Cain Black
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- Jul 25, 2012
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If you have read my first post, you will remember that i said i feel that i was born to do this.
I kept on learning and gaining knowledge, and all of a sudden it hit me like a freakin rock to the head. When i was living with my grandparents i was attending a catholic nun school, i hated their false god and that filthy nazarene, i claimed that i was egyptian because i felt so atrected to the place and its culture, but i wanted to be egyptian because i was a child and satanism also was very atractive to me, i also then started into a state when i started to draw swastikas and saying i was nazi, and i felt attracted to what happened to those fucking jews. until my grandparents taught me by physical means that, satan was bad, and that i was no egyptian descendant (my parents and grandparents are born and raised in mexico) i have mexican descendants but i dont even look mexican!!! the probably thing is my dark brown hair and brown eyes but thats it. and my grandparents said that if they saw any satanic symbol or nazi i was going to be punished. years later i was brainwashed. now my eyes are open and that i know this its a very hard impact on me. i also think nordics are attacking my mind or something. I am saying the complete truth, and its a lil wierd for me, oh i also bought an aluminum ankh and took it to school saying that this was proof i was from egypt. Please help me, i cant connect and ask Father because i cant meditate in peace. If theres anyone out there. I beg you please tell what is going on.
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
I kept on learning and gaining knowledge, and all of a sudden it hit me like a freakin rock to the head. When i was living with my grandparents i was attending a catholic nun school, i hated their false god and that filthy nazarene, i claimed that i was egyptian because i felt so atrected to the place and its culture, but i wanted to be egyptian because i was a child and satanism also was very atractive to me, i also then started into a state when i started to draw swastikas and saying i was nazi, and i felt attracted to what happened to those fucking jews. until my grandparents taught me by physical means that, satan was bad, and that i was no egyptian descendant (my parents and grandparents are born and raised in mexico) i have mexican descendants but i dont even look mexican!!! the probably thing is my dark brown hair and brown eyes but thats it. and my grandparents said that if they saw any satanic symbol or nazi i was going to be punished. years later i was brainwashed. now my eyes are open and that i know this its a very hard impact on me. i also think nordics are attacking my mind or something. I am saying the complete truth, and its a lil wierd for me, oh i also bought an aluminum ankh and took it to school saying that this was proof i was from egypt. Please help me, i cant connect and ask Father because i cant meditate in peace. If theres anyone out there. I beg you please tell what is going on.
Hail Satan!!!!!!!
