Violet Blaqk
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For the past month, I've been trying to overcome a problem. But today, it got worst. At random times I feel like my energy is being drained from me and I fall down. When I fall down, sometimes I hit my head and I forget for a few minutes what is going on, then I remember everything and try to go on with my day. It first starts out with my head getting dizzy, or my legs getting weak for no reason. Just the other day I was standing still and my legs collapsed on me. Which I'm glad my knee didn't get busted for since it is what broke my fall.
Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.
I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.
About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.
Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.
HAIL SATAN!
Today, I was walking down my hall-way and my legs collapsed on me. I fell down and I couldn't get up for a few minutes. I couldn't lift myself up and I tried. I even told myself to ignore it and get up, but I couldn't. My boyfriend walked in and had to help me get up, which was a task.
I meditate everyday, I read the JoS site everyday and I'm working on opening my third eye which is going great. And I feel great after I do it.
About a month ago, I finally confronted an old friend of mine of Eight years that I have been looking to dedicate myself to Father Satan. She was not thrilled about it, criticized me, and ever since I've been having issues. And she's a hypocrite xian. My friend and other old friends of mine practices black magic, and has for years. My pendulum came up missing [I have it usually in an specific place], and every time I walk into my place I feel uneasy and I don't want to be there.
Please, if anyone has advice, I'll take it. I'm scared to walk around and I've all ready almost hit my head on the stairs going to my apartment. Thank you for reading.
HAIL SATAN!