just my story. enjoy :)

[David1]

well this is my story.

enjoy.

when i was fifteen, my school year as being a highschool freshman year was over. And i wanted to do something over my summer. i knew that studying things that i was curious about, would help me avoid dying from boredom.

So the library was my new home,(for a while).

i had a new desire about the occult that suddenly emerged from my conscious. I had a huge desire to unlock all the secrets about the human mind,and what it could do. it was a real accelerating feeling. It was like i knew that such psychic abilities through history like astra projection, and other psychic abilities through healing, were possible. So this accelerating feeling was almost depression.

But I wanted to gain the knowledge to how this is possible. So i ended up going through the garbage that any other psychic beginner would get....

Reading new age books. so ive read, and read, and read, from things like qi qong to meditation. From the brain itself, to hypnosis.

From history of psychic abilities, to a history of Occult knowledge. by the way....occult means "hidden" in Greek.

ive read. Probably through the whole summer actually. Ive gained much knowledge about things meditational. Like some relaxation techniques, void-meditation, trance entering (my first trance before i was dedicated, was a very weird experience) and energy mainpulation(through the hand chakras) and qui-qong.

sadly though, these "false" books were elementary level, and only with a few bits of good advice, i wanted much more powerful!!! i wanted to learn all the serious teachings!. Not the low level of meditation. i wanted knowledge of the universe pratically.

What ended happening was i eventually was coming across Wicca (EEWWWWW).Im so glad that my mother lead me somewhere else. My mother was already experience in the JoS, and she was dedicated. She showed me the page in the JoS that was about.............

actually....... i cant remember..... so i'll just go with the "important information for newbies" link under the meditation page.

yeah. she sent the link to me in an email, and i was curious. so ive clicked it, and ive read. I found it rather intersting......like it was completly different from the books that ive read.

so i clicked the "back to meditation page". and i soon came across intense joy!!!!!!!!

there was like 50 different meditations right in front of me. And i found meditations for abilities, that i only dreamed about learning how to do!!!

IT WAS LIKE I HIT THE MEDITATIONAL JACKPOT I WAS LOOKING FOR SO LONG........(only for a month and a half)

I was so excited. pratically jittery with excitement. Even as i type right now, i feel that intense joy.

So now i wanted to learn what this website was about.

So, then i came to the home page. and i saw the pentagram, and it was blue color. after looking, i suddenly found this blissful peaceful feeling when i looked at the home page. it was intersting.

so then i eventually read the whole website. and then dedicated to Lord Satan. at that time.... i only heard what Lord Satan looked like through my mother(she was accurate). But i wanted to know for myself.

so at night, i did the ritual. afterwards, i personally was telling Lord Satan, doing this by visualizing the baphomet in my mind. and i was speaking to it.

well.....I was speaking to it. but i was telling the symbol straightforward. What i wanted.

and that was to be with you. like i was telling it over and over again,"im gonna join you, no matter what". "i will be united with you from my own will". And i said "so mote it be"

i knew that someone was listening(spiritually). so then that was it and i was meditating on the symbol. afterwards, i wanted to see his face for myself,

so i asked constantly, "please, may you show me an image of yourself Satan". This probably seems kinda rude. Even ass i look back on it. But hey, i was just new.

plus, i said please .

so eventually, I saw his face in my vision(eyes closed), it was exactly like my mother pictured him. he looked quite like a Greek god.

i think i said thank you...........cant remember

So throughout my first year, Ive delt with the normal things that one so new would come across,

attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks, going through difficulties with my family.

void meditation was hard, (still is).

i had a misconception with Lucifuge. i actidentally called him a bad name..... but he forgiven me, and he assisted me for a while actually. He normally helps put new satanists.

But i made it through all of it, in my first year. i would probably say that the first year is probably the hardest.

In my second year, i was feeling very grateful for how furtunate i was, having my mother around. she helped me through out most of my problems. And I read the posts of many other Satanists going through tough times. Seeing them crying for help made me feel so bad.

So i wanted to find a way to make other Satanists feel more furtunate. I had many ways, allot actually didnt work out the way I wanted.

i meet some "douche bags" along the way.......

but now there is a better way, if you have a facebook page. you can find me by typing in my e-mail.

my name is David. and i will lead you to the JoS groups that are the REAL groups.

just mention to me that your from the JoS.

so thats how i started.

Hoped you enjoyed the story.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

AND HORUS AND ASTRAROTH!!!!!!

