I think at this point, I won't reply further to this thread. This below probably will be my last reply.
My point is not about my development, etc. Yes, I could have done the post better. I was just trying to get to the point quickly. I've been impatient and frustrated with things for a while, with various things, and I've come to a point (how long for, I don't know) that everything angers me. Take probably anything in different contexts, and I'd probably have
something to be angry about regarding it. Everything is fake and everything is shit, etc. and I let it out here and it came out in bad ways, which I shouldn't have done. No-one else has mentioned it but I can remember a post I made for members who have been given non-pre-moderation posting abilities - and I went against that. "Take your own advice", sort of thing. I'm not perfect, and I apologise. Since more people replied to me in this thread, this below is here. My point is not about my development, though. My point is as an example conversation between "A" and myself near the end.
@AFODO Maybe you didn't see a post I made about a meditation I've been doing. I need to go back to it.
@Disciple of the Serpent I never said "I don't want to give a like". It's not about my wants. My wants are irrelevant. That's not what I asked.
I didn't complain. I asked a direct question, but it could have been more polite.
@Draconi666 I have shown a gesture recently that I gave willingly. In a post by HPHC, I replied and mentioned a coincidence about his post with me. That's a happy, positive statement, not a scathing, trite reply to him.
I never said I am entitled. Again... I asked that if it's very important information, then why should it be asked for, and in this case via a 'like' reaction.
@MercuryWisdom Being a christian before, and being here, clearly I am drawn to religion. I cannot deny what I have experienced from my experiences here.
I didn't say I belong here because it's anti-religion or against christianity only, but yeah, I do go on about xianity a lot. Part of it is, e.g. at least one member being a christian or others who are in-between things, they could see it and it should help them. That's not zero value, and I don't think it is lacking in wisdom. It is providing things for them to read, and that is a good and thoughtful thing to provide.
I don't think
- a thread about dystopian living, which was boosted by the Admins/Mods at the time for a little while so everyone saw it immediately when they came to the forum,
- sharing about the sexual abuse of Children and nuns, by christian "leaders", and sharing that outing information, showing that Humans are better and more-powerful than "god", in examples,
- HPHC saying, in a silly/playful way as I took it, ages ago something like he gives me the news diploma, and my reply being something like "Cool, lol. Thanks.", after which I shared more news since it seemed to be appreciated by some members and the HP, then broadening it to other things,
- sharing blatan anti-White racism being OK, and
- some other things
are lacking in wisdom or of zero value. I don't think they are at all.
It's OK to think that I don't meditate, but I do, albeit not as much as I should. I had experiences that I have shared before, and other experiences (most notably many, many coincidences which I keep mentioning every now and then), another experience of working on my Third Eye and explaining in a thread about that (which I need to go back to, and I've been having a bit of headache-like effects from it so I think I need to adjust it); and further other experiences of doing a particular meditation, which worked at first but then seemed to wear-off and I got discouraged.
If it's ramblings, then translate it into English, with proper English spellings and structure, and not American. Again, I brought a thread about dystopian living standards that got boosted to the top of the thread list, as a sticky, for a while. I came-up with a copper, silver and gold coin analogy for changing from cheap crappy things to decent, great things over time - some could appreciate that, I hope. I brought to at lease some people's attention chladni figures - literal shapes from literal vibrations, which some might refer to as "sacred geometry".
No, it's not a random eccentric discussion forum. It is a forum for Zevism. It has also been said that people should be able to post, by Lady Maxine. It was also said, if I am not mistaken by HPHC, that other things can also be posted on here, plus I believe HPHC also said about users posting information/news/articles about their countries, to help things be known. Unless I've missed a repeal-post in which these things have been cancelled.
@Epiphany It probably did seem like a complaint, and I could have worded it better. Like I said, I have become more impatient and I have been for a while. That was a clear mistake by me for wording it as I did - but I still post as honestly as I can while in that mood. Before recently, I posted better, and held my posts before submitting them, to reword them but this time I rushed. Head and heart...
I didn't say I withold reacting to others' posts because I don't get much myself in an moody or immature way. I said that I wondered what the point was. Plenty of others react to posts, so one more reaction by me isn't really important or significant - unless someone is hoping to impress me personally, hoping I will react to their post, but that'd be a problem for them to sort out. One more 'like' among plenty of others doesn't really mean much - unless there is something I am missing drastically.
