How can I overcome my own brain?

[Sacred Zucchini]

Greetings, fellow travelers. I need advice or a perspective from those who have gone through the process of breaking down their old personality and rebuilding their Will.

But I've encountered a serious opponent within myself. I grew up in a difficult family system: my grandmother was a classic domestic tyrant-vampire, and my mother was a perpetual victim without any will of her own. From childhood, I was "trained" to be their food, to serve their emotions, and to endure humiliation. I absorbed this program of a slave and victim at a subconscious level.

I physically escaped them to another continent, but mentally this rot is still within me. I've discovered that I have a masochistic mindset. My inner "Beast" demands pain and filth.

Relationships: I'm drawn to female vampires who see me only as a resource and food. I've realized that I like being devoured. Normal, constructive relationships seem bland; my Spirit sleeps, and my "body" demands drama.

Self-sabotage: As soon as I reach high vibrations (routine, practices, purity), the self-destructive program kicks in. An inner voice whispers, "You are not worthy of strength, return to the dirt." Recently, I relapsed into smoking after a long break simply to feel guilt and punish myself.

I understand that this is a test of the Spirit. I understand that I must kill this "Victim" within myself and sever the ties that bind me to the ancestral program of weakness. But the withdrawal is terrible. When I don't feed my demons with pain, a dead silence descends, and I feel a sense of total loneliness. It seems that in the "pure" world, I'm not needed by anyone, because I've forgotten how to be anything other than "food."

Question for practitioners: How did you cope with similar setbacks? How did you fill the void when you gave up suffering as a source of energy? How to reshape consciousness to stop attracting parasites and start seeing yourself as a Warrior, not a victim?

I would be grateful for practical advice, perhaps some consciousness cleansing techniques or practices for strengthening willpower that have helped you.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings, Brother!

Unfortunately I have no answer you would probably expect, because I work with these situations in some different way, yet there is something to think about when you try to avoid this or that energies' expressions in life or try to force yourself to be this and not that while your subconscious demands something different. I mean that the subconscious might have its own technical reasons to pull things in their directions despite of the life role.

There are different types of strength. Some people are soft and unable to protect themselves because for their specific type of strength to be fully manifested they need extreme softness and sweetness. Strength is just raw energy, it is not "this" or "that" good or evil, we make it so by how current culture teach us to perceive it and how as a result we expect things to be. A lot of people in 21 century are programmed that "to be soft and ultra delicate is bad because this is not how people survive etc". Why? Because survival became some kind of ideal in this century, while in 16 century delicacy, sweetness, humility, ability to endlessly endure might have sounded more desirable, because this was how long term things were made such as building one temple all your life (60 years +) or serving one master all your life. Humility and long humble dedication was how people lived and did things. As a result Pisces epoch provided more valuable things: people who did them dedicated to them their whole lives - on the upside. On the downside yes, there were a lot of victims of varies types of abuse. I do not propagandize I just say that forcing yourself into what you are naturally not might be dictated by culture and idea that "only so you might survive" which might be dictated by current mainstream not by nature nor by how things might originally be designed to be.

A lot of us, artists, scientists, and other people who's focus is outside of their self and whose major purpose is not their individual survival, are exactly your type, yet not all of us are in some unhealthy links. "Food" is how we are used and called by psychopathic mainstream of this age and those empty who needs "food". Whores, gigolo, egocentric orcs seeking money and pleasures and not knowing what is impact into civilization. We simply do not choose them - not because we can say no (we can't), but rather because we have already chosen higher purpose rather than them.

Being "food" usually have the same root in the chart in the lower octave as being extremely resourceful person in the higher octave of the same configurations. This can be redirected to dedicating full time to building instead of feeding black holes. Understanding that you attract "food" feeding whores/gigolo because you are resourceful and that this resource might have been dedicated to the higher purpose instead, I think, will change the course. Self sacrifice is not bad, it is beautiful and needs a worthy purpose.

Long story short you do not need to force change your beautiful nature. You were given your prominent Neptune (or whatever makes you so beautiful) for a reason. You have a purpose. Higher one. Do not look at how kikes see us and try to use us - for them EVERYONE is a resource, even a warrior. Look what they have done to the best of men? They genocided them in 1st and 2d World Wars. Sometimes extremely Yang people might be more vulnerable because they first act then think. This is not only soft sweet beauties that are eatable. Kikes can eat everything, literally every energy in the universe. They are omnivores.

What you and everyone despite of their natures DO need is to find a purpose, to find a proper riverbed for their natures whatever these natures might be. Every nature is beautiful in its high octave. Resourceful person full of sweet emotional staying power ready to provide tons of love 24/7 for 100+ years non stop, to child-bear or creation-bear for eternity and to completely dissolve in a loved one to heal them is also a great energy reservoir worthy of being used by Gods not wasted on local whorehouse.

