angryshaman666
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- Dec 2, 2006
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I've been meditating on my 6th chakra for the last week again since I feel as though this is what the gods led me to work on.
I notice so much more energy now and my awareness of my surroundings and energy noticeably increases on a daily basis now.
Well when I go out in public people around me seem to be influence by my thoughts now, especially girls.
This is very good, because once I'm advanced enough I wanted to find the right kind of girl to influence with sex magic and try to teach her the truth, get her dedicated and teach her all the meditations I know work for me and of course I have the JOS meditations library printed off as well.
For the longest time I've felt alone and spiteful until finding Satan and the truth and began meditating daily.
It's been one year since then but now that I've been making so much progress my thoughts are lately too intense for me to keep up with.
Much of my meditations in the last few days have been hours of void meditation and just sleeping off the aftereffects of all these new energies.
Even my ability to control my body's structure has improved to the point where I can speed up and control the growth of my muscle mass as long as I have enough to eat.
I now generate enough energy on my own that when I wake up in the morning my hands feel like a hot stovetop and especially in my fingertips.
My spine and stomach regions and the back of my neck also generate as much heat.
And since I literally have nothing else to do during the day since I'm basically blacklisted from the job market, I spend most of my time meditating, working out, drawing art projects here and there or doing internet warfare to make productive use of my time.
I have 20 years of wasted time to make up for and nothing else to live for except to destroy the jews, complete the magnum opus and raise as many people as I can to the truth and ultimately the same path to godhood.
However what I've never had the chance to enjoy is to find a girl to settle down with and the loneliness even gets to me from time to time.
Lately these hangups have been hitting me HARD due to the freeing of so much of my mind so quickly and so I've had to slow down my training a bit to void meditate more and attain balance.
Bad memories also keep worming their way up to the surface like a geyser of repressed insanity and this has had me on edge since friday.
But considering how much I've accomplished just since moving into this new apartment I have a VERY good feeling about this year.
One day I do plan to find a girl (or girls) to bring into this glorious Satanic life as a soldier of hell as well and build a new life elsewhere while doing as much as I can to bring this satanic truth to the world.
First I need to empower myself and reach a certain level of control and higher consciousness.
I will continue my meditations and training in earnest.
Nothing has ever felt so amazing in my life and it just keeps getting better!
HAIL SATAN!
GLORY TO THE GODS OF HELL!
I notice so much more energy now and my awareness of my surroundings and energy noticeably increases on a daily basis now.
Well when I go out in public people around me seem to be influence by my thoughts now, especially girls.
This is very good, because once I'm advanced enough I wanted to find the right kind of girl to influence with sex magic and try to teach her the truth, get her dedicated and teach her all the meditations I know work for me and of course I have the JOS meditations library printed off as well.
For the longest time I've felt alone and spiteful until finding Satan and the truth and began meditating daily.
It's been one year since then but now that I've been making so much progress my thoughts are lately too intense for me to keep up with.
Much of my meditations in the last few days have been hours of void meditation and just sleeping off the aftereffects of all these new energies.
Even my ability to control my body's structure has improved to the point where I can speed up and control the growth of my muscle mass as long as I have enough to eat.
I now generate enough energy on my own that when I wake up in the morning my hands feel like a hot stovetop and especially in my fingertips.
My spine and stomach regions and the back of my neck also generate as much heat.
And since I literally have nothing else to do during the day since I'm basically blacklisted from the job market, I spend most of my time meditating, working out, drawing art projects here and there or doing internet warfare to make productive use of my time.
I have 20 years of wasted time to make up for and nothing else to live for except to destroy the jews, complete the magnum opus and raise as many people as I can to the truth and ultimately the same path to godhood.
However what I've never had the chance to enjoy is to find a girl to settle down with and the loneliness even gets to me from time to time.
Lately these hangups have been hitting me HARD due to the freeing of so much of my mind so quickly and so I've had to slow down my training a bit to void meditate more and attain balance.
Bad memories also keep worming their way up to the surface like a geyser of repressed insanity and this has had me on edge since friday.
But considering how much I've accomplished just since moving into this new apartment I have a VERY good feeling about this year.
One day I do plan to find a girl (or girls) to bring into this glorious Satanic life as a soldier of hell as well and build a new life elsewhere while doing as much as I can to bring this satanic truth to the world.
First I need to empower myself and reach a certain level of control and higher consciousness.
I will continue my meditations and training in earnest.
Nothing has ever felt so amazing in my life and it just keeps getting better!
HAIL SATAN!
GLORY TO THE GODS OF HELL!
