From something strange a start of a journey?

[chris1]

This is my first time/post here and have been scouring the internet and available references to some....visions I had seen. A Human middle aged man covered in red linen.. standing upon a red course rock throne... ...

Before continuing I should wind backward.. to what lead to the above..

I had come to resist most of what people had to say about religion and considered myself to be kind of like a ...floater.....

Well my friend came over and said he had gotten some new... well stuff..weed i guess i didnt see it, but he isnt a junky nor was I.
He said he found this laying around his house.. His parents however.. are big drug addicts.. I dont know..Well we smoked this joint he had "found" and he left shortly after... Leaving me alone.. at around 9:30 10PM ... This is when i started questioning myself... a voice in the back of my head repeating itself like a broken record untill it was answered.. I had no control over this at all..after some time had passed i figured i would be ok.. And tried to stand up... And it pushed me back down... frustrated and quite worried demanded to know who this was...
instantly my surroundings were changed and was thrown into a place that looked like ruins of an old stone building..He claimed he was satan and that i should be punished... This is when the puking started happening.. even after my stomach was empty.. He would ask if i enjoyed this and did it again.. my throat was burning now.. as was my sinus and nostrils etc did he stop and continue to laugh.. asking questions his voice repeating over and over and over again.. Its hard to recall exactly what was said.. but once i seemed to come "down" again it all vanished and returned to normal..i wasnt asleep...

I dont type all of this to insult or make fun of anyone.. I come asking for what the above would mean...

 

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Satan would never do you harm he is a loving god and people confuse him with the emotions that are not love such as hatred,envy,jealousy, it does state in the al-jiwah that those that are against satan he afflicts with sickness.


The Al-jiwah chapter 2 verse 2:I give and take away; I enrich and impoverish; I cause both happiness and misery. I do all this in keeping with the characteristics of each epoch. And none has a right to interfere with my management of affairs. Those who oppose me I afflict with disease; but my own shall not die like the sons of Adam that are without. None shall live in this world longer than the time set by me; and if I so desire, I send a person a second or third time into this world or into some other by the transmigration of souls.

It is very possible that an angel came to you and punished you for no good reason because angels hate humans they despise our very existence. perhaps meditating on this event and asking for an explanation is in order ask satan himself or a demon of your choosing

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Chris" <chabekak@... wrote:

This is my first time/post here and have been scouring the internet and available references to some....visions I had seen. A Human middle aged man covered in red linen.. standing upon a red course rock throne... ...

Before continuing I should wind backward.. to what lead to the above..

I had come to resist most of what people had to say about religion and considered myself to be kind of like a ...floater.....

Well my friend came over and said he had gotten some new... well stuff..weed i guess i didnt see it, but he isnt a junky nor was I.
He said he found this laying around his house.. His parents however.. are big drug addicts.. I dont know..Well we smoked this joint he had "found" and he left shortly after... Leaving me alone.. at around 9:30 10PM ... This is when i started questioning myself... a voice in the back of my head repeating itself like a broken record untill it was answered.. I had no control over this at all..after some time had passed i figured i would be ok.. And tried to stand up... And it pushed me back down... frustrated and quite worried demanded to know who this was...
instantly my surroundings were changed and was thrown into a place that looked like ruins of an old stone building..He claimed he was satan and that i should be punished... This is when the puking started happening.. even after my stomach was empty.. He would ask if i enjoyed this and did it again.. my throat was burning now.. as was my sinus and nostrils etc did he stop and continue to laugh.. asking questions his voice repeating over and over and over again.. Its hard to recall exactly what was said.. but once i seemed to come "down" again it all vanished and returned to normal..i wasnt asleep...

I dont type all of this to insult or make fun of anyone.. I come asking for what the above would mean...

 

[chris1]

Im going to be taking a look at my runes and asking why this would have happened and what the effects of this run-in are and how far it goes down.

As for my runes.. When i asked them what this was .. I was presented with the three following runes

TEIWAZ - URUZ(reversed) - RAIDHO

Meaning in order
Being successful - Weakness - journey

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jwazny@..." <jwazny@... wrote:

Satan would never do you harm he is a loving god and people confuse him with the emotions that are not love such as hatred,envy,jealousy, it does state in the al-jiwah that those that are against satan he afflicts with sickness.


The Al-jiwah chapter 2 verse 2:I give and take away; I enrich and impoverish; I cause both happiness and misery. I do all this in keeping with the characteristics of each epoch. And none has a right to interfere with my management of affairs. Those who oppose me I afflict with disease; but my own shall not die like the sons of Adam that are without. None shall live in this world longer than the time set by me; and if I so desire, I send a person a second or third time into this world or into some other by the transmigration of souls.

It is very possible that an angel came to you and punished you for no good reason because angels hate humans they despise our very existence. perhaps meditating on this event and asking for an explanation is in order ask satan himself or a demon of your choosing

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Chris" <chabekak@ wrote:

This is my first time/post here and have been scouring the internet and available references to some....visions I had seen. A Human middle aged man covered in red linen.. standing upon a red course rock throne... ...

Before continuing I should wind backward.. to what lead to the above..

I had come to resist most of what people had to say about religion and considered myself to be kind of like a ...floater.....

Well my friend came over and said he had gotten some new... well stuff..weed i guess i didnt see it, but he isnt a junky nor was I.
He said he found this laying around his house.. His parents however.. are big drug addicts.. I dont know..Well we smoked this joint he had "found" and he left shortly after... Leaving me alone.. at around 9:30 10PM ... This is when i started questioning myself... a voice in the back of my head repeating itself like a broken record untill it was answered.. I had no control over this at all..after some time had passed i figured i would be ok.. And tried to stand up... And it pushed me back down... frustrated and quite worried demanded to know who this was...
instantly my surroundings were changed and was thrown into a place that looked like ruins of an old stone building..He claimed he was satan and that i should be punished... This is when the puking started happening.. even after my stomach was empty.. He would ask if i enjoyed this and did it again.. my throat was burning now.. as was my sinus and nostrils etc did he stop and continue to laugh.. asking questions his voice repeating over and over and over again.. Its hard to recall exactly what was said.. but once i seemed to come "down" again it all vanished and returned to normal..i wasnt asleep...

I dont type all of this to insult or make fun of anyone.. I come asking for what the above would mean...