I told my parents a lie

[C Y]

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

I'm not sure why you worry that much about that. Your post sounds as if you are apologizing for something, when you did nothing wrong. Yes, your parents were close minded and you used your brain and did the right thing, I have done the same thing before. Why would Satan be that weak to not know your inner thoughts and that you didn't really mean it? Besides that, in Satanism words don't matter at all, only actions. One is judged by what they do, not what they say.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

I don't even think you need to be Satan or a God to see when somebody's faking it. I'm sure if I was a xian parent and I was about to send my son to a psychologist because he was a SS and the next day he came up and told me that he's gonna leave it then the first thing I would think is "he's probably faking it". It's pretty obvious to me. I don't know if a REAL xian would see through this though, because xianity makes you stupid.

My mom didn't believe me when I told her I wasn't insterested in the occult anymore (I was an occultist back then before I became a SS) either. She didn't confront me openly or tell me anything about that, but she kept searching for "evidence" to "expose" me. Of course she didn't find anything because I was being careful and then she quit.

Even mere humans can understand situations like these, so why the Gods who are much more powerful and knowledgeable and know us more than anyone couldn't?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

I'm not sure why you worry that much about that. Your post sounds as if you are apologizing for something, when you did nothing wrong. Yes, your parents were close minded and you used your brain and did the right thing, I have done the same thing before. Why would Satan be that weak to not know your inner thoughts and that you didn't really mean it? Besides that, in Satanism words don't matter at all, only actions. One is judged by what they do, not what they say.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@ wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Enki understands that you have to lie to keep yourself safe.Most of us have to at this point,including me.I tell those that I work with that I am an atheist if they ask,and then it usually stops any further conversations about religion.Remember wise as serpents.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Tue, 4/10/12, C Y <yc28@... wrote:

From: C Y <yc28@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] I told my parents a lie
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, April 10, 2012, 11:53 PM

  So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!

Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

[/TD]

 

[lordenki1223]

There's nothing wrong in lying towards Xtians(parents and others) and I'm pretty sure Father Satan know's you lied to them because they wanted to bring you to psychologist, which is dangerous because those idiots could take you to special school for mentality problem, so they tried to hurt you, hurt 1 of Father's SON!

So now live your life as Undercover SS(spiritual satanist) but you can live your "xtian" fake live to make others think you're like them.. you know live a cover up . Try to fool them

HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[marshjohn30]

DO NOT WORRY AS LONG AS YOU DON'T REALLY MEAN THAT WHAT YOU SAID TO YOUR PARENTS. THE MORE YOU WORRY ABOUT THIS THE MORE DOUBTS WILL BE CREATED! AND You should not have told to your parents about what and who you are because they will never understand you and your beliefs,NEVER! Well,i dont discourage you but from now onwards,be carefull and prevent yourself from not to tell about yourself and your beliefs to anyone in this world unless he/she belongs to satanism !!

Sent from Samsung Mobile

 

[feketekolega]

I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law.
I think that was an attack by the enemy...
Anyone else experienced this in this week?
I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better.
So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down.
Hail Satan!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail our Gods!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[C Y]

Yeah i posted this just after the argument was gone. I moved on and i do not know but that lie convinced them quickly and i told them to not talk about it anymore and everything is cool. I was still after shocked by then. That is how i get in arguments. And yeah Brian i agree your post and yours too The Fire Starter.

Hail Satan!

 

[blackkat_411]

.Hail Satan!! I privately answer only b/c I have a question to you. My last name is fekete which means 'black' in hungarian. Are you by any chance of hungarian descent.?? You can look up blackkat411 on any of the JoS boards, I am not an infiltrator. Have been on the boards quite a long time and only found one other hungarian person before. Thanks in advance if you choose to answer.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "feketekolega" <krisz.fekete@... wrote:

I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law.
I think that was an attack by the enemy...
Anyone else experienced this in this week?
I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better.
So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down.
Hail Satan!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail our Gods!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@ wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[Don Danko]

Fact [/IMG]</var> person who knows things private about you is another who can hold something over you. A friend today can be a foe tommorrow.   "The is strong is strongest when alone."   From: feketekolega <krisz.fekete@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, April 11, 2012 1:45:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie

  I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law.
I think that was an attack by the enemy...
Anyone else experienced this in this week?
I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better.
So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down.
Hail Satan!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail our Gods!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about

leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]So true H P Don.In my misguided passion,I have made things very hard for myself.I am getting better now at keeping my mouth shut.But being a security guard,its very important that they not know my real beliefs.Another reason why I am not only more careful what I say,but as my family can tell,I even work things differently on my posts.Not sure because of my position now,what eyes are watching me.I only wished so much that I had not been open before.But that is so true,if you really have something,there is no need to share,and if you don't then you are trying to convince others and yourself.All very hard lessons for me,but I hope I have learned my lesson,and I can only go forward now.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:15 PM

  Fact [/IMG]</var> person who knows things private about you is another who can hold something over you. A friend today can be a foe tommorrow.   "The is strong is strongest when alone."   From: feketekolega <krisz.fekete@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, April 11, 2012 1:45:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie

  I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law.
I think that was an attack by the enemy...
Anyone else experienced this in this week?
I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better.
So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down.
Hail Satan!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail our Gods!
--- In <a rel="nofollow" >[email protected], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote:

So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone!




Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

[/TD]

 

[Don Danko]

As the psyche refor[/IMG]</var>

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, April 12, 2012 3:25:14 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
 

<td vAl[/IMG]So true H P Don.In my misguided passion,I have made things very hard for myself.I am getting better now at keeping my mouth shut.But being a security guard,its very important that they not know my real beliefs.Another reason why I am not only more careful what I say,but as my family can tell,I even work things differently on my posts.Not sure because of my position now,what eyes are watching me.I only wished so much that I had not been open before.But that is so true,if you really have something,there is no need to share,and if you don't then you are trying to convince others and yourself.All very hard lessons for me,but I hope I have learned my lesson,and I can only go forward now.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:15 PM

  Fact [/IMG]</var> person who knows things private about you is another who can hold something over you. A friend today can be a foe tommorrow.   "The is strong is strongest when alone."   From: feketekolega <krisz.fekete@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, April 11, 2012 1:45:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
  I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do." That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law. I think that was an attack by the enemy... Anyone else experienced this in this week? I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better. So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down. Hail Satan! Hail Astaroth! Hail our Gods! --- In <a rel="nofollow" >[email protected], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote: So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone! Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]No shit! And mine are more deeply ingrained then I ever thought.But I know that more I do power meditations and rituals,the more I will learn the importance of silence too.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:37 PM

  As the psyche refor[/IMG]</var>

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, April 12, 2012 3:25:14 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
 

<td val[/IMG]So true H P Don.In my misguided passion,I have made things very hard for myself.I am getting better now at keeping my mouth shut.But being a security guard,its very important that they not know my real beliefs.Another reason why I am not only more careful what I say,but as my family can tell,I even work things differently on my posts.Not sure because of my position now,what eyes are watching me.I only wished so much that I had not been open before.But that is so true,if you really have something,there is no need to share,and if you don't then you are trying to convince others and yourself.All very hard lessons for me,but I hope I have learned my lesson,and I can only go forward now.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:15 PM

  Fact [/IMG]</var> person who knows things private about you is another who can hold something over you. A friend today can be a foe tommorrow.   "The is strong is strongest when alone."   From: feketekolega <krisz.fekete@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wednesday, April 11, 2012 1:45:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
  [/IMG][email protected], "C Y" <yc28@... wrote: So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone! Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

[/TD]

[/TD]

 

[C Y]

"The is strong is strongest when alone."
Thank you HP Don i love that quote. very inspiring and made me know my self a little more when i read this quote.

 

[[email protected]]

Silence is golden~~~~~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

No shit! And mine are more deeply ingrained then I ever thought.But I know that more I do power meditations and rituals,the more I will learn the importance of silence too.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:37 PM
















 









As the psyche reforms and transforms from the daily practices. The deeper issues that cause such character defects are washed out. Its mainly a result of deeply grained social conditioning.






From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, April 12, 2012 3:25:14 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie


 





So true H P Don.In my misguided passion,I have made things very hard for myself.I am getting better now at keeping my mouth shut.But being a security guard,its very important that they not know my real beliefs.Another reason why I am not only more careful what I say,but as my family can tell,I even work things differently on my posts.Not sure because of my position now,what eyes are watching me.I only wished so much that I had not been open before.But that is so true,if you really have something,there is no need to share,and if you don't then you are trying to convince others and yourself.All very hard lessons for me,but I hope I have learned my lesson,and I can only go forward now.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:


From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:15 PM



 


Fact is some people can's handle the truth and would rather themselves wish to be only told what they want to hear their entire lives. So its better to either ignore or indulge them. For they will make your life annoying as possible if you do not conform to their delusions.
 
