios just to get money from me. Maybe I was not low profile enough, but
indeed that was a lesson learned. I am ready for wealth again, and being
used to manage the little I have, makes me more efficient with expenses.

And Allison, the words you wrote about the Phoenix bird really inspire me. I
will note it on a post it paper and attach it on my mirror so I can always
look at it, read it,and find encouragement in myself again.

Currently, some xians I know are showing of their little wealth to me and
lecturing me on their beliefs. This is a test. I will rise above it.

Thank you my sisters in Satan for your encouragement and advice. I am very
grateful & appreciate it highly.

Blessings to you,
Hail Father Enki!!

Maia


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

I feel for you, no one likes being broke! I myself am going to start
doing runic meditations to gain some money; I don't wanna be wealthy,
per se, but tjust have a little bit extra as I am on SSI due to my
being visually impaired. Your GD's right, things will get better, but
you do have to believe in yourself. You must be the phoenix! You must
rise above this, and come back to where you once were. I wish I could
tell you a success story, but as I haven't done money meditations
myself yet, I couldn't honestly do that. So, just try to take heart,
do the workings you did before that brought you success, and always,
always trust in Father Satan and the Gods of Hell. They will never
leave you truly bereft. All the best, my Sister!

Ceridwyn

On 8/18/10, maiandria <maiandria@... wrote:
If you have messages for me please let me know..
Also please share your wealth stories with me as well (how you obtain it
from being in a rut into being in a better place)

Hail Gods of Duat!

Maia

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "maiandria" <maiandria@ wrote:

Need Help & Motivation (Accumulating Wealth)

Brothers & Sisters in Satan,

I need help, motivation, encouragement and tips from you who have been
in
a similar situation. Honestly, I feel like I'm in a rut now. I refuse
to
be weak, and I was depressed before due to my condition but now I
realize
that I must stand up again and rise again.

Back in 2008, I did consistent magick working to accumulate wealth and
I
did collect good amount of wealth. I lived a previliged
lifestyle.During
2009 a family issue came up and needed my financial assistance. I begin
to
despise wealth and assume that people only come to me and contact me
when
they need financial help from me. I became bitter towards my wealth
(Now I
realize that this was a MAJOR mistake). End of 2009, I finished my
studies
and obtain a degree with high scores.

Now, in 2010, I am looking for a job and still looking. Financially, I
can
say I am in a rut. I am in depression, but I refuse to give in to the
bad
moods and apathy. I did effort to make this post. I really need help. I
want to get back to 2008's condition again. I was in top shape and had
good amount of wealth. There were moments when I feel so hopeless. But
I
refuse to give in to those feelings. Anyone, who can help, any
advice..is
very welcome.

I communicate with my GD and he said that things will get better, I
just
have to believe in myself and work on it again. I have to help myself.
I
have to be strong. But to be honest, sometimes it's hard to see the
light
at the end of the tunnel.

I want to begin doing the rune meditations for wealth again,
consistenly
and also do money meditations. I also want to attract luck in my life.
I want to get a good job with a decent salary and accumulate wealth
again.
I feel so alone now.

There was this xian friend who witness my wealth in 2008 and was
amazed.
This person can't say a thing regarding my beliefs & spirituality
because
I was the poster child of success in our area back then. But now, when
this person heard that I have financial troubles, this wimp starts to
put
its nose around my business and gave me lectures on spirituality etc.
This
person managed to obtain small amount of wealth in 2009 and brags about
it
constantly, like a revenge towards me, trying to put me down.

I really need to rise again. This time for good, this time for
permanent.
I need advice,encouragement, your stories/sharing.., have you ever been
in
my position and how did you manage to turn it around?

I need to turn this around!

Hail Satan!! Hail The Gods of Duat!!

Maiandria