introduction and a couple questions

[mike_black.2909]

hi, My name is mike, I am 26 years old and have been a satanist for about 6 months now. it has been hard to study and practice my religion because because i am roommates with a few Christians, they know of my religion and still accept me but i don't preform the rituals ect out of respect for them, which makes it a bit difficult to advance myself spiritually. I became a satanist because of the hipocracy of the christian religion and because, well it felt right and the things on the jos website just make since, before i even looked into satanism i had wounderd about many things that I have come to learn now. I am a aspiring author and my first series which i plan on calling the dark light trilogy i am going to try to get the truth about true satanism out there in a way that will capture readers and and hopefully get some Christians to start thinking for themselves rather then following like sheep to everything YHVH "teaches" on the shelves it will be labeled fiction so i may accualy get people to read it. I love writeing and think this may be a way for me to help at least in a small way to get the truth out there, that is if i can find someone willing to publish it. Well thats a little about myself now to the question.

I have been trying to make my astriel temple but have problems visualizing it, i have the same problems with meditation as well, I am one who learns better with one on one instruction then trying to read and figure it out on my own, has anyone else come across these problems? if so what is the best way to overcome them?

next is about my guardian demon, I feel that it is Asmodeus but wish to find out for sure, how do i go about doing that. I would like to thank you for takeing time to read this and for any help offered.

 

[Heretic Chimeric]

Hi Mike, I was just wondering, you say that you do not do the rituals "out of respect for them", but have you ever considered that these roomates of your might be praying for you day and night? And is that out of respect for you? They are doing everything they can, to keep you from Father Satan and Satanism, no matter how much they are nice to you, or smile at you. Remember this. Do you want to be a Satanist, or do you want to keep avoiding doing "rituals" out of "respect" for them? They do not respect Father Satan. Just a thought.   Have you tried a banishing ritual?  http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TUALS.html   You can always go somewhere quiet (a park, a friends' house who is also a Satanist, etc.) to do your meditations and work on your astral temple. I say this, because when we live in a house with christians, who will pray for us (which I am pretty sure your roomates do) it may be harder for us to do these things. I am guessing that this is what they are praying for: that you may turn from your ways and go to their jewhovah. Hence, resistance. This is from personal experience. My parents are christians, and they pray for me, and in turn, I get a lot of resistance when it comes to visualizations, and distractions during meditations. Or just plain psychic attack.   As for your GD, if you feel that Lord Asmodeus might be your GD, keep reading up on Him. You can also pray to Him, just talk to Him. Seek Him out. You can also pray to Father Satan and ask Him for help in locating your GD.   Hope this helped a bit. Hail Satan!      
 
From: mike_black.2909 <mrb4725@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, September 15, 2010 12:21:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] introduction and a couple questions

  hi, My name is mike, I am 26 years old and have been a satanist for about 6 months now. it has been hard to study and practice my religion because because i am roommates with a few Christians, they know of my religion and still accept me but i don't preform the rituals ect out of respect for them, which makes it a bit difficult to advance myself spiritually. I became a satanist because of the hipocracy of the christian religion and because, well it felt right and the things on the jos website just make since, before i even looked into satanism i had wounderd about many things that I have come to learn now. I am a aspiring author and my first series which i plan on calling the dark light trilogy i am going to try to get the truth about true satanism out there in a way that will capture readers and and hopefully get some Christians to start thinking for themselves rather then following like sheep to everything YHVH "teaches" on the shelves it will be labeled fiction so i may accualy get people to read it. I love writeing and think this may be a way for me to help at least in a small way to get the truth out there, that is if i can find someone willing to publish it. Well thats a little about myself now to the question.

I have been trying to make my astriel temple but have problems visualizing it, i have the same problems with meditation as well, I am one who learns better with one on one instruction then trying to read and figure it out on my own, has anyone else come across these problems? if so what is the best way to overcome them?

next is about my guardian demon, I feel that it is Asmodeus but wish to find out for sure, how do i go about doing that. I would like to thank you for takeing time to read this and for any help offered.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Greetings Mike,
Here is what a satanic friend of mine told me when I told him that I try not to make to much noise during my rituals,so as not to disturb my xtian neighbors.He told me that they are controlling my rituals,and having a negative effect on the out come.At first I thought that I was just being considerate,but then I realized that that he was right.So I decided fuck them,I will be as loud as I want,they are not going to keep my from expressing myself to the REAL gods.Just a thought.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 9/17/10, Heretic Chimeric <heretic.chimeric@... wrote:

From: Heretic Chimeric <heretic.chimeric@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] introduction and a couple questions
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, September 17, 2010, 3:00 AM

  Hi Mike, I was just wondering, you say that you do not do the rituals "out of respect for them", but have you ever considered that these roomates of your might be praying for you day and night? And is that out of respect for you? They are doing everything they can, to keep you from Father Satan and Satanism, no matter how much they are nice to you, or smile at you. Remember this. Do you want to be a Satanist, or do you want to keep avoiding doing "rituals" out of "respect" for them? They do not respect Father Satan. Just a thought.   Have you tried a banishing ritual?  http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TUALS.html   You can always go somewhere quiet (a park, a friends' house who is also a Satanist, etc.) to do your meditations and work on your astral temple. I say this, because when we live in a house with christians, who will pray for us (which I am pretty sure your roomates do) it may be harder for us to do these things. I am guessing that this is what they are praying for: that you may turn from your ways and go to their jewhovah. Hence, resistance. This is from personal experience. My parents are christians, and they pray for me, and in turn, I get a lot of resistance when it comes to visualizations, and distractions during meditations. Or just plain psychic attack.   As for your GD, if you feel that Lord Asmodeus might be your GD, keep reading up on Him. You can also pray to Him, just talk to Him. Seek Him out. You can also pray to Father Satan and ask Him for help in locating your GD.   Hope this helped a bit. Hail Satan!      
 