AND ABBADON!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[David1]

well this is my story.

enjoy.

when i was fifteen, my school year as being a highschool freshman year was over. And i wanted to do something over my summer. i knew that studying things that i was curious about, would help me avoid dying from boredom.

So the library was my new home,(for a while).

i had a new desire about the occult that suddenly emerged from my conscious. I had a huge desire to unlock all the secrets about the human mind,and what it could do. it was a real accelerating feeling. It was like i knew that such psychic abilities through history like astra projection, and other psychic abilities through healing, were possible. So this accelerating feeling was almost depression.

But I wanted to gain the knowledge to how this is possible. So i ended up going through the garbage that any other psychic beginner would get....

Reading new age books. so ive read, and read, and read, from things like qi qong to meditation. From the brain itself, to hypnosis.

From history of psychic abilities, to a history of Occult knowledge. by the way....occult means "hidden" in Greek.

ive read. Probably through the whole summer actually. Ive gained much knowledge about things meditational. Like some relaxation techniques, void-meditation, trance entering (my first trance before i was dedicated, was a very weird experience) and energy mainpulation(through the hand chakras) and qui-qong.

sadly though, these "false" books were elementary level, and only with a few bits of good advice, i wanted much more powerful!!! i wanted to learn all the serious teachings!. Not the low level of meditation. i wanted knowledge of the universe pratically.

What ended happening was i eventually was coming across Wicca (EEWWWWW).Im so glad that my mother lead me somewhere else. My mother was already experience in the JoS, and she was dedicated. She showed me the page in the JoS that was about.............

actually....... i cant remember..... so i'll just go with the "important information for newbies" link under the meditation page.

yeah. she sent the link to me in an email, and i was curious. so ive clicked it, and ive read. I found it rather intersting......like it was completly different from the books that ive read.

so i clicked the "back to meditation page". and i soon came across intense joy!!!!!!!!

there was like 50 different meditations right in front of me. And i found meditations for abilities, that i only dreamed about learning how to do!!!

IT WAS LIKE I HIT THE MEDITATIONAL JACKPOT I WAS LOOKING FOR SO LONG........(only for a month and a half)

I was so excited. pratically jittery with excitement. Even as i type right now, i feel that intense joy.

So now i wanted to learn what this website was about.

So, then i came to the home page. and i saw the pentagram, and it was blue color. after looking, i suddenly found this blissful peaceful feeling when i looked at the home page. it was intersting.

so then i eventually read the whole website. and then dedicated to Lord Satan. at that time.... i only heard what Lord Satan looked like through my mother(she was accurate). But i wanted to know for myself.

so at night, i did the ritual. afterwards, i personally was telling Lord Satan, doing this by visualizing the baphomet in my mind. and i was speaking to it.

well.....I was speaking to it. but i was telling the symbol straightforward. What i wanted.

and that was to be with you. like i was telling it over and over again,"im gonna join you, no matter what". "i will be united with you from my own will". And i said "so mote it be"

i knew that someone was listening(spiritually). so then that was it and i was meditating on the symbol. afterwards, i wanted to see his face for myself,

so i asked constantly, "please, may you show me an image of yourself Satan". This probably seems kinda rude. Even ass i look back on it. But hey, i was just new.

plus, i said please .

so eventually, I saw his face in my vision(eyes closed), it was exactly like my mother pictured him. he looked quite like a Greek god.

i think i said thank you...........cant remember

So throughout my first year, Ive delt with the normal things that one so new would come across,

attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks, going through difficulties with my family.

void meditation was hard, (still is).

i had a misconception with Lucifuge. i actidentally called him a bad name..... but he forgiven me, and he assisted me for a while actually. He normally helps put new satanists.

But i made it through all of it, in my first year. i would probably say that the first year is probably the hardest.

In my second year, i was feeling very grateful for how furtunate i was, having my mother around. she helped me through out most of my problems. And I read the posts of many other Satanists going through tough times. Seeing them crying for help made me feel so bad.

So i wanted to find a way to make other Satanists feel more furtunate. I had many ways, allot actually didnt work out the way I wanted.

i meet some "douche bags" along the way.......

but now there is a better way, if you have a facebook page. you can find me by typing in my e-mail.

my name is David. and i will lead you to the JoS groups that are the REAL groups.

just mention to me that your from the JoS.

so thats how i started.

