firebird894
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Warning going to be long and rambling... if you want to read it I thank you, if anyone can help me make some sense of it I would really appreciate it. Ive been awake a few hours and this is still strong in my memory so I am typing it all down right now before it is gone in case I miss something so if bits dont make sense my apology, ive still only had one coffee and not much sleep. Thats the weird part all the following happened in a short sleeping time and I feel like I have been away some place for a long time. 3 things happened last night I am not entirely sure what order they happened in now I have a foggy memory. I remember most of the dream but thats it. I know I had a visit from a Demon before I went to sleep after which I was buzzing and my hands were very warm then after that I felt uneasy like I was being watched by something else trying to get in and have a peice so to speak. Then I dont remember.
I was told something, somehow this was explained to me without words and comming back to me now I was asking this Demon I still don't know the name. If he could move something to show me he was really there instead I felt him come half sort of into my body from behind and then I got the energy. What I got from him was, they can't waste any power right now, there are no 'spare' reserves of energy some of the less powerfull Demons and advanced human spirits are actually a bit tired they are still helping the new amongst us and the weaker ones as much as they can but anyone who can help themselves really must and must also start trying to give more back to their Demons they are smashing the fuck out of the enemy everything is safe now at their end so to speak they have won their but we are still at risk here, so they are using everything they have got to protect and help us right now even if we dont realise it. This is why some of us might be having a rough time, feel a bit tired, ill, out of sorts or so forth they have been using a bit of our collective power (the dedicated) to boost things but its for our own good we will be repaid later. Does this make sense to anyone else? I might not have it 100% correct. Also something about we have not been the only world in trouble. Does this make sense to anyone else?
Basically they have been working their asses off non stop to save our asses and while we may experience some turbulance its nothing compared to what we would be experiencing if they were not here for us. We just do not realise what we do not know. Anyone who is able to should be giving 100% and then some right now, even asking your own Gaurdians if they could use some energy to make good use of. This would not be an offence.
Thats the best I can translate what I got message wise while awake. Next is the dream.
I am going to ask this question straight up because I had a dream last night that disturbed me worse than any I have had I can remember it was epic it feels like I have a months worth of memory from that dream and if I told the whole story I would be typing for a month. It only just clicked what it reminded me of.
Was there actually, when the Earth was attacked all that time in the past a real actual tower and a nuclear blast of some kind, lots of people killed? Was something blown up, some kind of radiation etc? I know there has been physical evidence of such blasts by vitrified rock and glass and high radiation levels that are not natural or caused by recent events.
Did it happen after Our Gods left or before? They were actually driven off the planet by the enemy right? I want to make sure I have the story correct in my head. Have any 'friendly' ET's been back here since... in the flesh I mean or still here somewhere or nearby? I am also still a bit confused exactly how the Gods were bound and if Satan was bound aswell. I am asking because of dreams I am having some are so real and vivid they seem to be memories or premonitions and then others are still very vivid and epic but seem more 'symbolic' and I am trying to get used to working out which is which. Since opening my head chakras up it has kicked things up a notch and it seems to be increasing slowly. But the amount of infomation I am getting and waking up with is doing my head in a bit, there is so much and I don't know what to make of all of it.
people running, trying to escape. This dream was felt like it was set in the future however but it involved a massive tower very tall building not entirely finished 'inside' All kinds of people from all over working on projects I am not sure if everyone was even human.
There was vicious bloodthirsty sick murders I saw people getting killed in graphic detail it made the inquisition look like childs play. I saw people forced to sit on some kind of explosives, I had the distinct feeling the bad guys were in fact the enemy there was hollywood movie stars there, possibly kikes? No idea what that meant but they had a lot of money seemed to be in charge of the building. There was offices of some kind looked very slick and fancy, lower level dungeon looking places, and lots of the building didnt even have stairs or lifts you had to climb scaffolding.
I some how managed to get myself stuck on a roof type area on the 79th floor... does that number mean anything? I kept hearing it over and over. I was stuck right up there, this building seemed to be in a place with nothing else much around it. There was a dirty river at the bottom I remember going through and the smell was like sewerage and rotten eggs I was trying to get through it. It sort of went under the building. There might have been train tracks.