You are a Desire and a Reward awaiting for so many real Zevist Heroes, why and by whom are you told to be either used by every mudshark around or not to be yourself at all forced into the path alien to you soul? We are not designed for kikes giving us two options: either you submit to being "strong" corporate orc you do not want to be or you get eaten by those who are. I do not think this is up to kikes to decide. Zeus decided to create real Ladies and Gentlemen for a reason, probably because Gentile civilization needs them, not today mainstream Frankenstein monsters.

Real Gentlemen can't "answer women back" not because they are weak but because they are too strong for this and because they respect the Beauty in themselves and in the Creation that women represent with their sweetest delicacy. We are soft because we can afford this.

Yet you do not need to prove your Beauty by marrying the unworthy. They are not for marriage. Just show mercy to them as Real Man should do, but marry The Lady of Honor, modest, noble, resourceful and as royally unprotective as you are. And let your both extreme resources serve Gods and their agenda. There are a lot of such pairs of two sweetest people, two Neptunians in higher octave, two healers, two artists who cleanse worlds with their art etc.

Chart provides endless potentials of riverbeds for things that usually when left undirected, attract vampires who feed off of them. Water houses are known to be houses of talents, shamanic gifts and spiritual gifts. They are to be channeled into profession. Art that evolves humans out of apes, science that returns maths back to sacred geometry and chemistry back to alchemy, endless divination talents, etc. When the resource is not anymore free but get directed somewhere, it is not anymore attracting vampires because vampires come on a smell of a freebie resource being left unchecked. When all energies are "busy" nothing is left for a vampire.

There are so many vampires I think because there is too much free unchecked resources around being stuck, because in materialist society of wild capitalism there are no too much riverbeds for the overwhelming majority of Gentile Soul's talents. Wild capitalism is designed for kike soul that is much more narrow and has much less talents to realize, thus needing not so many riverbeds. So we have to yet find our riverbeds and may feel very bad without that strong impact our Soul is originally designed to make. Because our powerful energies stuck.

In my view strong desire to be a victim comes from extreme chart energy such as that of the critical degree being stuck and desperately needing a riverbed or at least a vampire to open up a flow and release our *Primal Gentile Instinct to Give* from painful restriction. Our Soul seeks realization. The difference is that the real impact serves the society while a vampire stands between us and society eating our impact and not letting it go further into civilization. This is how natural vampires kikes stopped the civilization growth. They stood in the way of our energy and ate it from reaching its destination point.

If you wish to invest into the specific person this person has to be extremely important so that they channel your mutual energies further into their creations to pass them into civilization further. A vampire just eats, it does not build things further nor extend them into any civilization.

The subconscious resists to acting in the alien way because it demands the riverbed for the energies. This is how I see this. You just have too much energies that now are going into feeding someone just out of pity because these energies "want to feed" - they are designed to feed someone or something. They are seeking their purpose. If you give them the purpose such as for example translation ToZ materials, helping people here etc or in any noble affair that would enhance the Gods' agenda on Earth, and dedicate your life to this, they will not bother you anymore because they will be "busy" and "have a purpose" from that moment on.

You have to know the nature of these problematic stuck energies to find more appropriate riverbed for them as they might prefer more or less certain riverbeds. For this you would like to see your natal chart and learn astrology if you did not yet. People with victim mentality also feel good after yoga because yoga gets stuck energy going for some time. Yet these are potentially highly creative people and need long term permanent affair such as creating a professional 10 years long painting project with a lot of layers, sacred symbols etc like that of Mona Lisa.

The example of such Zevist project to sublimate major stuck energies into:

New Site Updates: New Year for Temple of Zeus

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Long story short, Brother, you are extremely resourceful needed person, probably future healer, probably someone else, you were created by Zeus like this for a reason. You of course can do whatever planetary squares and advance your other sides as much as you wish, just remember, if you have some energies they will not go away on their own, to go away they need a purpose. In fairer epochs they were given one, and people became world builders, now it is our responsibility to provide our chart with needed riverbeds.

Here are some ideas on what is sublimation and how to sublimate varies problematic energies:

Managing (and Mastering) a Prominent Neptune

There are 6 indicators of a Prominent Neptune in a natal chart, some charts may have a combination of a few of these: -Pisces Ascendant (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune in the 1st house (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune conjunct an angle (such as in the 12th house but conjunct AC, or...

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*Vent, kinda. Saturn is hitting a very sensitive area for me (+ a personal planet stellium) that’s honestly ruining my life. Funny enough Saturn passing through my other* house was the best time of my life. But this one I can’t handle by any means and I don’t know what to do about it… +...

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Saturn 15° Taurus, and making hard aspects to multiple co-rulers (which isn't even the worst part). No matter what working I do, it doesn't make a dent, or produces even MORE filth which has to be dealt with. Is sublimating a 15° Taurus more beneficial than a regular Saturn sublimation, in...

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Since Neptune weakens, does Neptune here reduce the influence/power (negatives) of Saturn? What if Saturn is in Libra, in which case it is stronger?

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Is my hypothesis about Saturn correct?

