former member who left, but has returned

[seekerjames297]

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

exsposingchristianity.com Study it. Christiantiy is very false. Very anti life.You want to develop spiritual?? You will never develop spiritually if you are constantly running in fear back to that nazarene scum. That god hates you. He hates all of us. Al of humantiy. You say how to avoid angels and greys? angels and greys are evil and work with the enemy god you ran back to. Father Satan protects his loved ones and is the true creator of humanity. You obviously didn't read enough about satanism because of your fear. The enemy god uses fear to keep us away from father Satan. Satan means truth in sanskrit. Demons are here to teach us and guide us. You are homosexual? and you tried to be heterosexual because that god hates homosexuals right? that's what christians are taught. Homosexuality is natural. That god that you went back to hates humanity because he sees everything that humans do as a sin. This shoud be obvious. If you are serious about establishing
a bond with the true creator of humanity then please read that site I listed in the neginning of this reply. READ also the joyofsatan.org If you have anymore questions please post it on the groups. We are all here to guide eachother to godhead(immortality). Something that the enemy god can NEVER give his followers. Satan is the bringer of knowledge.




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On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming
thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how
to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

exposingchristianity.com




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On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming
thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how
to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[jeremy montoya]

.... We proved the christian religion to be false. Nearly everything in the bible was stolen from religions that predated it. Maybe Satanism isnt for you as it seperates the strong from the weak.
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On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 4:31 PM PDT Shannon Outlaw wrote:


exposingchristianity.com




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On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming
thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how
to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Xianity is a hoax and the xian god isn't real. Read exposingchristianity.com EVERUTHING in xianity is proven to be FALSE and STOLEN and CORRUPTED. The xian version of hell is stolen from the concept of the base chakras. Angels are enemy extraterrestrials who hate humanity, and they attack those who progress spiritually. Angels is the xian name given to them, the high ranking ones are nordics and the others are just thoughtforms. Greys are greys. Normally, Satan protects us from lethal enemy attacks, but our objective is to be independent. You should do the meditation for protection every day.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "seekerjames297" <seekerjames297@... wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

The negative smell you said has nothing to do with the Gods, but with "weeding out the dross". When you do power meditations to cleanse your soul, you can feel the negative energy attached to you go away, and that's negative energy is what smells bad.

Plus, you know how absurd the xian version of hell is? You can't feel physical pain after you die as pain is in your physical body and nerves and brain not your soul, and even if you can there're ways to stop feeling it. Some people have a rare condition where they can't feel physical pain because some part of their brain isn't functioning. Go and tell those people they'll be tortured forever, they'll surely don't know what that means. Then there are indian yogis who have trained their minds to not feel pain, some of them sat and were burned to death to protest, they couldn't feel their bodies burning.

Why the hell would you kiss a tyrant's ass who would threaten to burn you in hell for ever anyway? For me it's completely against human dignity to do that and that being who does that doesn't deserve to be worshiped.


Do you know what the xian heaven is about according to their bible? No, it's not about having fun and being free, but serving their "god" for all eternity with a perfect servitude. That's what the bible and the xian apologists say. So, I would much prefer to be tortured than to kiss a tyrant's ass for all eternity and losing all my individuality and human dignity.

This is only an example of how everything in xianity can be taken apart if you think logically. Seriously, use your brain. Xianity is completely illogical, even their bible contains absurdities, contradictions e.t.c. and is full of lies and massmurder as a result of this xians tortured and burned and killed millions of people in the middle ages.

If xianity was the right religion why would it need to kill and torture all those people and burn their libraries and destroy their knowledge to silence them???

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Xianity is a hoax and the xian god isn't real. Read exposingchristianity.com EVERUTHING in xianity is proven to be FALSE and STOLEN and CORRUPTED. The xian version of hell is stolen from the concept of the base chakras. Angels are enemy extraterrestrials who hate humanity, and they attack those who progress spiritually. Angels is the xian name given to them, the high ranking ones are nordics and the others are just thoughtforms. Greys are greys. Normally, Satan protects us from lethal enemy attacks, but our objective is to be independent. You should do the meditation for protection every day.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "seekerjames297" <seekerjames297@ wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Very nice post, Fire starter.


