Ave Satanas my brothers and sisters and all the HPs.
I have been with this group since 2005 when i did my BD.Right now i am at my lowest point in my heart is completely broken,I am weak right now to the point i cant do anything to fight back and do,,,I dont even know at this point what.Heres my story,please bear with me trying to explain this.Well my sons dad who lives with me an my son is completely destroying me inside"the dad",he's a atheist/wannabe xian whos in denial but i know him an what he is after being with him for 11 and ahalf years.He tells me he wants to bury me in the ground like im a piece of shit,I pay all the bills and support him and my son as well and every day he tells me hes just using me because i have a nice place to live i even buy toilet paper so he can wipe his ass and toothbrushes for him ect.but not anymore I am not.Now he called the cops on me for domestic for no reason(I didn't even know he called them on me) to try to get me out of here cause i took his key to my place away since hes leeching off me for years i cant take it no more!No one will help me! i just want to fucking dieeeeeeeeee and i dont care ive given up on ever finding love.So the cops said one of us had to leave cause he called saying its domestic which ive been staying in my bedroom every day constantly to advoid him I shouldnt have to live like that in my own place but i do cause he will not leave the house..I dont even speak to him unless its about our son, which btw i baptised him my son Satanicaly my son asked me to do this on his own and that i did for him gladly an whole heartedly.I know this is my fault for allowing this to go on but i am stuck i have no one to help me get away from him,he abuses me every day without fail.I am strong but i do have my breaking points i even looked online to check into a hospitol cause I dont want to live anymore.I need one of my brothers or sisters to please do a spell on him for me and in return when im on my feet again i will greatfully return the favor for my family here.Thank all of yous for your time reading this and for every one who helps me.I wouldn't be asking for help if i truely didnt need protection and for revenge on his ass an for him to get the heck out asap but i am just to weak right now.i feel bad for even bothering my family here i know every ones got their own problems too and thats why i am sorry.
I have been with this group since 2005 when i did my BD.Right now i am at my lowest point in my heart is completely broken,I am weak right now to the point i cant do anything to fight back and do,,,I dont even know at this point what.Heres my story,please bear with me trying to explain this.Well my sons dad who lives with me an my son is completely destroying me inside"the dad",he's a atheist/wannabe xian whos in denial but i know him an what he is after being with him for 11 and ahalf years.He tells me he wants to bury me in the ground like im a piece of shit,I pay all the bills and support him and my son as well and every day he tells me hes just using me because i have a nice place to live i even buy toilet paper so he can wipe his ass and toothbrushes for him ect.but not anymore I am not.Now he called the cops on me for domestic for no reason(I didn't even know he called them on me) to try to get me out of here cause i took his key to my place away since hes leeching off me for years i cant take it no more!No one will help me! i just want to fucking dieeeeeeeeee and i dont care ive given up on ever finding love.So the cops said one of us had to leave cause he called saying its domestic which ive been staying in my bedroom every day constantly to advoid him I shouldnt have to live like that in my own place but i do cause he will not leave the house..I dont even speak to him unless its about our son, which btw i baptised him my son Satanicaly my son asked me to do this on his own and that i did for him gladly an whole heartedly.I know this is my fault for allowing this to go on but i am stuck i have no one to help me get away from him,he abuses me every day without fail.I am strong but i do have my breaking points i even looked online to check into a hospitol cause I dont want to live anymore.I need one of my brothers or sisters to please do a spell on him for me and in return when im on my feet again i will greatfully return the favor for my family here.Thank all of yous for your time reading this and for every one who helps me.I wouldn't be asking for help if i truely didnt need protection and for revenge on his ass an for him to get the heck out asap but i am just to weak right now.i feel bad for even bothering my family here i know every ones got their own problems too and thats why i am sorry.