Hoped you enjoyed the story.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

AND HORUS AND ASTRAROTH!!!!!!

AND ABBADON!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[diznit26]

Pretty much similar to mine. When I came upon JoS when googling random meditation stuff I was pretty much saying "well I'll just ignore that stuff about Satanism now and just see the meditations section" because I had misconceptions about what Satanism was about, although I was a LHP occultist. Then after I read the meditations and other stuff it became clear to me that it wasn't "evil".

Occult isn't Greek though, it's Latin, comes from Latin occultus. The corresponding Greek word that is used for occult is "esoteric" or "esoterism" meanning "inner" (as in inner knowledge).

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@... wrote:

well this is my story.

enjoy.

when i was fifteen, my school year as being a highschool freshman year was over. And i wanted to do something over my summer. i knew that studying things that i was curious about, would help me avoid dying from boredom.

So the library was my new home,(for a while).

i had a new desire about the occult that suddenly emerged from my conscious. I had a huge desire to unlock all the secrets about the human mind,and what it could do. it was a real accelerating feeling. It was like i knew that such psychic abilities through history like astra projection, and other psychic abilities through healing, were possible. So this accelerating feeling was almost depression.

But I wanted to gain the knowledge to how this is possible. So i ended up going through the garbage that any other psychic beginner would get....

Reading new age books. so ive read, and read, and read, from things like qi qong to meditation. From the brain itself, to hypnosis.

From history of psychic abilities, to a history of Occult knowledge. by the way....occult means "hidden" in Greek.

ive read. Probably through the whole summer actually. Ive gained much knowledge about things meditational. Like some relaxation techniques, void-meditation, trance entering (my first trance before i was dedicated, was a very weird experience) and energy mainpulation(through the hand chakras) and qui-qong.

sadly though, these "false" books were elementary level, and only with a few bits of good advice, i wanted much more powerful!!! i wanted to learn all the serious teachings!. Not the low level of meditation. i wanted knowledge of the universe pratically.

What ended happening was i eventually was coming across Wicca (EEWWWWW).Im so glad that my mother lead me somewhere else. My mother was already experience in the JoS, and she was dedicated. She showed me the page in the JoS that was about.............

actually....... i cant remember..... so i'll just go with the "important information for newbies" link under the meditation page.

yeah. she sent the link to me in an email, and i was curious. so ive clicked it, and ive read. I found it rather intersting......like it was completly different from the books that ive read.

so i clicked the "back to meditation page". and i soon came across intense joy!!!!!!!!

there was like 50 different meditations right in front of me. And i found meditations for abilities, that i only dreamed about learning how to do!!!

IT WAS LIKE I HIT THE MEDITATIONAL JACKPOT I WAS LOOKING FOR SO LONG........(only for a month and a half)

I was so excited. pratically jittery with excitement. Even as i type right now, i feel that intense joy.

So now i wanted to learn what this website was about.

So, then i came to the home page. and i saw the pentagram, and it was blue color. after looking, i suddenly found this blissful peaceful feeling when i looked at the home page. it was intersting.

so then i eventually read the whole website. and then dedicated to Lord Satan. at that time.... i only heard what Lord Satan looked like through my mother(she was accurate). But i wanted to know for myself.

so at night, i did the ritual. afterwards, i personally was telling Lord Satan, doing this by visualizing the baphomet in my mind. and i was speaking to it.

well.....I was speaking to it. but i was telling the symbol straightforward. What i wanted.

and that was to be with you. like i was telling it over and over again,"im gonna join you, no matter what". "i will be united with you from my own will". And i said "so mote it be"

i knew that someone was listening(spiritually). so then that was it and i was meditating on the symbol. afterwards, i wanted to see his face for myself,

so i asked constantly, "please, may you show me an image of yourself Satan". This probably seems kinda rude. Even ass i look back on it. But hey, i was just new.

plus, i said please .

so eventually, I saw his face in my vision(eyes closed), it was exactly like my mother pictured him. he looked quite like a Greek god.

i think i said thank you...........cant remember

So throughout my first year, Ive delt with the normal things that one so new would come across,

attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks, going through difficulties with my family.

void meditation was hard, (still is).

i had a misconception with Lucifuge. i actidentally called him a bad name..... but he forgiven me, and he assisted me for a while actually. He normally helps put new satanists.

But i made it through all of it, in my first year. i would probably say that the first year is probably the hardest.