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On Sun, Jul 22, 2012 3:22 AM EDT the_fire_starter666 wrote:

The negative smell you said has nothing to do with the Gods, but with "weeding out the dross". When you do power meditations to cleanse your soul, you can feel the negative energy attached to you go away, and that's negative energy is what smells bad.

Plus, you know how absurd the xian version of hell is? You can't feel physical pain after you die as pain is in your physical body and nerves and brain not your soul, and even if you can there're ways to stop feeling it. Some people have a rare condition where they can't feel physical pain because some part of their brain isn't functioning. Go and tell those people they'll be tortured forever, they'll surely don't know what that means. Then there are indian yogis who have trained their minds to not feel pain, some of them sat and were burned to death to protest, they couldn't feel their bodies burning.

Why the hell would you kiss a tyrant's ass who would threaten to burn you in hell for ever anyway? For me it's completely against human dignity to do that and that being who does that doesn't deserve to be worshiped.


Do you know what the xian heaven is about according to their bible? No, it's not about having fun and being free, but serving their "god" for all eternity with a perfect servitude. That's what the bible and the xian apologists say. So, I would much prefer to be tortured than to kiss a tyrant's ass for all eternity and losing all my individuality and human dignity.

This is only an example of how everything in xianity can be taken apart if you think logically. Seriously, use your brain. Xianity is completely illogical, even their bible contains absurdities, contradictions e.t.c. and is full of lies and massmurder as a result of this xians tortured and burned and killed millions of people in the middle ages.

If xianity was the right religion why would it need to kill and torture all those people and burn their libraries and destroy their knowledge to silence them???


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Xianity is a hoax and the xian god isn't real. Read exposingchristianity.com EVERUTHING in xianity is proven to be FALSE and STOLEN and CORRUPTED. The xian version of hell is stolen from the concept of the base chakras. Angels are enemy extraterrestrials who hate humanity, and they attack those who progress spiritually. Angels is the xian name given to them, the high ranking ones are nordics and the others are just thoughtforms. Greys are greys. Normally, Satan protects us from lethal enemy attacks, but our objective is to be independent. You should do the meditation for protection every day.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "seekerjames297" <seekerjames297@ wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had
overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and
don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Oh and you're a homosexual? You know the bible says you must be killed, right? That's right, in a passage from Leviticus, homosexuals are to be stoned to death, and NO the new testament did nothing to overwrite this law and replace it. In the NT jewsus says he's come not to destroy the old law but to fulfill it.

There are many hardcore evangelical christians who want to pass this law about killing homosexuals and to replace the US Constitution with the bible. If there was a xian theocracy you would be dead now. So how would be that the true religion??? Homosexuality is within the human nature, even animals have homosexual tendencies and again xianity proves one more time how it's against humanity and human nature and completely artificial and alien. Don't you think the true religion would understand human nature and allow it? Satanism is all about following your nature and be as you want to be.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

The negative smell you said has nothing to do with the Gods, but with "weeding out the dross". When you do power meditations to cleanse your soul, you can feel the negative energy attached to you go away, and that's negative energy is what smells bad.

Plus, you know how absurd the xian version of hell is? You can't feel physical pain after you die as pain is in your physical body and nerves and brain not your soul, and even if you can there're ways to stop feeling it. Some people have a rare condition where they can't feel physical pain because some part of their brain isn't functioning. Go and tell those people they'll be tortured forever, they'll surely don't know what that means. Then there are indian yogis who have trained their minds to not feel pain, some of them sat and were burned to death to protest, they couldn't feel their bodies burning.

Why the hell would you kiss a tyrant's ass who would threaten to burn you in hell for ever anyway? For me it's completely against human dignity to do that and that being who does that doesn't deserve to be worshiped.


Do you know what the xian heaven is about according to their bible? No, it's not about having fun and being free, but serving their "god" for all eternity with a perfect servitude. That's what the bible and the xian apologists say. So, I would much prefer to be tortured than to kiss a tyrant's ass for all eternity and losing all my individuality and human dignity.