It was near the ocean. I think there was some other tower off in the distance or I was in 2 places at once watching it and experiencing it at the same time. Like the 'me' in one place was trying to escape the other 'me' was stuck in the tower.
So when I was stuck on the 79th floor outside I was terrified and believed I was going to die. Someone said a helicopter was comming to get me but it never showed up. My own father betrayed me in this dream in real life he is a xian.
I somehow did get down again and later wished I had fallen to my death. I even had my horses in the dream I was fleeing on one of them looked back from some hills and saw a massive explosion. I knew it was bad news and I would have a slow horrible death and we were all basically fucked now no matter what we did. It was awfull. I really love my horses and was scared something bad would happen to them.
Then I was back in the tower. We were stuck on the top level it was so high it was above the worst of the radiation we had to monitor everything. I even had my horses up there... it was really weird everyone was up there and then the murders and killing started. I remember listening to a report from outside about what was going to happen to us, our livestock our food, we had no water.
There was some kind of landing pad on the roof but noone came to evacuate. We could see a ship on the ocean get wiped out by some kind of energy wave it just vanished. It was really fucking weird.
Now before this dream actually started I was woken up suddenly and felt like something was in my room. I was in a bit of a daze and couldnt wake up properly so I did my sheild and had every light on and thats when the dream started. So its been a weird night I am pretty tired.
The weirdest thing was the people in this tower were slowly building it themselves trying to construct it higher and higher and higher it didnt even feel stable or safe.
Towards the end I can remember thinking of Satan and all I wanted then was to be safe and just end it, all of it and go back home. Like it had all gone horribly wrong, my family was far away and I was being slowly poisoned with some kind of weird radiation I was scared and really tired. I remember this feeling I wanted to fall from the 79th floor and go home. I dont understand this dream it was a bit too much to work out the meaning to. There was also my own thoughts inside this dream which was a new experience and very strange... if I can get home... if I can get back to my people they can fix this, they can fix my DNA so this wont hurt me. That was quite interesting now I think about it.
It reminds me of something. In the dream I remember now someone talking about how this was not normal radiation, it was an experimental explosion, the whole thing was an experiment. It kept hinting at the enemy being behind it and I kept calling out for help, wondering what was going on elsewhere. We were isolated in this tower on the coast somewhere in the world if it was even Earth I dont know. Like guinea pigs in a lab. Thats it... thats what it felt like.
I also felt like someone was with me through it, there sometimes then gone, like a Demon friend or something. Its starting to fade now.
Anyway that was another one of my crazy dreams.
Hail Satan.
I was told something, somehow this was explained to me without words and comming back to me now I was asking this Demon I still don't know the name. If he could move something to show me he was really there instead I felt him come half sort of into my body from behind and then I got the energy. What I got from him was, they can't waste any power right now, there are no 'spare' reserves of energy some of the less powerfull Demons and advanced human spirits are actually a bit tired they are still helping the new amongst us and the weaker ones as much as they can but anyone who can help themselves really must and must also start trying to give more back to their Demons they are smashing the fuck out of the enemy everything is safe now at their end so to speak they have won their but we are still at risk here, so they are using everything they have got to protect and help us right now even if we dont realise it. This is why some of us might be having a rough time, feel a bit tired, ill, out of sorts or so forth they have been using a bit of our collective power (the dedicated) to boost things but its for our own good we will be repaid later. Does this make sense to anyone else? I might not have it 100% correct. Also something about we have not been the only world in trouble. Does this make sense to anyone else?
Basically they have been working their asses off non stop to save our asses and while we may experience some turbulance its nothing compared to what we would be experiencing if they were not here for us. We just do not realise what we do not know. Anyone who is able to should be giving 100% and then some right now, even asking your own Gaurdians if they could use some energy to make good use of. This would not be an offence.
Thats the best I can translate what I got message wise while awake. Next is the dream.
I am going to ask this question straight up because I had a dream last night that disturbed me worse than any I have had I can remember it was epic it feels like I have a months worth of memory from that dream and if I told the whole story I would be typing for a month. It only just clicked what it reminded me of.
Was there actually, when the Earth was attacked all that time in the past a real actual tower and a nuclear blast of some kind, lots of people killed? Was something blown up, some kind of radiation etc? I know there has been physical evidence of such blasts by vitrified rock and glass and high radiation levels that are not natural or caused by recent events.