My other post at the moment, about doing reaction likes to posts for information, reminded me about something I wanted to say and ask. It has been said that Saturn, in our Astrology, is the Planet of suffering, where we suffer in life. It has also been said that it is the Planet that we can use...

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Astrology - #77200 Question for Edward Lonsa about Saturn in the 8th

Hello, I like your explanations a lot, and I'd like to hear your advice on the interpretation and how to deal with Saturn in the 8th in Taurus sign. Thank you.

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Good luck with potentially great Destiny!

 

[Sacred Zucchini]

Greetings, Brother!

Unfortunately I have no answer you would probably expect, because I work with these situations in some different way, yet there is something to think about when you try to avoid this or that energies' expressions in life or try to force yourself to be this and not that while your subconscious demands something different. I mean that the subconscious might have its own technical reasons to pull things in their directions despite of the life role.

There are different types of strength. Some people are soft and unable to protect themselves because for their specific type of strength to be fully manifested they need extreme softness and sweetness. Strength is just raw energy, it is not "this" or "that" good or evil, we make it so by how current culture teach us to perceive it and how as a result we expect things to be. A lot of people in 21 century are programmed that "to be soft and ultra delicate is bad because this is not how people survive etc". Why? Because survival became some kind of ideal in this century, while in 16 century delicacy, sweetness, humility, ability to endlessly endure might have sounded more desirable, because this was how long term things were made such as building one temple all your life (60 years +) or serving one master all your life. Humility and long humble dedication was how people lived and did things. As a result Pisces epoch provided more valuable things: people who did them dedicated to them their whole lives - on the upside. On the downside yes, there were a lot of victims of varies types of abuse. I do not propagandize I just say that forcing yourself into what you are naturally not might be dictated by culture and idea that "only so you might survive" which might be dictated by current mainstream not by nature nor by how things might originally be designed to be.

A lot of us, artists, scientists, and other people who's focus is outside of their self and whose major purpose is not their individual survival, are exactly your type, yet not all of us are in some unhealthy links. "Food" is how we are used and called by psychopathic mainstream of this age and those empty who needs "food". Whores, gigolo, egocentric orcs seeking money and pleasures and not knowing what is impact into civilization. We simply do not choose them - not because we can say no (we can't), but rather because we have already chosen higher purpose rather than them.

Being "food" usually have the same root in the chart in the lower octave as being extremely resourceful person in the higher octave of the same configurations. This can be redirected to dedicating full time to building instead of feeding black holes. Understanding that you attract "food" feeding whores/gigolo because you are resourceful and that this resource might have been dedicated to the higher purpose instead, I think, will change the course. Self sacrifice is not bad, it is beautiful and needs a worthy purpose.

Long story short you do not need to force change your beautiful nature. You were given your prominent Neptune (or whatever makes you so beautiful) for a reason. You have a purpose. Higher one. Do not look at how kikes see us and try to use us - for them EVERYONE is a resource, even a warrior. Look what they have done to the best of men? They genocided them in 1st and 2d World Wars. Sometimes extremely Yang people might be more vulnerable because they first act then think. This is not only soft sweet beauties that are eatable. Kikes can eat everything, literally every energy in the universe. They are omnivores.

What you and everyone despite of their natures DO need is to find a purpose, to find a proper riverbed for their natures whatever these natures might be. Every nature is beautiful in its high octave. Resourceful person full of sweet emotional staying power ready to provide tons of love 24/7 for 100+ years non stop, to child-bear or creation-bear for eternity and to completely dissolve in a loved one to heal them is also a great energy reservoir worthy of being used by Gods not wasted on local whorehouse.

You are a Desire and a Reward awaiting for so many real Zevist Heroes, why and by whom are you told to be either used by every mudshark around or not to be yourself at all forced into the path alien to you soul? We are not designed for kikes giving us two options: either you submit to being "strong" corporate orc you do not want to be or you get eaten by those who are. I do not think this is up to kikes to decide. Zeus decided to create real Ladies and Gentlemen for a reason, probably because Gentile civilization needs them, not today mainstream Frankenstein monsters.

Real Gentlemen can't "answer women back" not because they are weak but because they are too strong for this and because they respect the Beauty in themselves and in the Creation that women represent with their sweetest delicacy. We are soft because we can afford this.

Yet you do not need to prove your Beauty by marrying the unworthy. They are not for marriage. Just show mercy to them as Real Man should do, but marry The Lady of Honor, modest, noble, resourceful and as royally unprotective as you are. And let your both extreme resources serve Gods and their agenda. There are a lot of such pairs of two sweetest people, two Neptunians in higher octave, two healers, two artists who cleanse worlds with their art etc.

Chart provides endless potentials of riverbeds for things that usually when left undirected, attract vampires who feed off of them. Water houses are known to be houses of talents, shamanic gifts and spiritual gifts. They are to be channeled into profession. Art that evolves humans out of apes, science that returns maths back to sacred geometry and chemistry back to alchemy, endless divination talents, etc. When the resource is not anymore free but get directed somewhere, it is not anymore attracting vampires because vampires come on a smell of a freebie resource being left unchecked. When all energies are "busy" nothing is left for a vampire.

