The Gods #78352 Is it possible that the Gods will tell you to leave?

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello everyone, brothers and sisters.
I have a question to ask and I am in a state of total panic.

Let me tell you my story: I dedicated myself last year, I found TOZ and the Gods at a time when I was in a state of severe psychosis because of that damn Christianity. Shortly after I found TOZ and learned the truth, Father Zeus came to me in a dream... he was beautiful and told me he would be close to me. A week after that dream, I dedicated myself. Seven days later, I started meditating with the 40-day program and then with Lady Maxine's 6-month program.

Up to that point, everything had gone pretty well, but the problem arose when I finished the six-month program. Unfortunately, I focused on the wrong things and didn't take the course as seriously as I should have. Let me explain: when I came home from work, I was often exhausted, and after meditating, I would collapse on the bed instead of studying in depth. I spent all my energy chasing people and relationships that weren't right for me, instead of cleaning myself up and deprogramming myself. Two mistakes I regret very much are: not connecting much with my GD and always comparing myself to our more powerful brothers, feeling like a nobody and constantly belittling myself. I also tried in every way to be like everyone else, doing exercises that were definitely beyond my capabilities.

Recently, when I noticed that I hadn't made much progress in my spiritual life, my GD scolded me. She told me that I wasn't putting in as much effort as I should and added, “If you're doing all this for nothing, without a specific goal, then leave. But if you're really interested in advancing and progressing, stay and commit yourself!”


Although he was completely right, this sentence shook me and I realized which direction I need to go in.

For a few days now, I have been readjusting my meditation and yoga program to my energy level. So far, everything is going well, but I keep seeing phrases that scare me, such as “sometimes it's good to take a step back,” or “choose wisely,” or even
"Is it really motivation or just fear of the unknown? “


I absolutely do not want to give up! I take responsibility for my mistake, but I really do not want to give up this path... I feel at home. It is true, sometimes I struggle and feel overwhelmed, but that does not mean it is not for me.

Do you think it is possible that they are telling me to give up everything and leave? Because I really do not want to...
Earlier, I asked Father Zeus through my deck to talk to me, and I asked Him exactly this question. The overturned chariot and the star came up, which I reinterpreted as: “I don't want you to leave, but I want you to find your way again.”


I kindly ask you not to be too hard on me, I know I was wrong...
but do you think these are real signs from the Gods, or could it be the enemy taking advantage of my moment of weakness to make me turn back?

Thank you sm and Hail Zeus & The Gods!!

 

[Recycler1337]

I have only one question for you - why are you so sure that you communicate directly with the gods? This is very, very, very rare, usually everyone communicates with the help of signs or something like that. Don't you think that it is your subconscious/part of consciousness that doubts you?

 

[AFODO]

“If you're doing all this for nothing, without a specific goal, then leave. But if you're really interested in advancing and progressing, stay and commit yourself!”

How was this message conveyed to you?

What you are supposed to do every day is aura cleaning and aura of protection, these two are the most fundamental and absolutely necessary to be done every single day by every single Zevists. It can take only 10-20 mins, make sure to not start these on VoC. Tomorrow (Saturday) is a good day to start both.
Then you can add void meditation, trance meditation, yoga.
The next level is purification and chakra empowerment in separate cycles, chakra empowerment can be done on one chakra each day, Sun day is sun chakra, moon day is 6th, and so on.
But you must establish the basics first. 6 month training is quite advanced, some of that can be practiced in the meanwhile but I don't recommend strictly following it as a beginner.
Most of it is about ability training but general advancement is more important as a beginner, you should do some rounds of purification before 3rd month level meditations. 1st month can be done though, as I said AC and AoP is the most important. Instead of chakra meditation chakra spinning can be done as well.

 

[Henu the Great]

No, they would not want that.

When you do not do things that need to be done, it could be said that you might as well leave because you are not achieving what you need to achieve-the result is the same. That is not to say that you should leave, but instead to correct the course to achieve what you need to achieve.

 

[Karnonnos [TG]]

The Chariot reversed is showing you that your anxiety and lack of control (which is natural without having meditated consistently daily) is pushing you towards premature conclusions and every sign you get from the Gods is being distorted by too much worrying, the Star shows you should keep on going with effort as the ability to commit is coming soon.

Bear in mind the 'step back' message could mean stepping back from so much excess mental panic on this and to just reflect.

 

[the_eye_of_anubis]

Hello brother/sister.

In my experience, the Gods will NEVER tell you to leave. At most, they may ‘scold’ you when something is not done properly, but that does not mean they want to chase you away, absolutely not! Sometimes they can be strict, but that is only because they know us better than we know ourselves and are well aware of our potential. They do it only for our own good.



As for the tarot message, I have been reading them for a few years now and I agree with what TG KARNONNOS said. The reversed Chariot is telling you that you are currently a little off track and need to rebalance yourself (the Star is also a healing card).



Focus on the basics and, please, don't hesitate to ask for help if you need it! The Gods will guide you.

HAIL ZEUS AND TEMPLE OF ZEUS!!