MiniMe3388
Well-known member
Hello to all of you!
I have realized how pathetic I have been for a long time. I decided to stop thinking in a negative way about myself and others. I was constantly feeling sorry for myself and causing pain to those around me. I decided to change and stop being so miserable.
I stopped thinking about suicide anymore. Suicide is no solution. After that it is only worse and the next incarnation is even worse and that's why I decided not to run away. A true Satanist fights to the very end, so that's what I decided to do (While watching the series, I had a feeling that a phrase I heard struck my mind. It spoke of fighting to the very end).
Satanism is about being stronger and more confident by gaining knowledge from the Gods. I have never missed a day of meditation or doing rituals and I participate in every schedule that comes up.
I am working on my sacral chakra and I feel it is getting better every day. And I stay away from deluded things.
I won't give up because my problems as a human being are temporary. It's worth it now to suffer a little and endure it all, because in return I will live through infinity together with the Gods.
If any of you think about giving up then think twice. I will never give up and have decided to fight. I will fight all the more because I am a warrior by birth, and warriors do not behave in a pathetic way.
I have been through a lot in my life, and I know that life is not trouble-free, and I am ready to defy any obstacle that comes my way.
I also resolve to be kind and helpful to those around me. Spreading positive things and deeds is much better than negative ones. Other people and I, as a result, feel better.
The Gods are everything to me. They are my saviors from this sick society. I am and will always be grateful to Them for Their help and for Their presence. I am happy to know how wonderful and good beings They are, and I know that they really want the best for every Satanist.
I am forever grateful to Lord Satan and all the Gods for helping me and for being there for me.
I will forever love and worship and honor Them.
Hail Satan!
I have realized how pathetic I have been for a long time. I decided to stop thinking in a negative way about myself and others. I was constantly feeling sorry for myself and causing pain to those around me. I decided to change and stop being so miserable.
I stopped thinking about suicide anymore. Suicide is no solution. After that it is only worse and the next incarnation is even worse and that's why I decided not to run away. A true Satanist fights to the very end, so that's what I decided to do (While watching the series, I had a feeling that a phrase I heard struck my mind. It spoke of fighting to the very end).
Satanism is about being stronger and more confident by gaining knowledge from the Gods. I have never missed a day of meditation or doing rituals and I participate in every schedule that comes up.
I am working on my sacral chakra and I feel it is getting better every day. And I stay away from deluded things.
I won't give up because my problems as a human being are temporary. It's worth it now to suffer a little and endure it all, because in return I will live through infinity together with the Gods.
If any of you think about giving up then think twice. I will never give up and have decided to fight. I will fight all the more because I am a warrior by birth, and warriors do not behave in a pathetic way.
I have been through a lot in my life, and I know that life is not trouble-free, and I am ready to defy any obstacle that comes my way.
I also resolve to be kind and helpful to those around me. Spreading positive things and deeds is much better than negative ones. Other people and I, as a result, feel better.
The Gods are everything to me. They are my saviors from this sick society. I am and will always be grateful to Them for Their help and for Their presence. I am happy to know how wonderful and good beings They are, and I know that they really want the best for every Satanist.
I am forever grateful to Lord Satan and all the Gods for helping me and for being there for me.
I will forever love and worship and honor Them.
Hail Satan!
