my fiancé is also not a SS. we dated back in 2008, and this time we have been together almost 1 1/2 years. ive told him a lot about SS, he believes a lot of things, but he said he would decide around new years if he wants to dedicate or not. obviously he hasnt. but he told me that he really wants to because he wants to believe in something that makes you feel happy and strong like i do. but he doesnt believe in reincarnation, and said he would never meditate, or do rituals, or anything.
hes always been atheist. he believes when he dies, hes just dead. thats it. he doesnt believe i could someday become a god, or immortal. he also has gotten in many fights with me, telling me im stupid for believing in a "fantasy world", and has told me so many times that i will never be a goddess, i will never become happier, healthier, that i spend too much time doing SS stuff.
that im just gonna die like everybody else, that i dont matter to the world, that im not making a difference, that no one in this world cares about me except him. and that everybody loves him, cares about him etc. he's one of those people that say "im god" all the time and shit.
he can see entities though. he has many times seen his dead father, other human entities, the bad ones that have scary faces and everything, but he has also seen demons. he knows demons are real.
i wish he would be SS. because i dont want to become a goddess, and be immortal without him. i dont wanna have to just let him go :'( i mean, i never had a mom or dad. my moms lived in missouri, and im in ohio. and my dad lives the next city over, but pays for some dumb bitches kids that arent even his, yet my moms never paid child support on me, and my dad only paid like not even a years worth. but im over 18 now, so i guess the over $50,000 in arrears just goes nowhere. i never really had friends, family, and my BF's like the only man ive ever been with.
i mean he's the only person i have. literally. and if he was still alive when i become a god, then it would probably be too late.
<3 Hail Satan! Hail Glasya-Labolas! Hail Astaroth! Hail Haagenti! Hail Azazel! Hail Lillith! Hail Beezlebub! Hail Anubis! Hail Raum! Hail Amon Ra! Hail Andras! Hail Horus! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat! Ge gemenanza torsvl! <3
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"THERE IS NO GOD BUT MYSELF" "KNOWING THIS, WHO DARES WORSHIP THE FALSE GODS OF THE KORAN AND BIBLE?"
-SATAN
FROM THE QU'RET AL-YEZID