There are so many vampires I think because there is too much free unchecked resources around being stuck, because in materialist society of wild capitalism there are no too much riverbeds for the overwhelming majority of Gentile Soul's talents. Wild capitalism is designed for kike soul that is much more narrow and has much less talents to realize, thus needing not so many riverbeds. So we have to yet find our riverbeds and may feel very bad without that strong impact our Soul is originally designed to make. Because our powerful energies stuck.

In my view strong desire to be a victim comes from extreme chart energy such as that of the critical degree being stuck and desperately needing a riverbed or at least a vampire to open up a flow and release our *Primal Gentile Instinct to Give* from painful restriction. Our Soul seeks realization. The difference is that the real impact serves the society while a vampire stands between us and society eating our impact and not letting it go further into civilization. This is how natural vampires kikes stopped the civilization growth. They stood in the way of our energy and ate it from reaching its destination point.

If you wish to invest into the specific person this person has to be extremely important so that they channel your mutual energies further into their creations to pass them into civilization further. A vampire just eats, it does not build things further nor extend them into any civilization.

The subconscious resists to acting in the alien way because it demands the riverbed for the energies. This is how I see this. You just have too much energies that now are going into feeding someone just out of pity because these energies "want to feed" - they are designed to feed someone or something. They are seeking their purpose. If you give them the purpose such as for example translation ToZ materials, helping people here etc or in any noble affair that would enhance the Gods' agenda on Earth, and dedicate your life to this, they will not bother you anymore because they will be "busy" and "have a purpose" from that moment on.

You have to know the nature of these problematic stuck energies to find more appropriate riverbed for them as they might prefer more or less certain riverbeds. For this you would like to see your natal chart and learn astrology if you did not yet. People with victim mentality also feel good after yoga because yoga gets stuck energy going for some time. Yet these are potentially highly creative people and need long term permanent affair such as creating a professional 10 years long painting project with a lot of layers, sacred symbols etc like that of Mona Lisa.

The example of such Zevist project to sublimate major stuck energies into:

New Site Updates: New Year for Temple of Zeus

With a lot of happiness I announce that our main site is undergoing major updates. These are both content wise and aesthetics wise and a new site altogether. Thanks to TG Thomass & TG Karnonnos & TG Alchemist three important updates have come into being. One consists of content updates and the...

ancient-forums.com

Long story short, Brother, you are extremely resourceful needed person, probably future healer, probably someone else, you were created by Zeus like this for a reason. You of course can do whatever planetary squares and advance your other sides as much as you wish, just remember, if you have some energies they will not go away on their own, to go away they need a purpose. In fairer epochs they were given one, and people became world builders, now it is our responsibility to provide our chart with needed riverbeds.

Here are some ideas on what is sublimation and how to sublimate varies problematic energies:

Managing (and Mastering) a Prominent Neptune

There are 6 indicators of a Prominent Neptune in a natal chart, some charts may have a combination of a few of these: -Pisces Ascendant (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune in the 1st house (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune conjunct an angle (such as in the 12th house but conjunct AC, or...

ancient-forums.com

Giving it all up when the going’s rough

Okay, so here’s a pattern that happens to me when I’m met by something really hard that affects me. I either transform this pain to become the best possible version of myself, I meditate consistently, go to the gym consistently and start having big breaks in making money or career. Or I break...

ancient-forums.com

I can’t handle this Saturn transit.

*Vent, kinda. Saturn is hitting a very sensitive area for me (+ a personal planet stellium) that’s honestly ruining my life. Funny enough Saturn passing through my other* house was the best time of my life. But this one I can’t handle by any means and I don’t know what to do about it… +...

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Workings - #77726 Sublimating the most horrendous Saturn placement? HELP needed.

Saturn 15° Taurus, and making hard aspects to multiple co-rulers (which isn't even the worst part). No matter what working I do, it doesn't make a dent, or produces even MORE filth which has to be dealt with. Is sublimating a 15° Taurus more beneficial than a regular Saturn sublimation, in...

ancient-forums.com

Astrology - #77179 Saturn conjunct Neptune

Since Neptune weakens, does Neptune here reduce the influence/power (negatives) of Saturn? What if Saturn is in Libra, in which case it is stronger?

ancient-forums.com

Is my hypothesis about Saturn correct?

My other post at the moment, about doing reaction likes to posts for information, reminded me about something I wanted to say and ask. It has been said that Saturn, in our Astrology, is the Planet of suffering, where we suffer in life. It has also been said that it is the Planet that we can use...

ancient-forums.com

Astrology - #77200 Question for Edward Lonsa about Saturn in the 8th

Hello, I like your explanations a lot, and I'd like to hear your advice on the interpretation and how to deal with Saturn in the 8th in Taurus sign. Thank you.

ancient-forums.com

Good luck with potentially great Destiny!