Did it happen after Our Gods left or before? They were actually driven off the planet by the enemy right? I want to make sure I have the story correct in my head. Have any 'friendly' ET's been back here since... in the flesh I mean or still here somewhere or nearby? I am also still a bit confused exactly how the Gods were bound and if Satan was bound aswell. I am asking because of dreams I am having some are so real and vivid they seem to be memories or premonitions and then others are still very vivid and epic but seem more 'symbolic' and I am trying to get used to working out which is which. Since opening my head chakras up it has kicked things up a notch and it seems to be increasing slowly. But the amount of infomation I am getting and waking up with is doing my head in a bit, there is so much and I don't know what to make of all of it.
people running, trying to escape. This dream was felt like it was set in the future however but it involved a massive tower very tall building not entirely finished 'inside' All kinds of people from all over working on projects I am not sure if everyone was even human.
There was vicious bloodthirsty sick murders I saw people getting killed in graphic detail it made the inquisition look like childs play. I saw people forced to sit on some kind of explosives, I had the distinct feeling the bad guys were in fact the enemy there was hollywood movie stars there, possibly kikes? No idea what that meant but they had a lot of money seemed to be in charge of the building. There was offices of some kind looked very slick and fancy, lower level dungeon looking places, and lots of the building didnt even have stairs or lifts you had to climb scaffolding.
I some how managed to get myself stuck on a roof type area on the 79th floor... does that number mean anything? I kept hearing it over and over. I was stuck right up there, this building seemed to be in a place with nothing else much around it. There was a dirty river at the bottom I remember going through and the smell was like sewerage and rotten eggs I was trying to get through it. It sort of went under the building. There might have been train tracks.
It was near the ocean. I think there was some other tower off in the distance or I was in 2 places at once watching it and experiencing it at the same time. Like the 'me' in one place was trying to escape the other 'me' was stuck in the tower.
So when I was stuck on the 79th floor outside I was terrified and believed I was going to die. Someone said a helicopter was comming to get me but it never showed up. My own father betrayed me in this dream in real life he is a xian.
I somehow did get down again and later wished I had fallen to my death. I even had my horses in the dream I was fleeing on one of them looked back from some hills and saw a massive explosion. I knew it was bad news and I would have a slow horrible death and we were all basically fucked now no matter what we did. It was awfull. I really love my horses and was scared something bad would happen to them.
Then I was back in the tower. We were stuck on the top level it was so high it was above the worst of the radiation we had to monitor everything. I even had my horses up there... it was really weird everyone was up there and then the murders and killing started. I remember listening to a report from outside about what was going to happen to us, our livestock our food, we had no water.
There was some kind of landing pad on the roof but noone came to evacuate. We could see a ship on the ocean get wiped out by some kind of energy wave it just vanished. It was really fucking weird.
Now before this dream actually started I was woken up suddenly and felt like something was in my room. I was in a bit of a daze and couldnt wake up properly so I did my sheild and had every light on and thats when the dream started. So its been a weird night I am pretty tired.
The weirdest thing was the people in this tower were slowly building it themselves trying to construct it higher and higher and higher it didnt even feel stable or safe.
Towards the end I can remember thinking of Satan and all I wanted then was to be safe and just end it, all of it and go back home. Like it had all gone horribly wrong, my family was far away and I was being slowly poisoned with some kind of weird radiation I was scared and really tired. I remember this feeling I wanted to fall from the 79th floor and go home. I dont understand this dream it was a bit too much to work out the meaning to. There was also my own thoughts inside this dream which was a new experience and very strange... if I can get home... if I can get back to my people they can fix this, they can fix my DNA so this wont hurt me. That was quite interesting now I think about it.
It reminds me of something. In the dream I remember now someone talking about how this was not normal radiation, it was an experimental explosion, the whole thing was an experiment. It kept hinting at the enemy being behind it and I kept calling out for help, wondering what was going on elsewhere. We were isolated in this tower on the coast somewhere in the world if it was even Earth I dont know. Like guinea pigs in a lab. Thats it... thats what it felt like.
I also felt like someone was with me through it, there sometimes then gone, like a Demon friend or something. Its starting to fade now.
Anyway that was another one of my crazy dreams.
Hail Satan.