This is only an example of how everything in xianity can be taken apart if you think logically. Seriously, use your brain. Xianity is completely illogical, even their bible contains absurdities, contradictions e.t.c. and is full of lies and massmurder as a result of this xians tortured and burned and killed millions of people in the middle ages.

If xianity was the right religion why would it need to kill and torture all those people and burn their libraries and destroy their knowledge to silence them???


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@ wrote:

Xianity is a hoax and the xian god isn't real. Read exposingchristianity.com EVERUTHING in xianity is proven to be FALSE and STOLEN and CORRUPTED. The xian version of hell is stolen from the concept of the base chakras. Angels are enemy extraterrestrials who hate humanity, and they attack those who progress spiritually. Angels is the xian name given to them, the high ranking ones are nordics and the others are just thoughtforms. Greys are greys. Normally, Satan protects us from lethal enemy attacks, but our objective is to be independent. You should do the meditation for protection every day.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "seekerjames297" <seekerjames297@ wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

" I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells"

Why do you think just doing power meditation invokes the energy of the Gods somehow? No, power meditation only uses energy around you from the outside world which you will in, or transforms the energy within yourself. Normal power meditation has nothing to do with the Gods or their energy. The energy you will from the outside world can be positive or negative, depending on the purpose you want to use it.

To feel a God's energy and/or smell it you have to specifically invoke them or call upon them. If you don't or no God is present there then that energy you feel has nothing to do with the Gods at all.

Many of us for example feel Satan's and the other crowned princes' energy when we do a standard ritual to him where we call upon them.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "seekerjames297" <seekerjames297@... wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[Haakai]

Jeremy, when most of us come to Satan or are called, we renounce our previous transgressions against him. We renounce our weak days - everyone has them. That is why we dedicate.


And that leads me to my next question for James; please tell me you dedicated before doing the things you describe (especially chakra opening meditations)? You really cannot dabble in Satanism ( http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... bling.html ) and reversing the effects of our enemy's programming and defeating their tricks is not easy even after dedication to Satan...

On Sun, 22 Jul 2012, 10:28:06 EST, jeremy montoya <jeremymontoya14@... wrote:


.... We proved the christian religion to be false. Nearly everything in
the bible was stolen from religions that predated it. Maybe Satanism
isnt for you as it seperates the strong from the weak.
------------------------------ On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 4:31 PM PDT Shannon
Outlaw wrote: 
  exposingchristianity.com
 
 
 
 
  ------------------------------
  On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:
 
  I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening
meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them
slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's
are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I
did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've
never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The
smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder
if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they
mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because
there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I
interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is
that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left
Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much
energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts
that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you
believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying
concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming
negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level
of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that
much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind
which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this
spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked
to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I
couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel
any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this
organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a
fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel
indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it.
I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could
be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be
helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a
filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear.
Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop
spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why
do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I
hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[Lord Kayle]

Whoa!~ Well WOW!~ Am so glad to see that you are back!  And hopefully to Stay Now TOO!~
I have to go and do something but then will be back and finish reading the last few lines in your posted message here.
Incredible and very cool info too btw!~


<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I] 

On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 at 2:11 PM, seekerjames297 <seekerjames297@... wrote:

  I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

--
<[/IMG]<font>~ Hail Enki!~ Hail Father Satan!~ Heil Hitler! ~ Heil Himmler!~ Hail the Mighty Gods of Duat!~    ~ Heil the Ascended Master St. Germaine! ~[/I]

 

[seekerjames297]

