Help me please, I am constantly being manipulated by the enemy

[lonardmicheal]

I was doing the 40 day meditation program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it. Thanks

 

[luciferi Jr]

Haha lol, I had d same feeling but I shut out that thought and continued....duuuude start over.?

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On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 3:58 PM, lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I was doing the 40 day meditation program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it. Thanks

 

[sulixtsatan66]

Learn to avoid dwelling in those thoughts. Think about what Satan has done to for us nd what he will do if you show Satan how strong you are by continuing your meditation properly. Trust me I had similar problems like that, im still undergoing my meditations.

Hail Satan

 

[luciferi Jr]

I also felt it was a cult and we were used but I was reminded that I wouldn't b on my own that this is fucking war and when alone d jewnemy [enemy] would pick u so easy, u won't b able to fight them for long and bcos u aren't fighting for Satan's course satan wouldn't b interested in me. So dude I fought on...although I did say Fuck all that war and I ignored all d post in d Jos group, I didn't stop my 40days program..and then I realized if I dedicated my soul to lucifer/satan, then I wouldn't b sitting around while some nasty ppl called xians come and insult my God satan..so I joined the fight again and m not looking back .

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On Wed, Dec 9, 2015 at 3:58 PM, lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I was doing the 40 day meditation program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it. Thanks

 

[talonjackman]

If it has been a month you should start again from the beginning.
As for fixing that feeling, you should be cleaning your aura daily and performing a Aura of Protection every morning and night

 

[Sims Motal]

Remember this: The only thing to fear is fear itself! Yes! Start over. And don't let these negative thoughts get to
you. You become strong by sticking to your convictions and ignoring negative thoughts and energies. Just do
the 40 day program... Study, meditate, and know that Father Satan loves you! Don't let this stuff slow you down
or get to you in any way. If you are really and truly sincere, you CAN do this!
Hail Satan!
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On Wed, 12/9/15, lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Help me please, I am constantly being manipulated by the enemy
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, December 9, 2015, 6:58 AM


 









I was doing the 40 day meditation
program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along
with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave
this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A
couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple
of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the
enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please
help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I
left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it.
Thanks









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[magnum.arcanum]

You will build on everything presented in the 40-day program.  The program keeps you focused on key things while your vulnerable to manipulation by the angelic shit eaters and other spiritual shitbags.  That's all its for.  Everybody looses focus at some point.  You can ask your Guardian and Satan for protection.  And their are other things on the website that will help you with protection.  Don't think about what you missed or what you need to make up.  Just stay focused on completing the program where you left off.

A cult is what the average person belongs to.  Cult means faddish devotion.  You know this isn't a fad, so don't worry about that shit.  The average person thinks "truth" is a fad in their own sick way and is the way they think the world works.

Their are about 1600 files or so on the website, all of which you will eventually need to know.  After you complete the program, keep up with the mandatory meditations and read a few files everyday, ensure you understand them and if your at the level and able to complete it, then do so.

I have a very well organized file system and it's improving all the time.  I also have dictionaries for various topics.  My definitions have hyperlinks to word docs where I researched the topic and so forth.

You also need to do the rituals.  It's mandatory because its vital to our survival.  You can start doing them now.  I'm just starting on those myself and if I ever get over the fucking flu, I know exactly how to do the latest ones. 


---In [email protected], <lonardmicheal@... wrote :

I was doing the 40 day meditation program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it. Thanks

 

[james marshall]

You must have mental fortitude which comes from void meditation. Nothing will magically make it just go away not to mention they are most likely not your thoughts but greys instead mimicking your voice to dissuade you from becoming a god because in truth the enemies knows they can't stop us who are fervent. In time your will shall grow into a steel wall. In time again. For now have courage and never despair. If it becomes to much use Satanic blue flames and engulf yourself in them. Go into a endless void filled with nothing but those flames. Once you are at peace do Suryae (Sssoooo-rrrrrrr-eeeee-yyyyaaaaahhh-eeeeee-yyaaaa). The S and O are a light hissing with OOOOO as in DO , roll the R, both E's as in Elated- a sentence for this is "I am Elated to meet you"-, the YA is YAY!!!. Nine counts of Suryae In this order, One count is in your crown chakra, Third eye, 6th, Throat, connector-heart/5th-, Solar, Plexus, Base, Lastly one doing your entire soul and body.  Then aura of protection in what ever fashion you please. That should help but do as many as needed throughout your day. Space all workings and or set of workings- what i have provided is one set- should be spaced at least 30 minutes apart for them to full sink in. That timer starts after you are finished not when you start. Do remember this is only one way and others shall most likely provide what they have found works as well and or alterations to this. You gotta find what works for you. We are all different and how our souls react is just like your personality very very special. Do take care Brother/ Sister and if you need any further help just ask 

On Wednesday, December 9, 2015 11:30 AM, "lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I was doing the 40 day meditation program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it. Thanks

 

[Sam1]

Wow, that is some SERIOUS programming.It's gonna take time to get it all out. It's been years for me and it's not all out. You should do a aura of protection 4 times a day. Right after cleaning your aura. If you keep getting these thoughts, stop what you are doing and meditate on Satan's sigil for like a minute just to get you in focus. HAIL SATAN!!!

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On Dec 9, 2015, at 9:58, "lonardmicheal@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I was doing the 40 day meditation program. Day 32, all of a sudden I got this thought along with a feeling that JOS was a cult and that I have to leave this stuff so I can finally enjoy my life, and I did. A couple of days before I joined again, same thing, a couple of hours later a feeling of dread came. I think this is the enemy manipulating my thoughts, how do I fix this please help! P.S Do I continue the 40 day meditation on the day I left? It's been a month now since I stopped doing it. Thanks

 

[aldric.strickland88]

The most powerful way to get rid of enemy attack is aura of protection. 108x suraye. Affirmations