Im new and i have no idea what im doing

[ppoliakoff]

i hate my religion of judaism so i have been following the directions of joy of satan website. i have a friend at my school who is a satanic bishop, however whenever i try to summon demons or do the meditation techniques i feel that they may not be working simply because i have not been coverted to satanism. but the problem is i cannot convert because i am only 15 so i cannot drive by myself if i drive i have to have a parent in my family and my parents do not want me to convert to any other religion but judaism.


this is a real problem for me so if you can please help


p.s last night i tried to summon behemoth and as added help because the satanic bishop who goes to my school said that burning bibles would help. so in turn i burned 4 bibles and had a pile of ashes about 7 inches high and 1 foot across. he told me to put the ashes on the sigil. i recited the prayer from your website 4 times like he told me then i chanted 4 times like he told me to reggae satanus ave satanas. then i stood out there and did not see any signs of behemoth or any other demon for that fact. after about 45 minutes of standing out there i blew out the candles and picked everything up the only weird thing that happened is that now i cannot find the sigil that was under all of the ash i think that it may have vanished.

 

[lightseeker15]

Those are some really messed up things.

1)From what you said your friend is probably a reverse xian not a real Satanist. Bcuz he uses a xian title (bishop) and advises to burn bibles to summon Demons, WTF?Really burning a buybull only is for deprogramming from xianity. Satanism and Satanic rituals really NOTHING to do with the buybull or other elements from xianity, it is a totally different religion, the oldest one of humanity not reverse xianity.

2) Your parents don't need to know that you are a Satanist. Simply, you do rituals on your astral temple, meditate pretending to sleep e.t.c.

3)In case you are a racial jew chances are Satan won't accept you as jews are his hated race and did many crimes against him and invented xianity, Satan created all Gentiles (non-jews). I'm saying this because judaism is actually a racial religion and only a person of a jewish mother is considered a real jew, as the jewish gene passes from the mother. Also even if you get accepted you probably won't be fully trusted by the Gods or spiritual Satanists.

http://www.666blacksun.com/Main.html

Hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "ppoliakoff" <ppoliakoff@... wrote:

i hate my religion of judaism so i have been following the directions of joy of satan website. i have a friend at my school who is a satanic bishop, however whenever i try to summon demons or do the meditation techniques i feel that they may not be working simply because i have not been coverted to satanism. but the problem is i cannot convert because i am only 15 so i cannot drive by myself if i drive i have to have a parent in my family and my parents do not want me to convert to any other religion but judaism.


this is a real problem for me so if you can please help


p.s last night i tried to summon behemoth and as added help because the satanic bishop who goes to my school said that burning bibles would help. so in turn i burned 4 bibles and had a pile of ashes about 7 inches high and 1 foot across. he told me to put the ashes on the sigil. i recited the prayer from your website 4 times like he told me then i chanted 4 times like he told me to reggae satanus ave satanas. then i stood out there and did not see any signs of behemoth or any other demon for that fact. after about 45 minutes of standing out there i blew out the candles and picked everything up the only weird thing that happened is that now i cannot find the sigil that was under all of the ash i think that it may have vanished.

 

[dyvan13]

Ahh that's very clever; 'buybull' like you are buying bullshit, which is true.

 

[lightseeker15]

I sometimes call xians "bull-buyers" because of that.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "dyvan13" <dyvan13@... wrote:



Ahh that's very clever; 'buybull' like you are buying bullshit, which is true.