Inability to meditate

[Kass]

I did something bad, I drank and got drunk. I feel like crap...my entire body hurts, my head hurts. I stayed over at my friends house and right now i have a BAD hangover. Ive never had a hangover this bad. I tried to meditate and i couldn't. I felt like i had a mini mind block on me. I learned my lesson about drinking cuz I hate this guilty feeling and the feeling i did something bad to upset Satan. I'm not too familiar with alcohol. Is Satan mad at me? I have been trying to meditate all day because something inside tells me to.

I just need to know what I need to do. I dont think im going to drink again. I dont like the mental block feeling or the hangover feeling. Let me know if anyone knows if the mental block and the alcohol are related.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

 

[serbessa2000]

Dear friend, never think that Father Satan will be upset by your drinking. It is after all your responsibility to live your life according to your own will. Do what you will and take the responsibility. Drinking affects you system. The gods can help you to moderate your drinking habits. feeling of guiltiness is a bad thing to avoid in your life. This is my own thinking.

Hail Satan
Hail Asmodeus
Hail Azazel

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kass" <kasstar14@... wrote:

I did something bad, I drank and got drunk. I feel like crap...my entire body hurts, my head hurts. I stayed over at my friends house and right now i have a BAD hangover. Ive never had a hangover this bad. I tried to meditate and i couldn't. I felt like i had a mini mind block on me. I learned my lesson about drinking cuz I hate this guilty feeling and the feeling i did something bad to upset Satan. I'm not too familiar with alcohol. Is Satan mad at me? I have been trying to meditate all day because something inside tells me to.

I just need to know what I need to do. I dont think im going to drink again. I dont like the mental block feeling or the hangover feeling. Let me know if anyone knows if the mental block and the alcohol are related.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

 

[serbessa2000]

I thought it is right to write you my experience. I had had a strong stamina for drinking and often drunk. After I came to Father Satan and told Him my drinking problems honestly and changes of attitude and upright thinking come to my life. I have now the right attitude. I got the strength and will to decide not to drink and to drink. I am now free. I am indebted to Father Satan. He helped me a lot in changing my life attitude. Frankly, tell Father Satan , He will grant you the strength and will power.

Hail Satan
Hail all the gods of duat

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kass" <kasstar14@... wrote:

I did something bad, I drank and got drunk. I feel like crap...my entire body hurts, my head hurts. I stayed over at my friends house and right now i have a BAD hangover. Ive never had a hangover this bad. I tried to meditate and i couldn't. I felt like i had a mini mind block on me. I learned my lesson about drinking cuz I hate this guilty feeling and the feeling i did something bad to upset Satan. I'm not too familiar with alcohol. Is Satan mad at me? I have been trying to meditate all day because something inside tells me to.

I just need to know what I need to do. I dont think im going to drink again. I dont like the mental block feeling or the hangover feeling. Let me know if anyone knows if the mental block and the alcohol are related.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!