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Violet Blaqk

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For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
well. this situation, i believe is the fact that you may be getting attacked.

the sources could vary. it might be your friend, it could be the enemy, it could also be probably a medical condition.

i suggest that you first, shield yourself using the "aura of protection".

you can also check out the "removing entities and beings from your chakras" link in the meditation page in the website.

that could help getting rid of any and all entities getting in your way.

there might be a chance that your friend could be "praying" for you.

if thats so, program your aura to repel the energies back at her.

i suggest white-gold energy from the sun.

until then, you can cleanse and align your chakras to heal them.

hope this helps

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Violet Blaqk" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
Close ur chakras,n do what haizuru said,if u already familiar with energy manipulation,meditate,feel ur aura,is there any negative spot?We're working with energy here,all u got to do is build n heal ur protective aura,strengthen it,n program it to repel the energy,u can redirect the energy,n program it using isa to cloak the energy,gebo to bind to them,9 times,a bindrune of both look like 1 of the glyph of hagl.U can use thor to empower n heal the protective aura.

On Thu, 04 Aug 2011 19:53 PDT Haizuru Ishida wrote:

Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
Thank you all for advice. I thought I'd let you know how it went for me tonight. I'm about to try to repel negative energy from my place, but at the moment I'm feeling better. I prayed to Father Satan to help block away the negative energy surrounding me long enough to concentrate on performing the aura of protection meditation. Because when I was going to my room to relax and do so, I felt myself getting dizzy, getting extremely tired and I didn't feel like myself. I didn't even act like myself. I even felt a stab into my lungs which hurt me and it was complicated to breathe. I asked Father Satan to keep it away long enough to start my first of many aura of protection meditations which I will be doing everyday from now on.

After I prayed, seconds after I felt like myself again and began the meditation. I felt myself getting better after I did the protection but the battle isn't over. I need to protect my place and hope that when I'm in public again I won't be a target and be dropped down in public in front of people.

If there's any advice for what I should do now, I'm all open for suggestions still. I'm not completely safe yet. But I thank you all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 7:53 PM PDT Haizuru Ishida wrote:

Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
David, I know she isn't praying for me. She used to talk to me about "God" and then turned around to perform magic. This is useful advice and I will consider it. What sucks is every time I read how to use the Aura of protection, I forget it immediately. I've read it at least 5 times. I've read sermon's once and I have remembered them with no problem at all. My boyfriend is going to have to walk me through the aura of protection while I do it. Because for some reason I'm not able to remember how to do it. It was one of the first things I read in the JoS website.
But I will look up the removing entities and beings from you chakras link. I'm willing to try just about anything.
HAIL SATAN!
From: David <garimevil@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, August 4, 2011 9:22 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I have a problem that I need advice/help with.

  well. this situation, i believe is the fact that you may be getting attacked.

the sources could vary. it might be your friend, it could be the enemy, it could also be probably a medical condition.

i suggest that you first, shield yourself using the "aura of protection".

you can also check out the "removing entities and beings from your chakras" link in the meditation page in the website.

that could help getting rid of any and all entities getting in your way.

there might be a chance that your friend could be "praying" for you.

if thats so, program your aura to repel the energies back at her.

i suggest white-gold energy from the sun.

until then, you can cleanse and align your chakras to heal them.

hope this helps

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Violet Blaqk" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!

 
Sent from my LG phone

David <garimevil@... wrote:

well. this situation, i believe is the fact that you may be getting attacked.

the sources could vary. it might be your friend, it could be the enemy, it could also be probably a medical condition.

i suggest that you first, shield yourself using the "aura of protection".

you can also check out the "removing entities and beings from your chakras" link in the meditation page in the website.

that could help getting rid of any and all entities getting in your way.

there might be a chance that your friend could be "praying" for you.

if thats so, program your aura to repel the energies back at her.

i suggest white-gold energy from the sun.

until then, you can cleanse and align your chakras to heal them.

hope this helps

HAIL SATAN!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Violet Blaqk" <violetblaqk@... wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
I will do that tonight. Thank you so much. But there's also another issue. It's not just my place anymore. It has gotten so bad that even when I leave my apartment, to go see my parents or go take a walk. I can feel myself being drained out in the open. Earlier I was taking a relaxing walk with my boyfriend. The energy in the air felt nice and calm. Until I took a sit down at a park. I could feel it creeping up. And I couldn't see anyone that looked familiar. But I got dizzy that I almost fell into a light pole. What should I do then?
HAIL SATAN!
From: Haizuru Ishida <wolfguardian1@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, August 4, 2011 9:53 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] I have a problem that I need advice/help with.

  Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!

 
<td val[/IMG]good advice there. i just want to put in maybe you have a medical issue? it could be from eating/drinking habits. i hope things improve for you Hail Satan!

--- On Thu, 8/4/11, Haizuru Ishida <wolfguardian1@... wrote:
From: Haizuru Ishida <wolfguardian1@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] I have a problem that I need advice/help with.
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, August 4, 2011, 7:53 PM

  Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
[/TD]
 
Doesnt sound like a good friend to me.Any xian friends u have,kick them to the curb.I think u should do a destruction ritual on that xian bitch friend of yours before she sends anymore negative energy yoiur way.
Sent from my LG phone

Haizuru Ishida <wolfguardian1@... wrote:

Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
You seem to be in a difficult situation... probably being attacked constantly... i've been to a similar situation... not very pleasant... i would suggest closing your chakras instantly... then i would suggest to go to a place where you feel comfortable... you need to access your inner fire... your mind will tell you to let go... but you have to resist this thought... it is of the enemy... the only thought in your mind is "fight, fight all harmful entities"... any other thought is a distraction... i will send you energy to support you... be careful with your health... see a doctor just to be sure

Write to us about anything new!

Hail Father Satan
Hail Purson

On Fri, Aug 5, 2011 at 10:37 AM, Natasha Ruiz <violetblaqk@... wrote:
  Thank you all for advice. I thought I'd let you know how it went for me tonight. I'm about to try to repel negative energy from my place, but at the moment I'm feeling better. I prayed to Father Satan to help block away the negative energy surrounding me long enough to concentrate on performing the aura of protection meditation. Because when I was going to my room to relax and do so, I felt myself getting dizzy, getting extremely tired and I didn't feel like myself. I didn't even act like myself. I even felt a stab into my lungs which hurt me and it was complicated to breathe. I asked Father Satan to keep it away long enough to start my first of many aura of protection meditations which I will be doing everyday from now on.

After I prayed, seconds after I felt like myself again and began the meditation. I felt myself getting better after I did the protection but the battle isn't over. I need to protect my place and hope that when I'm in public again I won't be a target and be dropped down in public in front of people.

If there's any advice for what I should do now, I'm all open for suggestions still. I'm not completely safe yet. But I thank you all who helped.

HAIL SATAN!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 7:53 PM PDT Haizuru Ishida wrote:

Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 
Have I thought of a medical condition? Of course. But I eat as much or more than I can handle. I'm 5'2" and 100 lbs. I've been this way for years and I've never had this issue until very recently. I just thought it was strangely odd of how weird it has been for the past month for me. I keep to a regular diet of eating and fluids. But ever since I told my friend things have been off all around me. She even told me that some old friends of ours (who like her do black magic) was trying to find me to say hi. Which was days after I told her I was going to dedicate myself to Father Satan. And I haven't heard from them in years. I didn't perform anything with them. I accepted them for years, never said a word of what they did.

Only she knew where I lived and ever since I haven't felt right. Today I started off fine until I left my place. I can't keep my head straight for the life of me. But I'm not going to stop what I'm doing because they want to be childish. I'm going to keep up with the aura of protection and making sure my place stays safe. I'm going to continue to pray to father Satan. But they haven't told me why. I wonder what I did so wrong. Because I don't see it.

HAIL SATAN!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 9:35 PM PDT Allyson Ford wrote:

good advice there. i just want to put in maybe you have a medical issue? it could be from eating/drinking habits. i hope things improve for you
Hail Satan!

--- On Thu, 8/4/11, Haizuru Ishida <wolfguardian1@... wrote:


From: Haizuru Ishida <wolfguardian1@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] I have a problem that I need advice/help with.
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, August 4, 2011, 7:53 PM


 



Sounds like you're in a really bad spot...
Do this...

Try cleansing your place out of any negative energies. Meditation is one thing but cleansing the place you live in is another.

Do a banishing ritual..
It could be that your "friend" is screwing you over with her "prayers" which opens a door for "angels" and other nazarene ilk.

Do the aura of protection meditation. This would help to keep anything that's possibly leeching you, away.

Also barricade your place against negative energy. Just see golden light surrounding every corner of your apartment. Program it to repel negative energies and the like.

Ave Satanas!

On Thu Aug 4th, 2011 5:53 PM EDT Violet Blaqk wrote:

For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.

Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.

I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.


About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.

Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.

HAIL SATAN!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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