Don't get me wrong, but I think my problem is caused by emotional and physical abuse that has developed into sexual masochism, and this masochism has become a disease that is devouring my life. (I only recently realized this.) There is nothing good or beneficial about this. People sense my weakness and my desire to be used, and they use me. It's terrible. I need to deal with this problem through hypnosis and meditation. If you have anything to add, please do.

 

[nema]

Greetings, fellow travelers. I need advice or a perspective from those who have gone through the process of breaking down their old personality and rebuilding their Will.

But I've encountered a serious opponent within myself. I grew up in a difficult family system: my grandmother was a classic domestic tyrant-vampire, and my mother was a perpetual victim without any will of her own. From childhood, I was "trained" to be their food, to serve their emotions, and to endure humiliation. I absorbed this program of a slave and victim at a subconscious level.

I physically escaped them to another continent, but mentally this rot is still within me. I've discovered that I have a masochistic mindset. My inner "Beast" demands pain and filth.

Relationships: I'm drawn to female vampires who see me only as a resource and food. I've realized that I like being devoured. Normal, constructive relationships seem bland; my Spirit sleeps, and my "body" demands drama.

Self-sabotage: As soon as I reach high vibrations (routine, practices, purity), the self-destructive program kicks in. An inner voice whispers, "You are not worthy of strength, return to the dirt." Recently, I relapsed into smoking after a long break simply to feel guilt and punish myself.

I understand that this is a test of the Spirit. I understand that I must kill this "Victim" within myself and sever the ties that bind me to the ancestral program of weakness. But the withdrawal is terrible. When I don't feed my demons with pain, a dead silence descends, and I feel a sense of total loneliness. It seems that in the "pure" world, I'm not needed by anyone, because I've forgotten how to be anything other than "food."

Question for practitioners: How did you cope with similar setbacks? How did you fill the void when you gave up suffering as a source of energy? How to reshape consciousness to stop attracting parasites and start seeing yourself as a Warrior, not a victim?

I would be grateful for practical advice, perhaps some consciousness cleansing techniques or practices for strengthening willpower that have helped you.

I understand your situation, my family was like that too. The mind is a complex thing to understand fully but this is what i did understand: your brain wants to protect your ideas, even if they are wrong, even if they are not even really yours. When your parents teach you to be less than them, because they are weak and they are scared of you outgrowing them, you will tend to let them win even later in life, even when they are not around or phisically close to you. Using Ansuz and Munka helped me a LOT.
Try this:
Vibrate Ansuz x7 on the first chakra and state " my first chakra is now completely free from any external influences and energy vampires".
Than repeat on each chakra.
You should feel better..

 

[LoyalSS]

Greetings, Brother!

Unfortunately I have no answer you would probably expect, because I work with these situations in some different way, yet there is something to think about when you try to avoid this or that energies' expressions in life or try to force yourself to be this and not that while your subconscious demands something different. I mean that the subconscious might have its own technical reasons to pull things in their directions despite of the life role.

There are different types of strength. Some people are soft and unable to protect themselves because for their specific type of strength to be fully manifested they need extreme softness and sweetness. Strength is just raw energy, it is not "this" or "that" good or evil, we make it so by how current culture teach us to perceive it and how as a result we expect things to be. A lot of people in 21 century are programmed that "to be soft and ultra delicate is bad because this is not how people survive etc". Why? Because survival became some kind of ideal in this century, while in 16 century delicacy, sweetness, humility, ability to endlessly endure might have sounded more desirable, because this was how long term things were made such as building one temple all your life (60 years +) or serving one master all your life. Humility and long humble dedication was how people lived and did things. As a result Pisces epoch provided more valuable things: people who did them dedicated to them their whole lives - on the upside. On the downside yes, there were a lot of victims of varies types of abuse. I do not propagandize I just say that forcing yourself into what you are naturally not might be dictated by culture and idea that "only so you might survive" which might be dictated by current mainstream not by nature nor by how things might originally be designed to be.

A lot of us, artists, scientists, and other people who's focus is outside of their self and whose major purpose is not their individual survival, are exactly your type, yet not all of us are in some unhealthy links. "Food" is how we are used and called by psychopathic mainstream of this age and those empty who needs "food". Whores, gigolo, egocentric orcs seeking money and pleasures and not knowing what is impact into civilization. We simply do not choose them - not because we can say no (we can't), but rather because we have already chosen higher purpose rather than them.

Being "food" usually have the same root in the chart in the lower octave as being extremely resourceful person in the higher octave of the same configurations. This can be redirected to dedicating full time to building instead of feeding black holes. Understanding that you attract "food" feeding whores/gigolo because you are resourceful and that this resource might have been dedicated to the higher purpose instead, I think, will change the course. Self sacrifice is not bad, it is beautiful and needs a worthy purpose.

