is pain bad?

[Goldenwings]

Yesterday i had intense migraine , when i have that its very very very painful, i can do cold showers i can do many things that prove i tolerate pain, but migraine from my point of view is the craziest pain, or the pain i dont tolerate( those who have those kind of migraines know what i talk about )

Not only i had this, but i too started throwing up and thats also in my opinion the most disgusting thing, i never did it since childhood , when i was about to do it few times in my life or felt like if it will happen, i just used to supress it since i dont tolerate it , its too disgusting

Yesterday i had immense urge to throw up while having the migraine, and i couldnt eat and to eat the medecine i have to eat , so it was crazy i was siting in pain, but i was oscilating between feeling bliss during the pain and feeling anger during the pain, the pain got more intense i had to eat to take medecine

I ordred food, upon seing it and smelling it i felt urge to throw up so i threw it , i was thinking about what to do, i drank the soda only, and let it a bit in my stomach so it mixes with the thing there that is giving me urge to throw up then i drank a lot of water, few min later i threw up two times, it didnt feel that bad , but the smell, made me remember childhood

I ate just a banana, took the medecine and slept, when i woke up , i felt bliss while still feeling a little bit of pain, i started realising pain is inevitable in life, even if i managed many times to go long periods in pure bliss , 0 pain, but pain comes , its inevitable , also growth is strongly tied to pain , especially if growth is significant

I started trying to figure out this pain thing, since every time i had migraine before (very few times in my life) and since its very intense, it always made question pain, and question how people who got tortured in history managed to take it, and i came with some conclusions like if the pain exceeds the level humans cant withstand the body dies , so its impossible to live through a pain one cant tolerate , but this seemed to be lacking

Today i still feel a bit off , but im feeling blissful and very good the body is a bit off , but im feeling very good while the body is a bit off, and i had this insight :

"Pain sorrow hardships love abundance peace bliss all of these are your children, never favour one and talk down on the other when he appear, when on the right track, love every single one of those and welcome them, they are your children , and all they want is love
Is pain bad ? Why is it bad ? How can you determine, pain is just is, nothing is good or bad, all existence is holy, pain is just pain, its not bad"

What i mean by "when on the right track" is if the path is right, the pain in it is a must , so resisting it is against the path itself , and i found out that trying to resist or avoid pain create more serious pain , what do you think about that ?
On my end , i will never try to avoid pain from now on, i will embrace whatever comes


Also while having pain yesterday, i had another thought, i was able to perceive the pain, so i said in my mind, i have senses, the same way i can see with eyes, the same way i can feel when i have pain, so its just perception, its not "painful" feeling pain or feeling bliss is like seing gold vs seing shit , its just perception, not something happening in me, but rather something im perceiving through senses, so its not a big deal , its just life ( easier said that done ofc, but this thought kept lingering in my mind while i was feeling the pain)

What do you think? I really want to hear your opinions

 

[serpentwalker666]

Pain is bad, but unfortunately some of this in life we have to tolerate.

However, in this case I would strongly suggest you do a healing working as what you are describing is more then what someone should have to tolerate.

You need to do a working and try to fix your health, have your Guardian Daemon and Father Zeus guide you in this process. You should also do a God Ritual if this issue keeps cropping up and is this intense.

This sounds rather problematic and could cause issues for you in the future, so it is best to address soon, and also look into physical options for healing, like traditional Chinese medicine.

 

[Goldenwings]

Pain is bad, but unfortunately some of this in life we have to tolerate.

However, in this case I would strongly suggest you do a healing working as what you are describing is more then what someone should have to tolerate.

You need to do a working and try to fix your health, have your Guardian Daemon and Father Zeus guide you in this process. You should also do a God Ritual if this issue keeps cropping up and is this intense.

This sounds rather problematic and could cause issues for you in the future, so it is best to address soon, and also look into physical options for healing, like traditional Chinese medicine.

Thanks you for your reply i will do that

 

[CharlesBenetton]

I hope you get well soon. I agree with brother Serpentwalker666.
About pain: There are many variations of pain and two types of pain. The one you must endure, and the one you must learn from. In your condition, that pain goes into the first category. Believe that you will be better soon. I'm 100% sure there is something you can do about migraine.

 

[Goldenwings]

I hope you get well soon. I agree with brother Serpentwalker666.
About pain: There are many variations of pain and two types of pain. The one you must endure, and the one you must learn from. In your condition, that pain goes into the first category. Believe that you will be better soon. I'm 100% sure there is something you can do about migraine.

Thank you, im very well now

 

[Henu the Great]

Pain is an indicator of something being out of place. One should act accordingly depending on the situation, preferably seeking the root of the issue and eliminating it.