Kiwi96 said:
I've just re read through most of the post, that you linked. I noticed for whatever reason there seems to be an overly disparaging attitude towards humans that I don't really understand. But overall it makes sense and is educational, I haven't actually tried too many times to banish. I've tried prayers to both Lilith and Lucifer, but overall now it this point what I want is to try and communicate.
I can't answer the disparaging comment. The only thing I can state is maybe people have this conscious/unconscious understanding of Humanity as being worthless and should be destroyed. It's more of either a personalization or something. In other words like the stereotypical Aquarian statement "I love Humanity but hate the people".
I think if someone were to make an association with people who comment like that. They'd probably state Humanity was a lot better off in the past for example we have many National Socialist people including myself that ask themselves why that region of time was of such extreme importance not in an obvious way but in a way of stating it seemed like life was a lot better than even modern times.
There's a possibility some people and I've had said thoughts found the past a superior place at certain key points. I guess it's like the evolution-style if said event changed Humanity then why did it peter out and not change it properly. For example lets say someone wanted the electrical revolution to be better. Why didn't free, freer energy succeed in gaining a foothold. Unfortunately we know why but still many are hateful of humanity for being outright retarded in many cases. And I can't blame them Humanity has done a lot of stupid things and will continue doing stupid things for now.
Kiwi96 said:
Also I understand why you might think I'm delusional in terms of the chakra stuff, a lot the spiritual stuff is sketchy to say the least. But I can only really speak from my experience and what happened, I was kind of hoping in all honesty someone would have had a similar experience and said something like "Oh yeah those demons can do all kinds of shit, I got something even crazier." lol.
I'm not calling you delusional nor meant to state delusional in your case. Rather I think many people get the wrong idea of spirituality. For example this Oh Daemons do more crazy shit. I think that is the stereotypical new age stuff that bothers people.
For example someone states something about telekinesis the JoS kinda bombs the person and they admit nothing happened. Why because for telekinesis to occur even so far as to state spontaneous siddhi requires some deep effects to occur.
I'm probably the wrong person to ask but as someone who was interested in the JoS over the succubus thing and was not bothered by the National Socialism IF ANYTHING that's what kept me going all these years. I'm the wrong person as yeah I've tried the whole meditation thing and it isn't my thing. So I don't know if I'm delusional or crazy or whatever apparently I interact with a succubus being and something happens but I think in the end barring either some sort of self-tantric exercise or some limitation or something. I've never proven if I interact with a succubus or if it's just my own self.
That's why I can say it's too easy to fall into delusional/delusions. Fact of the matter is a prominent member here on the forums mentioned. You can intrude yourself with psychic communication it be akin to using a smartphone to dial your own phone number and talk to yourself. In the real World that can't happen strict mathematical impossibility unless your phone is hacked and cloned. But in the psychic World it seems to be some sort of trick that involves something along the lines of talking to yourself.
The sheer fact is as a person who's done several rituals to confirm but not ask for more succubi, confirm that I have one. I've merely just existed with said entity. It reminds me of this hitting me in 2018 right around the Wealth, Prosperity, and Protection ritual whereby something occurred. I have no idea exactly what but it seemed right around that time I heard to the best of my ability a female voice and interaction with said entity. But even though I sound like I'm saying concrete it felt fake and felt maybe even a creation of my own self.
For example I ask Satan to tell my succubus to ping me or come to me to know it's her and not a negative entity. Well funny enough I say something speak and while this entity replies I talk to myself. For example I go Succubus did you read about the new ritual. To which I hear a feminine tone of what ritual explain to me. But all of those words come from my own speaking voice in a female tone. As strange as it sounds I'm the one making things up. Funny I speak to this entity and only when I learn something or understand something does the voice change instructions.
So I've come to the conclusion A) I never had a succubus and no ritual worked, B) There is a succubus and in as much she is interacting with me in a very limited way due in part to me and the astral as frequency disturbances i.e. like Beltane i.e. astral plane is less convoluted. Or C) Inasmuch going into the occult has damaged me and maybe whatever I've done or did has affected me negatively and I'm not other JoS members who've had successful or wonderful experiences rather my entire life is just a delusional crazy state and I need extreme grounding/centering or another possibility I was never meant to spiritually advance nor be spiritually advance cause any advancement entails a huge discourse in psychological development.
In other words what I mean is unless I'm directly interacting with the Gods or learning from them and having them basically micro-manage my life. As HP.Cobra put it in one reply he gave me when I said some things. HP.Cobra said something along the lines of You(Gear88) have such a Maelstorm of understanding that basically your stating the Gods need to clean your diapers for you since you seem to have so much issues.