This bizzare need humans have to tell others around them things better left unspoken is a weakness. Its a attempt at external vaildation via acceptence of others on your own personal nature and path. Its foolish to even need others to approve of what worldview you hold and a path to misery for most. Every person who knows things private about you is another who can hold something over you. A friend today can be a foe tommorrow.
 
"The is strong is strongest when alone."
 



From: feketekolega <krisz.fekete@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, April 11, 2012 1:45:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie


 

I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do." That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law. I think that was an attack by the enemy... Anyone else experienced this in this week? I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better. So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down. Hail Satan! Hail Astaroth! Hail our Gods! --- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@ wrote:
So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone! Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But
everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.

 

[Hot Guy]

people lie to their parents all the time.

heck even years (and i mean YEARS!!!) before i was interested in satanism (and before i knew what it even was for that matter) i lied to my parents quite often.

when it comes to satanism "LIE YOUR HEART OUT"

as SILENCE REALLY IS GOLDEN.

no joke

Hail Satan

From: "kittyahawk3@..." <kittyahawk3@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, April 16, 2012 12:12 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie

  Silence is golden~~~~~

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

No shit! And mine are more deeply ingrained then I ever thought.But I know that more I do power meditations and rituals,the more I will learn the importance of silence too.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:

From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:37 PM
















 









As the psyche reforms and transforms from the daily practices. The deeper issues that cause such character defects are washed out. Its mainly a result of deeply grained social conditioning.






From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, April 12, 2012 3:25:14 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie


 





So true H P Don.In my misguided passion,I have made things very hard for myself.I am getting better now at keeping my mouth shut.But being a security guard,its very important that they not know my real beliefs.Another reason why I am not only more careful what I say,but as my family can tell,I even work things differently on my posts.Not sure because of my position now,what eyes are watching me.I only wished so much that I had not been open before.But that is so true,if you really have something,there is no need to share,and if you don't then you are trying to convince others and yourself.All very hard lessons for me,but I hope I have learned my lesson,and I can only go forward now.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, Don Danko <mageson6666@... wrote:


From: Don Danko <mageson6666@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 7:15 PM



 


Fact is some people can's handle the truth and would rather themselves wish to be only told what they want to hear their entire lives. So its better to either ignore or indulge them. For they will make your life annoying as possible if you do not conform to their delusions.
 
This bizzare need humans have to tell others around them things better left unspoken is a weakness. Its a attempt at external vaildation via acceptence of others on your own personal nature and path. Its foolish to even need others to approve of what worldview you hold and a path to misery for most. Every person who knows things private about you is another who can hold something over you. A friend today can be a foe tommorrow.
 
"The is strong is strongest when alone."
 



From: feketekolega <krisz.fekete@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, April 11, 2012 1:45:17 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I told my parents a lie


 

I did the same...But I don't know why...2012.04.9 this day was when i told it my mother. And she gone so crazy, but our Father and Astaroth helped for me, and I told a lie. But after that, I feel a something different, when I think I'm an atheist again, but I have to remember, I'm a dedicated Satanist. My life is here close to Satan, and out Gods. I was very happy, when I realized how I'm lucky because, our Father said: "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do." That was the first, and the last time when I'm not do our Father's law. I think that was an attack by the enemy... Anyone else experienced this in this week? I guess you have to go to pyschologist, and you have to behave well, and these things will be better. So sorry, if my english is bad, but i have to read it down. Hail Satan! Hail Astaroth! Hail our Gods! --- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "C Y" <yc28@ wrote:
So i was like really frustrated an nervous. I just told my parents what i am. I am in Spiritual Satanism. I told them what is about ect... not much but they kept threatning of taking me to a psychologist. I told them a lie that was i was going to leave it. BUT i am really NOT i hope Father Satan knows. I DID NOT MEANT To leave Satanism i told the lie of leaving satanism to my parents because my parents were threatning me to take me to the pyschologist. I seriously do not want to go there. I am going to pray to father Satan today about it. Because i made that lie of leaving Satanism TO MY PARENTS so they could leave me alone! Now everything is fine after i told them that they left it But that WAS A LIE about leaving it. I WILL NEVER LEAVE it i just got to becareful now if they discover i am doing it. But
everything is fine. I hope the Gods understand.