I agree that that Christianity is very anti-life. It tries to deny any and all pleasure. Yes, I tried to pray my way heterosexual because I of what their bible says in leviticus and a few other places. I was always very depressed by it when I wasn't idiotically trying to worship it's god in hopes that I might have a profound spiritual experience, "free myself from sin", or "know that I was saved". I've been to exposingchristianity.com before. It's been a while and I'll definitely read it again thoroughly when I have the chance. What's some other good information outside the main JOS website that gives detailed information about spiritual Satanism, power meditation, and other truth? How does the enemy god have enough power to create such an intense fear and guilt if it's just a thought form? If the Jews are behind the hoax of Christianity and enslaving humanity by spiritually crippling us, do you know of any books that explain it? I was informed to practice the protection meditation daily to overcome fear. I have a hard time visualizing, so I can only assume when I perform meditations they work. Sometimes, I feel things, other times I don't. I can only suppose it has to do with my low level of bio-electricity. What would you say a good beginner program for meditation would be? (the beginner section on the JOS power meditation page)? (and if so, in what order?) Interesting fact. I didn't know that Satan meant truth in Sanskrit. I've read that it meant adversary in some language, which doesn't make sense out of Christian context, so this meaning is more logical. I've read about that language at one point, but don't know anything about it's historical significance. Thanks Shannon

Btw, how is your "walk with Satan" going? How long have you been a spiritual Satanist? How long did it take you to get past the fear of the indoctrination of other belief systems? How is your spiritual progress?.. I'm naturally inquisitive. Prolly cuz I'm a Gemini. lolz

I apologize for asking so many questions at once. Hope your having a good day.

Oh yeah, last question, how do you personally find balance between the spiritual side of life and the physical. I feel I almost always get too focused on one or the other.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:


exsposingchristianity.com Study it. Christiantiy is very false. Very anti life.You want to develop spiritual?? You will never develop spiritually if you are constantly running in fear back to that nazarene scum. That god hates you. He hates all of us. Al of humantiy. You say how to avoid angels and greys? angels and greys are evil and work with the enemy god you ran back to. Father Satan protects his loved ones and is the true creator of humanity. You obviously didn't read enough about satanism because of your fear. The enemy god uses fear to keep us away from father Satan. Satan means truth in sanskrit. Demons are here to teach us and guide us. You are homosexual? and you tried to be heterosexual because that god hates homosexuals right? that's what christians are taught. Homosexuality is natural. That god that you went back to hates humanity because he sees everything that humans do as a sin. This shoud be obvious. If you are serious about establishing
a bond with the true creator of humanity then please read that site I listed in the neginning of this reply. READ also the joyofsatan.org If you have anymore questions please post it on the groups. We are all here to guide eachother to godhead(immortality). Something that the enemy god can NEVER give his followers. Satan is the bringer of knowledge.




------------------------------
On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had overwhelming
thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know how
to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

I am a Gemini too. The joyofsatan website has ALL truth. Other outside sources are NOT relaible because of the enemy ruining things and mixing up facts. If you REALLY want to know the truth then read and focus on the joyofsatan website. And read exposing christinaity.com again because sadly you seem very much still indoctrinated despite the fact that all the proof is within your experience and on the two said websites. This is all your call if you still decide to go back in fear to that god then that's is all you. Good luck. And I am in love with Father Satan and spiritual satanism because they are here to help and guide us and have taught us MANY things. I was never really heavily indoctrinated with those lies. Everytime I prayed to that jesus or worthless god everything got worse so I was a wiccan and then moved to spiritual satanism. I have been with father Satan long enough to know that he IS the only one who loves us and is the ONLY creator. You
must continue your research. This is all your decision in the end. If you were meant to be with Father Satan then you shall. If you were meant to be an example of the xian lie on humanity then sadly, you will. Satanism is not for the weak and only the mentally strong will prevail. It is said that in the end many will see the truth and want to join in but it will be too late. I'm not trying to worry you but it is the truth.All this back and forth jumping from satanism to xianity is NOT wise.Satan will execpt you but so many times. Be wise in your choice.. A member here named Fire Starter has answered your posts. Read it it is important.

http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/Joyof ... sage/66886.
http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/Joyof ... sage/66882. http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/Joyof ... ----------

On Sun, Jul 22, 2012 9:16 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:


I agree that that Christianity is very anti-life. It tries to deny any and all pleasure. Yes, I tried to pray my way heterosexual because I of what their bible says in leviticus and a few other places. I was always very depressed by it when I wasn't idiotically trying to worship it's god in hopes that I might have a profound spiritual experience, "free myself from sin", or "know that I was saved". I've been to exposingchristianity.com before. It's been a while and I'll definitely read it again thoroughly when I have the chance. What's some other good information outside the main JOS website that gives detailed information about spiritual Satanism, power meditation, and other truth? How does the enemy god have enough power to create such an intense fear and guilt if it's just a thought form? If the Jews are behind the hoax of Christianity and enslaving humanity by spiritually crippling us, do you know of any books that explain it? I was informed to
practice the protection meditation daily to overcome fear. I have a hard time visualizing, so I can only assume when I perform meditations they work. Sometimes, I feel things, other times I don't. I can only suppose it has to do with my low level of bio-electricity. What would you say a good beginner program for meditation would be? (the beginner section on the JOS power meditation page)? (and if so, in what order?) Interesting fact. I didn't know that Satan meant truth in Sanskrit. I've read that it meant adversary in some language, which doesn't make sense out of Christian context, so this meaning is more logical. I've read about that language at one point, but don't know anything about it's historical significance. Thanks Shannon

Btw, how is your "walk with Satan" going? How long have you been a spiritual Satanist? How long did it take you to get past the fear of the indoctrination of other belief systems? How is your spiritual progress?.. I'm naturally inquisitive. Prolly cuz I'm a Gemini. lolz

I apologize for asking so many questions at once. Hope your having a good day.

Oh yeah, last question, how do you personally find balance between the spiritual side of life and the physical. I feel I almost always get too focused on one or the other.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:


exsposingchristianity.com Study it. Christiantiy is very false. Very anti life.You want to develop spiritual?? You will never develop spiritually if you are constantly running in fear back to that nazarene scum. That god hates you. He hates all of us. Al of humantiy. You say how to avoid angels and greys? angels and greys are evil and work with the enemy god you ran back to. Father Satan protects his loved ones and is the true creator of humanity. You obviously didn't read enough about satanism because of your fear. The enemy god uses fear to keep us away from father Satan. Satan means truth in sanskrit. Demons are here to teach us and guide us. You are homosexual? and you tried to be heterosexual because that god hates homosexuals right? that's what christians are taught. Homosexuality is natural. That god that you went back to hates humanity because he sees everything that humans do as a sin. This shoud be obvious. If you are serious about
establishing
a bond with the true creator of humanity then please read that site I listed in the neginning of this reply. READ also the joyofsatan.org If you have anymore questions please post it on the groups. We are all here to guide eachother to godhead(immortality). Something that the enemy god can NEVER give his followers. Satan is the bringer of knowledge.




------------------------------
On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had
overwhelming
thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know
how
to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

To add to what Shannon said and to answer some questions you asked:

"What's some other good information outside the main JOS website that gives detailed information about spiritual Satanism, power meditation, and other truth?"

The JoS is what first created the term Spiritual Satanism. There's no really any other source about SS outside of JoS. Satan dictated to HPs Maxine to use the term "Spiritual Satanism" when referring to these teachings in 2002. That term didn't exist before 2002 and before JoS. Before that there were other forms of Satanism which all were loosely based on xianity.

"How does the enemy god have enough power to create such an intense fear and guilt if it's just a thought form?"

Nobody said that the thoughtform jewhova does that. The jews and the enemy aliens like greys and reptillians who are behind xianity do that. There are many enemy alien entities behind xianity.

"If the Jews are behind the hoax of Christianity and enslaving humanity by spiritually crippling us, do you know of any books that explain it?"

You seriously believe the jews who control the mainstream media would allow such book to get published? There's the 666blacksun.org website about the kikes and the hoaxes they invented. Even this way the kikes even work to censor the internet, that site was taken down before.

"What would you say a good beginner program for meditation would be?"

The spiritual warfare training program is a good one to get you started, under "Join Hell's Army".

"I've read about that language at one point, but don't know anything about it's historical significance."