In my second year, i was feeling very grateful for how furtunate i was, having my mother around. she helped me through out most of my problems. And I read the posts of many other Satanists going through tough times. Seeing them crying for help made me feel so bad.

So i wanted to find a way to make other Satanists feel more furtunate. I had many ways, allot actually didnt work out the way I wanted.

i meet some "douche bags" along the way.......

but now there is a better way, if you have a facebook page. you can find me by typing in my e-mail.

my name is David. and i will lead you to the JoS groups that are the REAL groups.

just mention to me that your from the JoS.

so thats how i started.

Hoped you enjoyed the story.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

AND HORUS AND ASTRAROTH!!!!!!

AND ABBADON!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[David1]

oh.....my mistake.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:

Pretty much similar to mine. When I came upon JoS when googling random meditation stuff I was pretty much saying "well I'll just ignore that stuff about Satanism now and just see the meditations section" because I had misconceptions about what Satanism was about, although I was a LHP occultist. Then after I read the meditations and other stuff it became clear to me that it wasn't "evil".

Occult isn't Greek though, it's Latin, comes from Latin occultus. The corresponding Greek word that is used for occult is "esoteric" or "esoterism" meanning "inner" (as in inner knowledge).

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@ wrote:

well this is my story.

enjoy.

when i was fifteen, my school year as being a highschool freshman year was over. And i wanted to do something over my summer. i knew that studying things that i was curious about, would help me avoid dying from boredom.

So the library was my new home,(for a while).

i had a new desire about the occult that suddenly emerged from my conscious. I had a huge desire to unlock all the secrets about the human mind,and what it could do. it was a real accelerating feeling. It was like i knew that such psychic abilities through history like astra projection, and other psychic abilities through healing, were possible. So this accelerating feeling was almost depression.

But I wanted to gain the knowledge to how this is possible. So i ended up going through the garbage that any other psychic beginner would get....

Reading new age books. so ive read, and read, and read, from things like qi qong to meditation. From the brain itself, to hypnosis.

From history of psychic abilities, to a history of Occult knowledge. by the way....occult means "hidden" in Greek.

ive read. Probably through the whole summer actually. Ive gained much knowledge about things meditational. Like some relaxation techniques, void-meditation, trance entering (my first trance before i was dedicated, was a very weird experience) and energy mainpulation(through the hand chakras) and qui-qong.

sadly though, these "false" books were elementary level, and only with a few bits of good advice, i wanted much more powerful!!! i wanted to learn all the serious teachings!. Not the low level of meditation. i wanted knowledge of the universe pratically.

What ended happening was i eventually was coming across Wicca (EEWWWWW).Im so glad that my mother lead me somewhere else. My mother was already experience in the JoS, and she was dedicated. She showed me the page in the JoS that was about.............

actually....... i cant remember..... so i'll just go with the "important information for newbies" link under the meditation page.

yeah. she sent the link to me in an email, and i was curious. so ive clicked it, and ive read. I found it rather intersting......like it was completly different from the books that ive read.

so i clicked the "back to meditation page". and i soon came across intense joy!!!!!!!!

there was like 50 different meditations right in front of me. And i found meditations for abilities, that i only dreamed about learning how to do!!!

IT WAS LIKE I HIT THE MEDITATIONAL JACKPOT I WAS LOOKING FOR SO LONG........(only for a month and a half)

I was so excited. pratically jittery with excitement. Even as i type right now, i feel that intense joy.

So now i wanted to learn what this website was about.

So, then i came to the home page. and i saw the pentagram, and it was blue color. after looking, i suddenly found this blissful peaceful feeling when i looked at the home page. it was intersting.

so then i eventually read the whole website. and then dedicated to Lord Satan. at that time.... i only heard what Lord Satan looked like through my mother(she was accurate). But i wanted to know for myself.

so at night, i did the ritual. afterwards, i personally was telling Lord Satan, doing this by visualizing the baphomet in my mind. and i was speaking to it.

well.....I was speaking to it. but i was telling the symbol straightforward. What i wanted.

and that was to be with you. like i was telling it over and over again,"im gonna join you, no matter what". "i will be united with you from my own will". And i said "so mote it be"

i knew that someone was listening(spiritually). so then that was it and i was meditating on the symbol. afterwards, i wanted to see his face for myself,

so i asked constantly, "please, may you show me an image of yourself Satan". This probably seems kinda rude. Even ass i look back on it. But hey, i was just new.

plus, i said please .

so eventually, I saw his face in my vision(eyes closed), it was exactly like my mother pictured him. he looked quite like a Greek god.

i think i said thank you...........cant remember

So throughout my first year, Ive delt with the normal things that one so new would come across,

attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks, going through difficulties with my family.

void meditation was hard, (still is).

i had a misconception with Lucifuge. i actidentally called him a bad name..... but he forgiven me, and he assisted me for a while actually. He normally helps put new satanists.

