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[Kristina1]

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Greys are extremely nasty creatures and your fear is well-founded and may well stem from childhood interaction with the damn things. In many cases they latch onto someone in early childhood (around 4 or 5, sometimes even as young as 2 or 3) and make their life totally miserable at irregular intervals until well into old age and/or when death comes.

Always, without fail, do your daily protection exercises; more than once a day if you feel the need. Once you're proficient at it, it can take less than a minute! Never, ever neglect this for it is the foundation in keeping them away.

I don't usually like to "publicly" refer too much to my own experiences but I am one who was tormented by greys from a very early age and off and on (I'm sure they had a schedule, but it certainly wasn't mine!). I am well into the upper end of middle age now. And I have been involved in the occult for 30-some years. The last grey encounter was not too long prior to my dedication--I went to the paddock to get my horse and there was a grey trying to hide itself and doing a piss-poor job of it behind a rowan bush growing in the paddock. Oddly, the horse didn't seem to care. But here's the kicker: when I made my dedication to Satan five years ago (this November, in fact), as far as unwanted alien intrusions went, it was as if someone had flipped a switch. What freedom and relief I felt I can't even begin to describe. I have not had a grey encounter since!

Again, never neglect your protection exercises. Continue to gain in knowledge and power. Consult with your guardian demon; they know far more than we do and can advise you in ways that are especially geared to your particular situation and circumstances.

I hope that's helped a little ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@... wrote:

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[Shades_of_chaos]

Yes I feel this a lot and not all of them look the same. We are being under attack I've had a lot of problems with them around 10:00pm pacific time so I wonder if this their attack time but it can happen all the time but that is when it's the stronger. Well I'm also a person who feels our magick has no limits and I think that with that power I become a huge bullseye for them. I will never quite my battle against them and xianty if they want to scare me they will need to de better since they will just make me stronger in every single attack stand strong hail Satan and hail haures!!!

On Oct 23, 2009, at 11:21 AM, "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@... wrote:

  Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[levity_awaits]

Don't you be afraid of those greys child. That's exactly how they want you to be. In time you will learn how to destroy them and that fear will reduce gradually. I do not fear them at all. They're just nuisances and I wipe them on a lot of the time. Stupid little bitches. Anyway if you have any questions about their weaknesses and whatnot, just message me.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@... wrote:

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[Spencer]

For protection you can meditate on the Algiz rune and breath in white-gold energy from it, that's what I do and it seems to work well.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

Greys are extremely nasty creatures and your fear is well-founded and may well stem from childhood interaction with the damn things. In many cases they latch onto someone in early childhood (around 4 or 5, sometimes even as young as 2 or 3) and make their life totally miserable at irregular intervals until well into old age and/or when death comes.

Always, without fail, do your daily protection exercises; more than once a day if you feel the need. Once you're proficient at it, it can take less than a minute! Never, ever neglect this for it is the foundation in keeping them away.

I don't usually like to "publicly" refer too much to my own experiences but I am one who was tormented by greys from a very early age and off and on (I'm sure they had a schedule, but it certainly wasn't mine!). I am well into the upper end of middle age now. And I have been involved in the occult for 30-some years. The last grey encounter was not too long prior to my dedication--I went to the paddock to get my horse and there was a grey trying to hide itself and doing a piss-poor job of it behind a rowan bush growing in the paddock. Oddly, the horse didn't seem to care. But here's the kicker: when I made my dedication to Satan five years ago (this November, in fact), as far as unwanted alien intrusions went, it was as if someone had flipped a switch. What freedom and relief I felt I can't even begin to describe. I have not had a grey encounter since!

Again, never neglect your protection exercises. Continue to gain in knowledge and power. Consult with your guardian demon; they know far more than we do and can advise you in ways that are especially geared to your particular situation and circumstances.

I hope that's helped a little ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@ wrote:

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[lancefireopus45]

hmm young age ya say intresting i may need to ask a few question to someone about what happened to me at age 3 when i was younger

that post was very helpful

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chalchiuhnenetzin" <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

Greys are extremely nasty creatures and your fear is well-founded and may well stem from childhood interaction with the damn things. In many cases they latch onto someone in early childhood (around 4 or 5, sometimes even as young as 2 or 3) and make their life totally miserable at irregular intervals until well into old age and/or when death comes.