Read the Advanced Satanism section on JoS, it has all to do about the origins of the SS in Sanskrit and Far East.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:


I am a Gemini too. The joyofsatan website has ALL truth. Other outside sources are NOT relaible because of the enemy ruining things and mixing up facts. If you REALLY want to know the truth then read and focus on the joyofsatan website. And read exposing christinaity.com again because sadly you seem very much still indoctrinated despite the fact that all the proof is within your experience and on the two said websites. This is all your call if you still decide to go back in fear to that god then that's is all you. Good luck. And I am in love with Father Satan and spiritual satanism because they are here to help and guide us and have taught us MANY things. I was never really heavily indoctrinated with those lies. Everytime I prayed to that jesus or worthless god everything got worse so I was a wiccan and then moved to spiritual satanism. I have been with father Satan long enough to know that he IS the only one who loves us and is the ONLY creator. You
must continue your research. This is all your decision in the end. If you were meant to be with Father Satan then you shall. If you were meant to be an example of the xian lie on humanity then sadly, you will. Satanism is not for the weak and only the mentally strong will prevail. It is said that in the end many will see the truth and want to join in but it will be too late. I'm not trying to worry you but it is the truth.All this back and forth jumping from satanism to xianity is NOT wise.Satan will execpt you but so many times. Be wise in your choice.. A member here named Fire Starter has answered your posts. Read it it is important.

http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/Joyof ... sage/66886.
http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/Joyof ... sage/66882. http://dir.groups.yahoo.com/group/Joyof ... ----------
On Sun, Jul 22, 2012 9:16 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:


I agree that that Christianity is very anti-life. It tries to deny any and all pleasure. Yes, I tried to pray my way heterosexual because I of what their bible says in leviticus and a few other places. I was always very depressed by it when I wasn't idiotically trying to worship it's god in hopes that I might have a profound spiritual experience, "free myself from sin", or "know that I was saved". I've been to exposingchristianity.com before. It's been a while and I'll definitely read it again thoroughly when I have the chance. What's some other good information outside the main JOS website that gives detailed information about spiritual Satanism, power meditation, and other truth? How does the enemy god have enough power to create such an intense fear and guilt if it's just a thought form? If the Jews are behind the hoax of Christianity and enslaving humanity by spiritually crippling us, do you know of any books that explain it? I was informed to
practice the protection meditation daily to overcome fear. I have a hard time visualizing, so I can only assume when I perform meditations they work. Sometimes, I feel things, other times I don't. I can only suppose it has to do with my low level of bio-electricity. What would you say a good beginner program for meditation would be? (the beginner section on the JOS power meditation page)? (and if so, in what order?) Interesting fact. I didn't know that Satan meant truth in Sanskrit. I've read that it meant adversary in some language, which doesn't make sense out of Christian context, so this meaning is more logical. I've read about that language at one point, but don't know anything about it's historical significance. Thanks Shannon

Btw, how is your "walk with Satan" going? How long have you been a spiritual Satanist? How long did it take you to get past the fear of the indoctrination of other belief systems? How is your spiritual progress?.. I'm naturally inquisitive. Prolly cuz I'm a Gemini. lolz

I apologize for asking so many questions at once. Hope your having a good day.

Oh yeah, last question, how do you personally find balance between the spiritual side of life and the physical. I feel I almost always get too focused on one or the other.


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:


exsposingchristianity.com Study it. Christiantiy is very false. Very anti life.You want to develop spiritual?? You will never develop spiritually if you are constantly running in fear back to that nazarene scum. That god hates you. He hates all of us. Al of humantiy. You say how to avoid angels and greys? angels and greys are evil and work with the enemy god you ran back to. Father Satan protects his loved ones and is the true creator of humanity. You obviously didn't read enough about satanism because of your fear. The enemy god uses fear to keep us away from father Satan. Satan means truth in sanskrit. Demons are here to teach us and guide us. You are homosexual? and you tried to be heterosexual because that god hates homosexuals right? that's what christians are taught. Homosexuality is natural. That god that you went back to hates humanity because he sees everything that humans do as a sin. This shoud be obvious. If you are serious about
establishing
a bond with the true creator of humanity then please read that site I listed in the neginning of this reply. READ also the joyofsatan.org If you have anymore questions please post it on the groups. We are all here to guide eachother to godhead(immortality). Something that the enemy god can NEVER give his followers. Satan is the bringer of knowledge.