But i made it through all of it, in my first year. i would probably say that the first year is probably the hardest.

In my second year, i was feeling very grateful for how furtunate i was, having my mother around. she helped me through out most of my problems. And I read the posts of many other Satanists going through tough times. Seeing them crying for help made me feel so bad.

So i wanted to find a way to make other Satanists feel more furtunate. I had many ways, allot actually didnt work out the way I wanted.

i meet some "douche bags" along the way.......

but now there is a better way, if you have a facebook page. you can find me by typing in my e-mail.

my name is David. and i will lead you to the JoS groups that are the REAL groups.

just mention to me that your from the JoS.

so thats how i started.

Hoped you enjoyed the story.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

AND HORUS AND ASTRAROTH!!!!!!

AND ABBADON!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[incogni2_89]

awesome happy 4 u brother i have been dedicated for 6 months.. haven't meditated much either.. just a little foundation meditation and void.. it's just i find it hard too meditate and find a good starting point, for exampel witch mediation to start with and work my way up. plus i haven't seen our beloved father yet.. And i so badly want too se him and talk too him..

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@... wrote:

well this is my story.

enjoy.

when i was fifteen, my school year as being a highschool freshman year was over. And i wanted to do something over my summer. i knew that studying things that i was curious about, would help me avoid dying from boredom.

So the library was my new home,(for a while).

i had a new desire about the occult that suddenly emerged from my conscious. I had a huge desire to unlock all the secrets about the human mind,and what it could do. it was a real accelerating feeling. It was like i knew that such psychic abilities through history like astra projection, and other psychic abilities through healing, were possible. So this accelerating feeling was almost depression.

But I wanted to gain the knowledge to how this is possible. So i ended up going through the garbage that any other psychic beginner would get....

Reading new age books. so ive read, and read, and read, from things like qi qong to meditation. From the brain itself, to hypnosis.

From history of psychic abilities, to a history of Occult knowledge. by the way....occult means "hidden" in Greek.

ive read. Probably through the whole summer actually. Ive gained much knowledge about things meditational. Like some relaxation techniques, void-meditation, trance entering (my first trance before i was dedicated, was a very weird experience) and energy mainpulation(through the hand chakras) and qui-qong.

sadly though, these "false" books were elementary level, and only with a few bits of good advice, i wanted much more powerful!!! i wanted to learn all the serious teachings!. Not the low level of meditation. i wanted knowledge of the universe pratically.

What ended happening was i eventually was coming across Wicca (EEWWWWW).Im so glad that my mother lead me somewhere else. My mother was already experience in the JoS, and she was dedicated. She showed me the page in the JoS that was about.............

actually....... i cant remember..... so i'll just go with the "important information for newbies" link under the meditation page.

yeah. she sent the link to me in an email, and i was curious. so ive clicked it, and ive read. I found it rather intersting......like it was completly different from the books that ive read.

so i clicked the "back to meditation page". and i soon came across intense joy!!!!!!!!

there was like 50 different meditations right in front of me. And i found meditations for abilities, that i only dreamed about learning how to do!!!

IT WAS LIKE I HIT THE MEDITATIONAL JACKPOT I WAS LOOKING FOR SO LONG........(only for a month and a half)

I was so excited. pratically jittery with excitement. Even as i type right now, i feel that intense joy.

So now i wanted to learn what this website was about.