Long story short you do not need to force change your beautiful nature. You were given your prominent Neptune (or whatever makes you so beautiful) for a reason. You have a purpose. Higher one. Do not look at how kikes see us and try to use us - for them EVERYONE is a resource, even a warrior. Look what they have done to the best of men? They genocided them in 1st and 2d World Wars. Sometimes extremely Yang people might be more vulnerable because they first act then think. This is not only soft sweet beauties that are eatable. Kikes can eat everything, literally every energy in the universe. They are omnivores.

What you and everyone despite of their natures DO need is to find a purpose, to find a proper riverbed for their natures whatever these natures might be. Every nature is beautiful in its high octave. Resourceful person full of sweet emotional staying power ready to provide tons of love 24/7 for 100+ years non stop, to child-bear or creation-bear for eternity and to completely dissolve in a loved one to heal them is also a great energy reservoir worthy of being used by Gods not wasted on local whorehouse.

You are a Desire and a Reward awaiting for so many real Zevist Heroes, why and by whom are you told to be either used by every mudshark around or not to be yourself at all forced into the path alien to you soul? We are not designed for kikes giving us two options: either you submit to being "strong" corporate orc you do not want to be or you get eaten by those who are. I do not think this is up to kikes to decide. Zeus decided to create real Ladies and Gentlemen for a reason, probably because Gentile civilization needs them, not today mainstream Frankenstein monsters.

Real Gentlemen can't "answer women back" not because they are weak but because they are too strong for this and because they respect the Beauty in themselves and in the Creation that women represent with their sweetest delicacy. We are soft because we can afford this.

Yet you do not need to prove your Beauty by marrying the unworthy. They are not for marriage. Just show mercy to them as Real Man should do, but marry The Lady of Honor, modest, noble, resourceful and as royally unprotective as you are. And let your both extreme resources serve Gods and their agenda. There are a lot of such pairs of two sweetest people, two Neptunians in higher octave, two healers, two artists who cleanse worlds with their art etc.

Chart provides endless potentials of riverbeds for things that usually when left undirected, attract vampires who feed off of them. Water houses are known to be houses of talents, shamanic gifts and spiritual gifts. They are to be channeled into profession. Art that evolves humans out of apes, science that returns maths back to sacred geometry and chemistry back to alchemy, endless divination talents, etc. When the resource is not anymore free but get directed somewhere, it is not anymore attracting vampires because vampires come on a smell of a freebie resource being left unchecked. When all energies are "busy" nothing is left for a vampire.

There are so many vampires I think because there is too much free unchecked resources around being stuck, because in materialist society of wild capitalism there are no too much riverbeds for the overwhelming majority of Gentile Soul's talents. Wild capitalism is designed for kike soul that is much more narrow and has much less talents to realize, thus needing not so many riverbeds. So we have to yet find our riverbeds and may feel very bad without that strong impact our Soul is originally designed to make. Because our powerful energies stuck.

In my view strong desire to be a victim comes from extreme chart energy such as that of the critical degree being stuck and desperately needing a riverbed or at least a vampire to open up a flow and release our *Primal Gentile Instinct to Give* from painful restriction. Our Soul seeks realization. The difference is that the real impact serves the society while a vampire stands between us and society eating our impact and not letting it go further into civilization. This is how natural vampires kikes stopped the civilization growth. They stood in the way of our energy and ate it from reaching its destination point.

If you wish to invest into the specific person this person has to be extremely important so that they channel your mutual energies further into their creations to pass them into civilization further. A vampire just eats, it does not build things further nor extend them into any civilization.

The subconscious resists to acting in the alien way because it demands the riverbed for the energies. This is how I see this. You just have too much energies that now are going into feeding someone just out of pity because these energies "want to feed" - they are designed to feed someone or something. They are seeking their purpose. If you give them the purpose such as for example translation ToZ materials, helping people here etc or in any noble affair that would enhance the Gods' agenda on Earth, and dedicate your life to this, they will not bother you anymore because they will be "busy" and "have a purpose" from that moment on.

You have to know the nature of these problematic stuck energies to find more appropriate riverbed for them as they might prefer more or less certain riverbeds. For this you would like to see your natal chart and learn astrology if you did not yet. People with victim mentality also feel good after yoga because yoga gets stuck energy going for some time. Yet these are potentially highly creative people and need long term permanent affair such as creating a professional 10 years long painting project with a lot of layers, sacred symbols etc like that of Mona Lisa.

The example of such Zevist project to sublimate major stuck energies into:

New Site Updates: New Year for Temple of Zeus

With a lot of happiness I announce that our main site is undergoing major updates. These are both content wise and aesthetics wise and a new site altogether. Thanks to TG Thomass & TG Karnonnos & TG Alchemist three important updates have come into being. One consists of content updates and the...

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Long story short, Brother, you are extremely resourceful needed person, probably future healer, probably someone else, you were created by Zeus like this for a reason. You of course can do whatever planetary squares and advance your other sides as much as you wish, just remember, if you have some energies they will not go away on their own, to go away they need a purpose. In fairer epochs they were given one, and people became world builders, now it is our responsibility to provide our chart with needed riverbeds.