From: mike_black.2909 <mrb4725@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, September 15, 2010 12:21:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] introduction and a couple questions

  hi, My name is mike, I am 26 years old and have been a satanist for about 6 months now. it has been hard to study and practice my religion because because i am roommates with a few Christians, they know of my religion and still accept me but i don't preform the rituals ect out of respect for them, which makes it a bit difficult to advance myself spiritually. I became a satanist because of the hipocracy of the christian religion and because, well it felt right and the things on the jos website just make since, before i even looked into satanism i had wounderd about many things that I have come to learn now. I am a aspiring author and my first series which i plan on calling the dark light trilogy i am going to try to get the truth about true satanism out there in a way that will capture readers and and hopefully get some Christians to start thinking for themselves rather then following like sheep to everything YHVH "teaches" on the shelves it will be labeled fiction so i may accualy get people to read it. I love writeing and think this may be a way for me to help at least in a small way to get the truth out there, that is if i can find someone willing to publish it. Well thats a little about myself now to the question.

I have been trying to make my astriel temple but have problems visualizing it, i have the same problems with meditation as well, I am one who learns better with one on one instruction then trying to read and figure it out on my own, has anyone else come across these problems? if so what is the best way to overcome them?

next is about my guardian demon, I feel that it is Asmodeus but wish to find out for sure, how do i go about doing that. I would like to thank you for takeing time to read this and for any help offered.

[/TD]

 

[Allison P]

I agree with Brian and Heretic in this. These people do not deserve
your respect, as they are giving you none. They pray for you, though
you do not wish them to. I say, do whatever you want, whatever feels
right to you, but do NOT let these damn xiahns control your life! It
is your own, and you are entitled to commune with Father Satan, same
as all of us. I wish you success! Be strong Brother! Hail Father Satan
always!

Ceridwyn

On 9/17/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
Greetings Mike,
Here is what a satanic friend of mine told me when I told him that I try not
to make to much noise during my rituals,so as not to disturb my xtian
neighbors.He told me that they are controlling my rituals,and having a
negative effect on the out come.At first I thought that I was just being
considerate,but then I realized that that he was right.So I decided fuck
them,I will be as loud as I want,they are not going to keep my from
expressing myself to the REAL gods.Just a thought.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Fri, 9/17/10, Heretic Chimeric <heretic.chimeric@... wrote:

From: Heretic Chimeric <heretic.chimeric@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] introduction and a couple questions
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, September 17, 2010, 3:00 AM

















Hi Mike,
I was just wondering, you say that you do not do the rituals "out of respect
for them", but have you ever considered that these roomates of your might be
praying for you day and night?
And is that out of respect for you?
They are doing everything they can, to keep you from Father Satan and
Satanism, no matter how much they are nice to you, or smile at you. Remember
this.
Do you want to be a Satanist, or do you want to keep avoiding doing
"rituals" out of "respect" for them?
They do not respect Father Satan.
Just a thought.

Have you tried a banishing ritual?
 http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TUALS.html

You can always go somewhere quiet (a park, a friends' house who is also a
Satanist, etc.) to do your meditations and work on your astral temple.
I say this, because when we live in a house with christians, who will pray
for us (which I am pretty sure your roomates do) it may be harder for us to
do these things. I am guessing that this is what they are praying for: that
you may turn from your ways and go to their jewhovah. Hence, resistance.
This is from personal experience. My parents are christians, and they pray
for me, and in turn, I get a lot of resistance when it comes to
visualizations, and distractions during meditations. Or just plain psychic
attack.

As for your GD, if you feel that Lord Asmodeus might be your GD, keep
reading up on Him.
You can also pray to Him, just talk to Him. Seek Him out. You can also pray
to Father Satan and ask Him for help in locating your GD.

Hope this helped a bit. Hail Satan!









From: mike_black.2909 <mrb4725@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wed, September 15, 2010 12:21:01 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] introduction and a couple questions




hi, My name is mike, I am 26 years old and have been a satanist for about 6
months now. it has been hard to study and practice my religion because
because i am roommates with a few Christians, they know of my religion and
still accept me but i don't preform the rituals ect out of respect for them,
which makes it a bit difficult to advance myself spiritually. I became a
satanist because of the hipocracy of the christian religion and because,
well it felt right and the things on the jos website just make since, before
i even looked into satanism i had wounderd about many things that I have
come to learn now. I am a aspiring author and my first series which i plan
on calling the dark light trilogy i am going to try to get the truth about
true satanism out there in a way that will capture readers and and hopefully
get some Christians to start thinking for themselves rather then following
like sheep to everything YHVH "teaches" on the shelves it will be
labeled fiction so i may accualy get people to read it. I love writeing and
think this may be a way for me to help at least in a small way to get the
truth out there, that is if i can find someone willing to publish it. Well
thats a little about myself now to the question.

I have been trying to make my astriel temple but have problems visualizing
it, i have the same problems with meditation as well, I am one who learns
better with one on one instruction then trying to read and figure it out on
my own, has anyone else come across these problems? if so what is the best
way to overcome them?

next is about my guardian demon, I feel that it is Asmodeus but wish to find
out for sure, how do i go about doing that. I would like to thank you for
takeing time to read this and for any help offered.