I have been attacked in recent months

[Amun'Ra Son]

None of you know me well, but I am also a skilled and well-known writer in my country. I have a sort of personal novel project about writing about our gods in a beautifully subtle way, so that my real believes in them isn't revealed. The intention was to occasionally reveal certain truths in a dramatic, fictional form. What I've noticed and realized is that whenever I return to writing more parts of it, many bad things happen to me: failures in my work despite my efforts, difficult personal problems, a feeling of suffocation while sleeping, nightmares, and sometimes even sleep paralysis... and finally, with all these difficulties, I relapse...

I'm writing about this to figure out what I should do. I often cleanse, meditate, do yoga etc... but these things don't end... I previously read an article here about that those who work for our gods and strive to reveal the truth are fiercely attacked.

So what should I do exactly? I often think about stopping writing, but I promised Azazel before that I wouldn't.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Have you tried Returning curses Part 1 and 2?

Also work heavily with the Aza rune which banishes negativity and your AOP. Breathe in golden light(or another protective color like black, blue or red) for your AOP as much as you can, perhaps 100 a day, or whatever you're comfortable with. HPHC has said that we should have a fat aura of protection, meaning the more dense the AOP is, the less the enemy be able to hurt you. This will be built over time.

https://satanslibrary.org/English/HP_Hooded_Cobra/Greys_and_Emotions_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf

More information is there. Try to tune them out as well, don't think of them or(worse) try to feel them.

I don't know how well this works, but positive vibrations from you may also ward them off. Trying playing a song or music that makes you feel very positive, you will emit strong positive emotions which could ward them off as well. This may no work if the attacks are from advanced enemies like greys, and since you're doing something for the Gods, they're most likely from them.

Idk if this is necessary, but if the curses are hebrew in origin, doing the FRTR schedule could help as well perhaps? I don't think this would work if it's from greys though. Experiment and see what works for you.

 

[the_eye_of_anubis]

Greetings dear brother.

Let me start by saying that your project is truly noble and you must absolutely follow through with it. Writing is a form of art and it's also obvious that Lord Apollo told you not to stop, because He Himself is a Creator of Art and Beauty. He would surely want his disciple to cultivate his artistic talent, the Gods WANT US to do that!
Writing is a way in which thoughts, emotions, and visions take shape through words. Its value grows even more when it is set down on paper, because it becomes something permanent, capable of enduring through time. It is no coincidence that we can still read manuscripts and testimonies from the past today: they have remained intact, like bridges connecting distant eras and allowing us to still hear the voices of those who came before us.


What is happening to you, although difficult and negative, is "normal" for two reasons:

- The enemy hates anything related to Art and Creativity, as he himself is incapable of creating. This can be seen in the fact that everything present in his lies is a poor copy of what belongs to our Religion.

- You want to talk about the Gods. In a subtle way, ok , but you still want to spread the Truth about Them. Do I need to say more? He doesn't want people to discover the Truth, because that would expose his whole charade (which is slowly already happening).

Therefore, please don't give up and bring your project to life. Strengthen your AoP, ask your GD to support and help you if the situation becomes unbearable, but don't stop. You'll see that in the end, it will have been worth it.

Take care and HAIL ZEUS!!

 

[Edward666]

If your plan allows you to empower the Gods without exposing yourself to too much danger, go for it. Ask your Guardian Demon for guidance and ask if this is the right choice.

From an initial analysis, what is happening to you could be related to the enemy's energies.
Make sure to do AoP.

 

[Amun'Ra Son]

Greetings dear brother.

Let me start by saying that your project is truly noble and you must absolutely follow through with it. Writing is a form of art and it's also obvious that Lord Apollo told you not to stop, because He Himself is a Creator of Art and Beauty. He would surely want his disciple to cultivate his artistic talent, the Gods WANT US to do that!
Writing is a way in which thoughts, emotions, and visions take shape through words. Its value grows even more when it is set down on paper, because it becomes something permanent, capable of enduring through time. It is no coincidence that we can still read manuscripts and testimonies from the past today: they have remained intact, like bridges connecting distant eras and allowing us to still hear the voices of those who came before us.


What is happening to you, although difficult and negative, is "normal" for two reasons:

- The enemy hates anything related to Art and Creativity, as he himself is incapable of creating. This can be seen in the fact that everything present in his lies is a poor copy of what belongs to our Religion.

- You want to talk about the Gods. In a subtle way, ok , but you still want to spread the Truth about Them. Do I need to say more? He doesn't want people to discover the Truth, because that would expose his whole charade (which is slowly already happening).

Therefore, please don't give up and bring your project to life. Strengthen your AoP, ask your GD to support and help you if the situation becomes unbearable, but don't stop. You'll see that in the end, it will have been worth it.

Take care and HAIL ZEUS!!

Actually, one part has already been published and has been quite successful, and the second is still being written, so I haven't stopped and I won't stop...

I speak about the gods in this way—as I explained—for one reason: we live in a country that restricts freedoms, and it could even lead to a serious threat to my life. People here are completely obsessed with their foolish religiosity.

Anyway, I'm very grateful for your reply; it has given me a great incentive to continue and keep my promise to Apollo.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

None of you know me well, but I am also a skilled and well-known writer in my country. I have a sort of personal novel project about writing about our gods in a beautifully subtle way, so that my real believes in them isn't revealed. The intention was to occasionally reveal certain truths in a dramatic, fictional form. What I've noticed and realized is that whenever I return to writing more parts of it, many bad things happen to me: failures in my work despite my efforts, difficult personal problems, a feeling of suffocation while sleeping, nightmares, and sometimes even sleep paralysis... and finally, with all these difficulties, I relapse...

I'm writing about this to figure out what I should do. I often cleanse, meditate, do yoga etc... but these things don't end... I previously read an article here about that those who work for our gods and strive to reveal the truth are fiercely attacked.

So what should I do exactly? I often think about stopping writing, but I promised Azazel before that I wouldn't.

Greetings, Brother! Thank you for your existence.

Did you try these powerful meditations against the Enemy:

Returning Curses Part 1

Returning Curses Part 2

High Priestess Maxine often told that the enemy especially hates those who do important work and attacks specifically during doing this work, which might include sudden switching off one's computer when writing the important message so that one has to re-write it again and again etc. And she created these meditations specifically for this. They might be done one or more Lunar cycles as you feel fit.

You probably already know this one too:

Aura Of Protection

If you feel that this one is not enough, best way is to do 36 vibrations Surya or your beloved Solar mantra into your aura imagining it lightening up brighter as Sun Light with every round, then affirm that you are safe in every way.

I found that using runes is very effective: for example, vibrate into your Chakras these runes: Algiz and Tyr / Tiwaz 10 each or any amount of times you see fit with the chosen affirmation.

Here is only one example how runes might be vibrated into the self:

A - into the base
L - into the crown
G - into the left temple
Iz - into the right temple

Ty - into the spine column from base to crown, vibration ending in the crown
R - into both temples, or first in one them in the other in the order of your choice.

Or

Ti [vibrated Teeee] - into the spine column from base to crown, vibration ending in the crown
Waz - in both temples, or W - in one, Az - in another in the order of your choice.

These are just examples.

Start it at any time according our Calendar when AoP can be started and do it every day non stop for eternity.

Be blessed Brother and let ALL your projects realize!!!

 

[Demonic]

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As suggested by brother Edward, aura of protection is best course of action. If you feel these are attacks use algiz, its good while being under attack.
Use solar energies to build an AOP.

If things escalate and feels overwhelming do Gods ritual and ask for help.