Here are some ideas on what is sublimation and how to sublimate varies problematic energies:

Managing (and Mastering) a Prominent Neptune

There are 6 indicators of a Prominent Neptune in a natal chart, some charts may have a combination of a few of these: -Pisces Ascendant (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune in the 1st house (Neptune is a chart ruler) -Neptune conjunct an angle (such as in the 12th house but conjunct AC, or...

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Giving it all up when the going’s rough

Okay, so here’s a pattern that happens to me when I’m met by something really hard that affects me. I either transform this pain to become the best possible version of myself, I meditate consistently, go to the gym consistently and start having big breaks in making money or career. Or I break...

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I can’t handle this Saturn transit.

*Vent, kinda. Saturn is hitting a very sensitive area for me (+ a personal planet stellium) that’s honestly ruining my life. Funny enough Saturn passing through my other* house was the best time of my life. But this one I can’t handle by any means and I don’t know what to do about it… +...

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Workings - #77726 Sublimating the most horrendous Saturn placement? HELP needed.

Saturn 15° Taurus, and making hard aspects to multiple co-rulers (which isn't even the worst part). No matter what working I do, it doesn't make a dent, or produces even MORE filth which has to be dealt with. Is sublimating a 15° Taurus more beneficial than a regular Saturn sublimation, in...

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Astrology - #77179 Saturn conjunct Neptune

Since Neptune weakens, does Neptune here reduce the influence/power (negatives) of Saturn? What if Saturn is in Libra, in which case it is stronger?

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Is my hypothesis about Saturn correct?

My other post at the moment, about doing reaction likes to posts for information, reminded me about something I wanted to say and ask. It has been said that Saturn, in our Astrology, is the Planet of suffering, where we suffer in life. It has also been said that it is the Planet that we can use...

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Astrology - #77200 Question for Edward Lonsa about Saturn in the 8th

Hello, I like your explanations a lot, and I'd like to hear your advice on the interpretation and how to deal with Saturn in the 8th in Taurus sign. Thank you.

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Good luck with potentially great Destiny!

Sir it is mind boggling the accuaracy of the things you write all the time here in length thank you so much

 

[SrivatsaKouros]

Don't get me wrong, but I think my problem is caused by emotional and physical abuse that has developed into sexual masochism, and this masochism has become a disease that is devouring my life. (I only recently realized this.) There is nothing good or beneficial about this. People sense my weakness and my desire to be used, and they use me. It's terrible. I need to deal with this problem through hypnosis and meditation. If you have anything to add, please do.

This is a very deep topic. Of course, clean your aura and soul, and do Aura of Protection every day. Do the Freeing of the Soul workings with the affirmation designed specifically get rid of this sexual dysfunction. As with any disease, there have to be preventative measures, so you do not develop it further. Try to avoid the triggers and behaviors that you associate with this.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

A lot of members have shared links that they be useful.

I will add in that, through Zevism, your consciousness grows and your quality of being changes. The path is laborious because you're rebelling against nature's limits that are keeping you bound to certain states of consciousness. However, with enough dedication to the Path, what once restricted you disappears, gradually, as you adjust to new checkpoints.

It is not supposed to be easy, but its difficulty makes victory so much more rewarding.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings, Brother!

I am sorry. I did not know you had a physical problem as well, I thought your problem was mostly emotional. But there is a cure to physical problems too. HPS Maxine believed that undesired fetishes and forms of sexual outlets can also be influenced and changed through magic:

"No Satanist should ever have any personal hang-ups or guilt regarding his/her own sexual practices, sexual fantasies, or fetishes. If a certain behavior is personally harmful or is causing you serious problems, then just deal with it as you would any other behavioral problem, through meditation."

"By condemning one's self for certain fantasies, fetishes and such, one creates hang-ups which cause psychological barriers towards spiritual power and enlightenment. Again, if someone is personally uncomfortable regarding aspects of their sexuality, this should be dealt with in a positive manner through meditation, as in the same way of eliminating bad habits."

SEXUAL ISSUES - EVERYONE PLEASE READ!

This is in response to the recent in-fighting regarding fetishes and sexual fantasies, etc., of late. This infighting angers our Gods to where I was told to get on here and deal with this crap. Our people should know at this point and yes, it is posted on the JoS website blatantly for new...

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My post was mostly dedicated to deep emotional spiritual masochism and what I write further is mostly dedicated to it.