I have no idea why my typing causes issues I do have a very low-air element. I have a friend that has slightly over twice as much air element and an astrological aspect similar to mines even possessing a Yoth in his chart. But other than that he is much smarter and much more intellectual than me. Even though time after time after time he's commended me for my deep internalization and deep probing plumbing questions that provoke deep reflection and require deep thinking to process.
I've thanked him for his replies but in the end I just state that is my normal mindset it's what I always use. Which he said I can see why you have issues with things and sometimes read too much into intermediate and advanced concepts while skipping the basics even digging your own hole being unable to get out.
Anyways back on topic. Continue advancing and try and go into grounding/centering work with the Earth first and foremost. But it seems like what I mean to say is it's too easy to delusionalize things so to speak and state this happened.
Other people have other responses I've literally read every succubus/incubus thread on these forums. On the old ProPHP forums and on the former Yahoo forums before they were ransacked. I've yet to learn a single thing.
It reminds me of MerKaBa meditation. There's entire scientific knowledge on it our JoSRussian division had very intriguing information totally shoahed. I still don't know what the MerKaBa does inasmuch as raising vibration, raising energy levels, and working with the chakra network particularly with any chakra and some people have mentioned it's that MerKaBa is an extremely important meditation for localizing the time since it works with numerology and on top of that some people have postulated it's some sort of Sun Disk of Ra Kundalini released situation. It's meant to work with the 8th Gold Chakra and do something involving the Gods. In essence the MKB posses traits of a basic simple meditation that over time aggrandizes maintains your vibrational state similar to certain exercises like Yoga while MKB derives main power over vibration and visualization, yoga goes for a physical spiritual approach. And finally the MKB is meant to continue going even at Satan's level the MerKaBa is still used sorta like chakra spinning it posses no limit whatsoever it just keeps going and going.
But again like the Succubus/Incubus thing as I read both sides to better understand these entities. I still don't know what either as I said above on MKB meditation nor the Succubi/Incubi thing.
All I know is my statements and probing effects I've done is gonna have people respond. See that is Gear88's response and yet he has been here for many years and not advanced.
If someone thinks that, then in my response is either you accept the fact I'm the wrong person to ask but keep a mental note on things. Or you can consider my deep probing intellectual contemplation and statements as probing questions to the factor of simply mental processes contemplating said scenario. In other words I'M the one who is delusional and I'm merely trying to add logic to an illogical process.
I believe it's better to provide logical responses to illogical statements rather than the other way. For example if someone states a logical thing to promote illogic that's bad but if someone is using illogic to provide logic or wanting to promote illogic to acquire more logic that's fine. In other words we are first illogical then logical rather than the opposite. I've come to the conclusion more than once that for example science i.e. logic is being used to create illogical things i.e. panic, fear, emotional rollercoaster, hostage taking feelings. Look at covid-19 completely illogical and yet the logic of covid-19 is being used as a weapon against mankind. If it was the opposite if people applied illogic to the logic then we'd probably be in better position. Covid-19 makes me feel bad to which the logic comes in fight for your rights. Not the right of lockdown and vax pass is important to stop this "pandemic" which produces illogical responses in people which are carefully calculated from the logic to illogical. If it were the opposite the logic would be people get the crazy out of the gate and carry a more scientific mindset going through maybe even resist and fight for their rights/protest etc.etc.
Same thing here most people will apply logic state we are crazy or delusional not realizing they are doing the opposite effect producing illogic from logic. But now if there are spiritual people or believers they apply illogic to logic. For example said entity produces pyrokinesis an illogic we don't shoot fire or procure fire or burn things with our mind, body, and soul. But logic comes in with people describing basic scientific rules and regulations. The opposite creates issue.
Anyways I'm the last person to help but I can state I've had my own things perhaps my typing is too straightforward and people think majorly rather than the aspect of this is merely the way I type and have thought about said event in other words this is a thinking scenario rather than full on real-life event.
I'm merely looking for answers to questions about some sort of existence or quantum of life that I've yet to even so much as go into in all these years.
I guess it's like HP.Cobra's sermon I merely intellectualize stuff and add to my data banks simply for the sake of thinking of it spending a few hours contemplating and thinking of it. I guess I'm just wanting a false certainty that life is more than simply the prison World that we live in. Like HP.Cobra said modern man is more enslaved than the slaves of the ancient world despite slavery being bad.
I'd like to hear more and understand more on Succubi/Incubi and interacting with entities but as of yet very few give any details further than merely to understand a situation and not the entirety of it. So even our replies are limited.
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