How do you get over sexual hang-ups?

[unseeliegirl]

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Arya Satana]

Too much information!!!!!

Nah, Im just joking, you turned to the right place.

Power meditation, consistently, will help.

Power meditation cleanses our bodies, like tidying up a messy house.

Hail Satan

 

[Yoyo]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

I remember back when i was blinded.And i laugh.Seriously.When i wanted to masturbate,i never felt guilt.Never.

But the more i was going into christianity,the more guilt i felt.
I was about to destroy myself and everything i had built.( I was researching my whole 15 years of life,for The Truth and Information about Spirituality.)

Then,One Day i came to JoS.It was Satan's Call.A little bit more into xianity's program,and i would be lost.LOST.

I read everything.And for about 7 days i had so much guilt.So much.Mixed with Fear.But i kept reading the Site till it Got Inside my MIND,TO clean it up.

www.exposingchristianity.com This Site helped me much more than anything.Aside with Luciferian Liberation Front.

JoS Saved my Life Mentally,Spiritually and Physically.

So,i Sucked all my Fear.And done my dedication rite.This was like 8 months ago.

Now,i cannot longer be Blinded or Fooled by Xianity.I enjoy life and i can see clearly.I think i did the correct turn in the correct time.

Satanism is About the Self,But remember.Satan is our God.We praise and Help Him.

Help Yourself,Free yourself.You will experiance immunity and transformation.And much struggle in the way.But be ready.The Light is Visible and CAN be touched.

Meditate Daily,And do some physical exercise.With Satan's Guidance,we can do absolutely ANYTHING WE CAN IMAGINE.

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL AZAZEL!
HAIL PAIMON!
HAIL TO ANY DEMON AND SOUL UNDER SATAN!

 

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

Well, although im new here i think the best way to get over sexual hang ups is meditation.

 

[Anonymous]

Perhaps we ccould chat. I use to feel the same about things when I was younger. Filthy christians told me masterbation was a sin. Wich in fact is complete bull. From my own experiance the way to rid this to the way wich they forbid. Satanists do not do the ways of Christians. And we certainly do not have closed mindedness to sexuality, in fact there are some days I would willingly now admit a lot that i would not back then.

Hail Satan

Btw I'm on messenger:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[stan]

in your home or in school if you are living with a psychic vampire then it hard to overcome this .

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Satan's Child" <kanemohrra666@... wrote:





Perhaps we ccould chat. I use to feel the same about things when I was younger. Filthy christians told me masterbation was a sin. Wich in fact is complete bull. From my own experiance the way to rid this to the way wich they forbid. Satanists do not do the ways of Christians. And we certainly do not have closed mindedness to sexuality, in fact there are some days I would willingly now admit a lot that i would not back then.

Hail Satan

Btw I'm on messenger:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@ wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Kate]

I hate to admit it, but the xains arnt completely off here.. You shouldn't go sleeping around or having sex with People you don't know.. Your body is sort of a "temple". It's how you portray yourself to the world, and how alot of people are going to judge you by. As for the porno, or being attracted to some men, I would suggest maybe getting some books about sex, convince your mind it's completely normal to feel how you do. Alot of answers on this website are "meditate about it" a d true it can help, but I think that's just our way of the xains saying pray about it. It doesn't really give advice, because I'm sure you already tried that simple answer before telling us this, especially sin e it's a very personal issue.... Hope I helped though :] hail Satan!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@... wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol, but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang ups?

Hail Satan!

 

[Allison P]

I say, why not do both? Meditate, read, and whatever else
comes to mind. Basically, use whatever methods are at your
disposal to fix yourself. Deprogramming yourself from xianity takes
quite a while in some cases. What it comes down to, I believe, is
how deeply you were immersed in xianity. If it has a strong hold on
you, then naturally it'll take longer to rid yourself of some
of the more tenacious hang ups. However you end up
achieving it, I wish you the best of luck! You will overcome it
with perseverance. Hail Satan!

On 7/9/10, Kate <katedeem@... wrote:
I hate to admit it, but the xains arnt completely off here.. You shouldn't
go sleeping around or having sex with People you don't know.. Your body is
sort of a "temple". It's how you portray yourself to the world, and how alot
of people are going to judge you by. As for the porno, or being attracted to
some men, I would suggest maybe getting some books about sex, convince your
mind it's completely normal to feel how you do. Alot of answers on this
website are "meditate about it" a d true it can help, but I think that's
just our way of the xains saying pray about it. It doesn't really give
advice, because I'm sure you already tried that simple answer before telling
us this, especially sin e it's a very personal issue.... Hope I helped
though :] hail Satan!!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "unseeliegirl" <unseeliegirl@...
wrote:

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this.
I need help, lol. ._.
I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a
SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity,
saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and being the temple of
that false god and filthy holy spirit.
This has taken a serious toll on my body image, body, and sexuality, to
say the least.

I think my GDs and Father Satan gently pointed this out to me.

I get *really* guilty when I have erotic dreams with this Demon and wake
up, and even though I get turned on by good looking men and stuff from the
media, I get serious guilt.

Now, I don't think I am going to go on a pornographic-viewing spree, lol,
but I was wondering what has helped others in getting over negative body
image, concerning sexuality, short of having sex with other people (which
isn't on my agenda right now, or anytime soon.)

What has helped you in getting over your own insecurities and sexual hang
ups?

Hail Satan!