I did not mean that the problem itself was positive or natural but that it fed off of and took its power from the neutral source of energy that existed in nature before humanity and will exist after despite of the role it is forced to play in this or that world. My core message is that for something to exist, energy needs to be invested into its existence. Whatever it is. If your problem exists it feeds off of something. And if it refuses to go away despite of any magic and demands to stay to the extent you feel "desire" for it to stay, it means that there is immense power source feeding it. Energy source needs creative outlet into this world and the pain of the energy being stopped from flowing freely might be more than the pain from the problem itself. This usually indicates a power point or gravitation point in natal chart, as I call it. For example powerful stellium locked up in some situation to be invested into it and into nothing else. Powerful degree cursed by kikes millenniums ago and locked up to feed only negativity etc. If you free this energy to serve the purpose it will no longer need this negative situation for its outlet.

We as Gentiles are created so that our own happiness is less important to us than powerful creative impact into civilization we seek to do. It is the core of being creative being rather than parasitic one. I strongly believe (and kikes tell it themselves) that kike worst curse on this world was not some dairy kike in the sky, but the cage of personal egoism that replaced our true purpose thus locking our powerful astrological geysers and volcanoes inside us, being unable to provide them with the riverbed of the same or similar depth. Egoism is called Maya, the Great Illusion. It means that we were taught to wrongly consider our own happiness more important than our impact into the whole. Which stopped our powerful energies from flowing which created Tartar like pain of Qi stagnation on the very high Star astrological level calling us into endless and any victimization just to stop this pain. How the kikes used this to their end? They know very well that Gentile soul can't exist merely by eating and procreating, it will be torn apart from within by the volcanic energies that strive to realize into the higher purpose. So kikes created a vortex that pulled our unknown energies - unknown by ourselves - into their goals. They taught us to not believe in magic, occultism etc, to forget our Gods, yet in secret behind our backs they created this only riverbed for our energies to flow into. This is very well described by HPS Maxine here:

Exposing Christianity

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Our astrological powers are like immense numerological weapon needy of the riverbed, and when refused it, it seeks any easy way out, the more repressed the more urgent this desire is. We were taught to NOT FEEL this need because we were taught to not feel our souls, our inner needs, instincts of our higher selves. We were taught that this little greedy egoistic callous creature loving only itself and its little life is what we only were. We were taught to stay blind in regards to our much much stronger need to build, create, innovate, heal etc. Why? Only for kikes to eat this energy themselves, and for no other goal. Why Nature gave us this higher power that is able to create so much pains to us? Why can't we just live like kikes, heartless and mercantile? Maybe because this propelling force is the only one able to break through the entropy laws, and the stagnation of this force (that materialized in a huge fall of spirituality) is how we became mortal I believe. The Thing that can build Pandemonium can't be easy and to keep it chained is to invite problems. These empty shell whores you described in your original post, are trash and mere waste useful only for this temporary outlet of your powerful energy.

I believe in higher forms of weapon, higher than nuclear one, this is what I was speaking about in my other post when saying that our chart might be connected to some numerological mechanism to be used in wars and other higher technology:

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Should ISA be used at this point? Or something else? Void meditation and pointed-focus has helped narrow my interests down a bit, but the tendency and desire is still there. But also, in a way, it kinda made things worse. My mind has become even more obsessive, just chanelled a bit more...

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And I sincerely think that kikes and enemy ET already use this weapon against us in its lowest forms yet they "mine" it, so to say, out of our own souls. The Annunaki allegory of "mining the higher forms of fuel" might be about it I believe.

Answer on your actual question "how to not feed empty shells" I think lays in the sincere conscious desire to serve your own civilization instead. And the deep understanding that vampires are but a waste, and that the immense energy that alone can create pain is also the only one that can create so needed civilization move. Then your endless magic will at last work. Or, better say, you will at last have a desire for it to work: your stronger need of self-sacrifice will find a proper riverbed and will not stand in your way anymore.

Magic works anyway, but when we have no desire for it to work it is hard to force yourself to even perform this magic. One feels betraying himself - that part of himself that desires to feed others. This is stronger desire than that of survival and it will not let you break free until you set it itself free. We are not designed to want to survive, we are designed to want to create, yet person brainwashed by egoism can't fully recognize this desire and immense power behind it thus he can't understand why he can't break free from certain viscous circles. This is my theory on how it works on astrological numerological level that is more subtle and ethereal than nuclear one. This is what I see in astrological charts.

Example: one has Pluto/Moon hard aspect that creates all havoc in his family he was born in (such as those of yours) and in his emotions leading to diseases that are normally attributed to Pluto. Yet in the charts of people with heavenly love or eternal love that proved to last after death there is also the aspect of Pluto/feminine planet. Moon/higher planet is also a famous aspect for great Ancestral talents, Pluto being one of the most powerful in it. The only difference is the first is egocentric (problems of the self) and the second two are designed to serve civilization. When one asks "how can I help others" - this is where Moon/Pluto aspect gives an answer, moreover, it gives instruments, extraordinary abilities for it. While if one asks "how can I get rid of all problems and lead free life", Moon/Pluto answers like a troll.

I do not dwell too much on the actual techniques for eliminating symptoms, as the website and forum are already full of them, and because others have already provided answers to these questions in many threads. I would only address the deeper issues, which I believe are the root cause of the problem.