So, then i came to the home page. and i saw the pentagram, and it was blue color. after looking, i suddenly found this blissful peaceful feeling when i looked at the home page. it was intersting.

so then i eventually read the whole website. and then dedicated to Lord Satan. at that time.... i only heard what Lord Satan looked like through my mother(she was accurate). But i wanted to know for myself.

so at night, i did the ritual. afterwards, i personally was telling Lord Satan, doing this by visualizing the baphomet in my mind. and i was speaking to it.

well.....I was speaking to it. but i was telling the symbol straightforward. What i wanted.

and that was to be with you. like i was telling it over and over again,"im gonna join you, no matter what". "i will be united with you from my own will". And i said "so mote it be"

i knew that someone was listening(spiritually). so then that was it and i was meditating on the symbol. afterwards, i wanted to see his face for myself,

so i asked constantly, "please, may you show me an image of yourself Satan". This probably seems kinda rude. Even ass i look back on it. But hey, i was just new.

plus, i said please .

so eventually, I saw his face in my vision(eyes closed), it was exactly like my mother pictured him. he looked quite like a Greek god.

i think i said thank you...........cant remember

So throughout my first year, Ive delt with the normal things that one so new would come across,

attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks, going through difficulties with my family.

void meditation was hard, (still is).

i had a misconception with Lucifuge. i actidentally called him a bad name..... but he forgiven me, and he assisted me for a while actually. He normally helps put new satanists.

But i made it through all of it, in my first year. i would probably say that the first year is probably the hardest.

In my second year, i was feeling very grateful for how furtunate i was, having my mother around. she helped me through out most of my problems. And I read the posts of many other Satanists going through tough times. Seeing them crying for help made me feel so bad.

So i wanted to find a way to make other Satanists feel more furtunate. I had many ways, allot actually didnt work out the way I wanted.

i meet some "douche bags" along the way.......

but now there is a better way, if you have a facebook page. you can find me by typing in my e-mail.

my name is David. and i will lead you to the JoS groups that are the REAL groups.

just mention to me that your from the JoS.

so thats how i started.

Hoped you enjoyed the story.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

AND HORUS AND ASTRAROTH!!!!!!

AND ABBADON!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[HPS Lydia]

You can't find a good starting point??? Why do you not think the Spiritual Warfare Training Program is a good starting point? It starts with the basics, and leads you through the more advanced meditations, one day at a time. It's the perfect "starting point".

And you're probably not going to see or talk to Father Satan without empowering yourself first, which is done through meditations.

http://www.666blacksun.com/Spiritual_Wa ... ining.html

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@... wrote:

awesome happy 4 u brother i have been dedicated for 6 months.. haven't meditated much either.. just a little foundation meditation and void.. it's just i find it hard too meditate and find a good starting point, for exampel witch mediation to start with and work my way up. plus i haven't seen our beloved father yet.. And i so badly want too se him and talk too him..

 

[incogni2_89]

yeah i will start with it But i just have so many questions regarding meditation, but i will probably figure them out by myself after a while but thanx yeah I'm in no hurry to meet father, i will take my time and wait until the time is right

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

You can't find a good starting point??? Why do you not think the Spiritual Warfare Training Program is a good starting point? It starts with the basics, and leads you through the more advanced meditations, one day at a time. It's the perfect "starting point".

And you're probably not going to see or talk to Father Satan without empowering yourself first, which is done through meditations.

http://www.666blacksun.com/Spiritual_Wa ... ining.html

Hail Satan!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "incogni2_89" <matshanssen@ wrote:

awesome happy 4 u brother i have been dedicated for 6 months.. haven't meditated much either.. just a little foundation meditation and void.. it's just i find it hard too meditate and find a good starting point, for exampel witch mediation to start with and work my way up. plus i haven't seen our beloved father yet.. And i so badly want too se him and talk too him..

 

[angelus]

Hello,

I was reading your mail and I wondered about this:

"attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks, going through difficulties with my family."

Of what kind of attacks are you talking about? Doesn't Father Lucifer protect us?

Darla

 

[diznit26]

Satan does protect us against very hard attacks that can kill us yes, but we learn to protect ourselves on our own from lesser ones. He isn't babysitter, he wants us to be independant.

Also I noticed you avoid the name Satan, it's our enemies (jews) who do that because they made him their enemy and twisted it to mean enemy in their language. I hope you are not a jew (to clarify a jew is a member of the jewish race, not a religion, somebody can be an atheist jew, a xian jew e.t.c.) because a jew can't become a Satanist. Satan is a positive word and means Truth in Sanskrit and also enemy of the jews, Satan prefers being called Satan:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/29096

Lucifer was not originally the same being as Enki/Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], angelus <angelus1881@... wrote:

Hello,

I was reading your mail and I wondered about this:

"attacks, meditation, attacks, reading and studying about magic, attacks,
going through difficulties with my family."

Of what kind of attacks are you talking about? Doesn't Father Lucifer
protect us?

Darla