------------------------------
On Sat, Jul 21, 2012 5:11 PM EDT seekerjames297 wrote:

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I felt the energy and smelled the energy. I've never read anything about that on the site(smelling the energy). The smell doesn't smell natural or positive. It kind of scared me.I wonder if anyone has experienced any smell during meditations and what they mean. I thought the smells could possibly be different demons because there were different smells, but I couldn't rationally explain why I interpreted the smells to be negative if a Satanic God is positive. Is that Satanic energy or some other kind of energy? Next,the reason I left Satanism is because of fear. During these meditations, I felt so much energy it was scary. I couldn't handle it. I had
overwhelming
thoughts that I would lose my sanity and go to the Christian hell, which if you believe in (which you obviously don't lol), is a truly terrifying concept. I returned to Christianity because I of the overwhelming negative experiences. I believe I'm currently functioning at a low level of bio-electricity and the circuits within my body couldn't handle that much energy and that much stimulation can be too much for a weak mind which could very well cause insanity. Anyway, I've come back to this spiritual Satanism (with caution) because the Christian God never talked to me. I couldn't live up to the expectations of not "sinning". I couldn't convert from homosexuality to heterosexuality and I didn't feel any love from my peers at church. I know that the members of this organization hate this entity and believe that the Christian God is a fictitious thoughtform. However, I am still very fearful. I still feel indoctrinated with Christianity and don't know
how
to overcome it. I've read the whole JOS website and am still scared Christianity could be the right religion (which I'm sure you hate, so don't be angry be helpful). I know I'm likely to be yelled at by members and be called a filthy xian for saying that, but it still doesn't take away my fear. Please be supportive. I haven't come to start problem, just develop spiritually. So chill. Also, how can I avoid greys and angels? And why do we have to worry about angels? Do y'all actually believe in angels? I hope my message is approved, read, and answered respectfully. Thank you.

 

[THEB!GBOWSSS]

Alright I'm just going to post these links for ANYONE considering returning to the enemy lies, under this appropriate thread. I'm not going to take credit for accumulating these links, as I found them from another poster.


PLEASE, if you ever have doubts, or fear you may have doubts in the future, bookmark these sites.

The essential, objective guide to the bible
http://skepticsannotatedbible.com/


List and analysis of biblical contradictions:
http://errancy.org/


Lists and analyses of atrocities commanded, committed, and condoned by the god of the Bible:
http://www.infidels.org/library/modern/ ... ocity.html
http://www.evilbible.com/


Comprehensive counterapologetics wiki, including common arguments for and against the existence of god, and common refutations (and attempted refutations) of those arguments:
http://wiki.ironchariots.org/index.php?title=Main_Page


Fifty or so thought experiments demonstrating that most Christian beliefs are absurd.
http://godisimaginary.com/index.htm


Just about every commonly made creationist claim, and several well-cited refutations:
http://www.talkorigins.org/indexcc/list.html

 

[nico.carlton]

Reference site; www.jewwatch.com
Also research what the Jew's truly think of 'Goyim', I encourage all to write down the sources when you find them. I found a small bunch in big name Jewish online newspapers such as jta.org

Talking about how we are vicious and dirty and how the 'yids of old' dance around us. LOL! Death to them all

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "THEB!GBOWSSS" <nshayaun@... wrote:

Alright I'm just going to post these links for ANYONE considering returning to the enemy lies, under this appropriate thread. I'm not going to take credit for accumulating these links, as I found them from another poster.


PLEASE, if you ever have doubts, or fear you may have doubts in the future, bookmark these sites.

The essential, objective guide to the bible
http://skepticsannotatedbible.com/


List and analysis of biblical contradictions:
http://errancy.org/


Lists and analyses of atrocities commanded, committed, and condoned by the god of the Bible:
http://www.infidels.org/library/modern/ ... ocity.html
http://www.evilbible.com/


Comprehensive counterapologetics wiki, including common arguments for and against the existence of god, and common refutations (and attempted refutations) of those arguments:
http://wiki.ironchariots.org/index.php?title=Main_Page


Fifty or so thought experiments demonstrating that most Christian beliefs are absurd.
http://godisimaginary.com/index.htm


Just about every commonly made creationist claim, and several well-cited refutations:
http://www.talkorigins.org/indexcc/list.html