Always, without fail, do your daily protection exercises; more than once a day if you feel the need. Once you're proficient at it, it can take less than a minute! Never, ever neglect this for it is the foundation in keeping them away.

I don't usually like to "publicly" refer too much to my own experiences but I am one who was tormented by greys from a very early age and off and on (I'm sure they had a schedule, but it certainly wasn't mine!). I am well into the upper end of middle age now. And I have been involved in the occult for 30-some years. The last grey encounter was not too long prior to my dedication--I went to the paddock to get my horse and there was a grey trying to hide itself and doing a piss-poor job of it behind a rowan bush growing in the paddock. Oddly, the horse didn't seem to care. But here's the kicker: when I made my dedication to Satan five years ago (this November, in fact), as far as unwanted alien intrusions went, it was as if someone had flipped a switch. What freedom and relief I felt I can't even begin to describe. I have not had a grey encounter since!

Again, never neglect your protection exercises. Continue to gain in knowledge and power. Consult with your guardian demon; they know far more than we do and can advise you in ways that are especially geared to your particular situation and circumstances.

I hope that's helped a little ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@ wrote:

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[lancefireopus45]

hmmm 10 pm prob when everyone is worn out after a long day odd that was the timeframe my demon friend zack got attacked by both angels (a really fucked up angel i might add she was a wolf trying to kill those who were impure) but demonic assasin like beings were attacking him too i wonder if the enemy angels and imposter (thoughtform) satan are teamed up and working together btw i recently got a energy reading from a far off world which apparently is nibiru according to my friend i think i was able to get this reading cause angels tried to steal my energy and guess what i tag and infect and seed all my energy automatically it makes sure whoever steals it gets either caught exposed or contaminated also my energy is will infused so to be short they jacked my stuff and brought a remote trojan like spy energy with them in doing so

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shades_of_chaos <shadows6of6be6@... wrote:

Yes I feel this a lot and not all of them look the same. We are being under attack I've had a lot of problems with them around 10:00pm pacific time so I wonder if this their attack time but it can happen all the time but that is when it's the stronger. Well I'm also a person who feels our magick has no limits and I think that with that power I become a huge bullseye for them. I will never quite my battle against them and xianty if they want to scare me they will need to de better since they will just make me stronger in every single attack stand strong hail Satan and hail haures!!!

On Oct 23, 2009, at 11:21 AM, "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@... wrote:

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?

 

[Kristina1]

Thank you for all of your help lovely brothers and sisters. It's a comfort to know there are others who can relate to this sort of thing and won't look at you like you have 6 heads for speaking of it.
I've decided to start actively defending myself from this fear, so that I may have the strength to better contribute to the war.

Mighty Hails,
Kristina

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "levity_awaits" <levity_awaits@... wrote:

Don't you be afraid of those greys child. That's exactly how they want you to be. In time you will learn how to destroy them and that fear will reduce gradually. I do not fear them at all. They're just nuisances and I wipe them on a lot of the time. Stupid little bitches. Anyway if you have any questions about their weaknesses and whatnot, just message me.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kristina" <noizeinmyhead@ wrote:

Eversince I was little, I have had a rabid fear of greys. I thought that growing up would lessen it, as growing up does to most of our childhood fears with the acquiring of knowledge, but to this day I cannot for the life of me shake greys.
It's beyond a fear, but it's not like a phobia, it just feels like a deep-seated knowledge, a fact, a good reason to feel that way. When I look at one of those faces I just get the feeling like something is very wrong there and it's not just a little chill up my spine but a petrifying of my very soul. I feel this draining of energy on my third eye and a kind of blackening of my vision, my mind is no longer my own.
If I think about them before I'm about to go to bed, I won't fall asleep. I can barely think of them at all without putting myself in a panic. If I don't purge the image from my mind I can barely function.
Reading about the significance of greys here disturbs me as it seems to justify it.
There are just too many coincidences that I've discovered here that reflect me all too well.
I usually don't talk about this.

Has anyone else felt this way? About greys more so? About this path?