I didn't make it into a big thing. I replied to others. My point is in my OP (and second post).
You mentioned insecurities - you're not far wrong there. You also mentioned ego - that, I don't know about. I'll have to really look into that properly. Thanks for mentioning that. As for introspection, I've done that a lot.
@serpentwalker666 I don't think it's not random things. The paradigm of Earth is changing. It's important to have information together, for people to see. When Lady Maxine said that people here should be able to post, and when (I think it was) HPHC said that we can post things that are not Spirituality-related only, and also I think HPHC saying about bringing information about users' countries, then maybe I was wrong for providing news articles and other things of information. I didn't say I don't want to advance. This thread is not about me advancing. It's not about my development. The point is as an example conversation between "A" and myself below.
@Draconi666 Thanks to you also for that. It's not about me getting attention. My point was in my OP and second post. Everything else was me responding to others in the thread. The point is as an example conversation between "A" and myself below.
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So far, it seems only very few in this thread can see my point, as well as the opposite point. Nearly everyone else got offended. The answer seems to be in among all of these replies somewhere. There are a lot of replies in this thread, but in my question thread about Saturn, meh. That's interesting. Maybe
that is my reputation here, unwanted and pointless. As I said quite a while ago, I stopped giving answers to threads, although I still have done it a bit sometimes. I realised that I might have been a hypocrite for not advancing properly while also trying to advise others, while I also say that experience is the best teacher.
I post things which I hope can bring some helpful information to at least the newbies. I think it's important to have different types of information all together here, because people are not going to go around loads of different websites to read/watch things, and the information elsewhere might be changed or deleted; here, it's here and available. I'm not posting funny lolcat memes.
Still - my point was in the OP and second post. Everything else in this thread seems to be quite irrelevant to the point, and I was just replying to others. I'll put it this way -
A: Hi. I have some really important information. Do you want it?
Me: Err... yes, of course.
A: Cool. Do this thing, then I'll give it to you.
Me: 
I thought it was really important. It sounds like we have to perform to get important information that you brought to our attention.
"There are meditations available for us that we have to buy with money! What a cult!", some might think. Then again, there is one of those available meditations to buy that can help you to become rich anyway, so that, about being a cult, is not an argument at all.
If that sounds like I think I'm entitled, then fine, I'm EnTiTlEd, but that's not what I meant. I never once claimed, at any point in time while I've been with the ToZ nor back to my earliest beginnings with JoS, that I should be given any and all information that I want just because. It's not about my development, or "manning-up". I ask questions because I don't know the answer. Stupid people ask questions; stupider people ignore the questions and try to change the point to "your development" and "if you..., then...", etc. Regarding the bit about money/cult, that could be an actual proper explanation and understanding regarding paying money here; for my original point to be answered and explained, all of this other stuff in this thread "HaD tO bE" included. I think I began the point with "may I ask", not "fucking tell me now, FFS, you bitch" or something. I know, like I said, that some information must be kept secret. I also know that I know hardly anything compared with what information is on ToZ.
My point is not about my development, etc. Yes, I could have done the post better. I was just trying to get to the point quickly. I've been impatient and frustrated with things for a while, with various things, and I've come to a point (how long for, I don't know) that everything angers me. Take probably anything in different contexts, and I'd probably have
something to be angry about regarding it. Everything is fake and everything is shit, etc. and I let it out here and it came out in bad ways, which I shouldn't have done. No-one else has mentioned it but I can remember a post I made for members who have been given non-pre-moderation posting abilities - and I went against that. "Take your own advice", sort of thing. I'm not perfect, and I apologise. Since more people replied to me in this thread, this above is here. My point is not about my development, though. My point is as an example conversation between "A" and myself just above.
I think at this point, I won't reply further to this thread, so whatever is replied can be the final words here. I have been told before that I've needed to have the final word. I don't consider that to be true; rather, I do believe that I need to acknowledge what others say, so I reply. Huh - I could do a post reaction. :eyeroll: Anyone who wants to smack me on the back of my head, then I'll be expecting that...