Help Please :)

[jesse1]

Hi everyone how are you all?

My name is Jesse and iv'e been a Satanist for about 2 years now.
Iv'e tried sooo hard to perform meditations, magick, etc etc but it just wont work.

I can't fall in a trance my stupid body won't let me relax.
I suffer from depression and anxiety. Is it possible that I have no talent at this whatsoever? Maybe I am just not meant to be a Satanist.

Unfortunately I was baptised by some cunt of a priest when I was born.. Maybe that's the problem I dunno.. I just don't see why after 2 years of trying so hard I get no results what so ever.

Any words of wisdom will be much appreciated.

Jesse, Australia

HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE ORIGINAL GODS!

 

[Jessica1]

I don't know how much ill be of any help but ill try. first of all I'm pretty sure everyone is able to perform meditations and magick for some people it's easier then others. I've been trying to enter a trance myself and i have a couple times. It is hard but you have to push your self, and keep telling yourself that you'll get into a trance. If you tell yourself that your not going to enter a trance you most likely wont, but if you tell yourself that you will enter a trance then you have a higher chance of actually doing it, it's all mental. kind of like playing a sport or anything you have to work for to get it. hope that makes sense. Try stretching before you try getting into a trance. I do every time before I try getting into a trance it helps a bit. Also you could try to do breathing exercises there are some on the JoS website that should also help you relax. I don't know about you, but for me after about 20 mins I always want to move, and it's hard not to but I have to not move. When that happens I try to think of a spot on my body, and just focus on that one spot it helps to ignore whatever it is that makes you want to move. Basically don't think about whatever it is that makes you want to move; also the breathing exercises help with that, when you do them repeatedly. There are people that somethings just come mostly because of past lives they had, that doesn't mean you have no talent. Doing meditation and magick is like working a muscle its takes time and work slow.

I don't know about you being baptised would have anything to do with it but I wouldn't think it would. maybe someone else could give you more information on this.

hope I helped you with something if you have any questions you want to ask me or if something doesn't make sense then just ask.


-Jessica
Hail Satan!

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Hi everyone how are you all?

My name is Jesse and iv'e been a Satanist for about 2 years now.
Iv'e tried sooo hard to perform meditations, magick, etc etc but it just wont work.

I can't fall in a trance my stupid body won't let me relax.
I suffer from depression and anxiety. Is it possible that I have no talent at this whatsoever? Maybe I am just not meant to be a Satanist.

Unfortunately I was baptised by some cunt of a priest when I was born.. Maybe that's the problem I dunno.. I just don't see why after 2 years of trying so hard I get no results what so ever.

Any words of wisdom will be much appreciated.

Jesse, Australia

HAIL FATHER SATAN AND THE ORIGINAL GODS!