Energy in Final RTR

[VortexOfCreation]

I'm not sure what to call the title of this topic, but here goes.

I've done the Final RTR again and am going to make a conscious effort to do it every night. I was able to do it without having to listen to Maxines recordings of the RTR, I still struggle in some areas of the RTR due to having two teeth behind my front ones(eg. words that "Th" or ask you to pronounce the word with "Th" in them) but above all that, everything went good.

When I was finished I started cleaning my aura, as listed above I still struggle with visualization and even feeling but I tried nonetheless, and when I was about a minute into it I got a dizzy feeling very similar to the feeling I get when doing Hatha Yoga which is the raising of bio-electricity...

I am not at all alarmed by this feeling, I was just wanting to know what it means to feel that "feeling" when doing the RTR, since I've never had this feeling up until now.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THOSE ALLIED TO HIM :smile:

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Purifying fire that burns away all impurities and problems, and makes you become perfect and strong. Your soul is growing and expanding, and burning away all the blockages that were holding you down.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

Purifying fire that burns away all impurities and problems, and makes you become perfect and strong. Your soul is growing and expanding, and burning away all the blockages that were holding you down.

Thank you for your response Ol argedco. Next time I do the RTR I will stick to the cleaning aura for longer and really try to clean my aura and chakras. I will continue doing the Final RTR, even better no one is home so I have the privacy to do another one. But I'm going to stick to doing the RTR once a day just to test myself, if I can do it for a week without laziness intervening I'll be able to move onto doing 2 or more RTR's a day.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THOSE ALLIED TO HIM :smile:

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I get what you're saying, but you seriously should be doing it as many times as you possibly can. At least for just this week. This week right now is the most important time in the entire year that it needs to be done. Next week you can do just 1 every day if you want, but this week do your most! No excuses!

 

[VortexOfCreation]

I get what you're saying, but you seriously should be doing it as many times as you possibly can. At least for just this week. This week right now is the most important time in the entire year that it needs to be done. Next week you can do just 1 every day if you want, but this week do your most! No excuses!

Thank you for understanding, despite the fact I said I was gonna stick to 1 RTR a day(to help with laziness) I've actually been doing 2 a day. I did the RTR earlier this morning and even have more time to do another one, and maybe even more time to do another one. But I have read that you can say the words in your mind albeit weaker, but my parents are home so I may have to do it that way, but I will try to vibrate them verbally to add more power to the ritual.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THOSE ALLIED TO HIM :smile:

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You can put on some tv or music so they won't hear you. You can do it quietly, there's no benefit from screaming it.

 

[VortexOfCreation]

You can put on some tv or music so they won't hear you. You can do it quietly, there's no benefit from screaming it.

Haha, dont worry I dont scream the words at all. Its just that my room is out the backyard, one of my windows is broken(unfortunately, I dont have the money to pay for it at the moment) also the walls in my room doesnt do a good job at blocking sounds out. Dad sometimes comes out the back to work in his shed. But thats why I do it when they're asleep, I have done it when everyone is awake, I just dont do it as loud as I would do if they were all asleep.

But to much of my shame, I have a sort of perfectionist mentality. Alot of members on here(mostly those who are a bit more advanced than a newbie such as myself at feeling/seeing energy) always say they feel very happy and healed of any problems. I dont feel any of that, sure I feel energy when I'm doing the aura cleaning meditation after the RTR but I dont feel the same as the (Intermediate - Advanced members) but not even that I'm a heavy smoker and everytime I do the RTR and Aura Cleaning meditation I light up a smoke straight after it, thinking to myself "Whats the point of healing my soul and aura, if I'm just a gonna light up a smoke right after it" I started having this mentality again just yesterday when I was able to do 3 RTR's and it is very frustrating now.

I know it may sound like I'm just complaining about the problems I've been facing so I do apologize for it. But I've been having this mindset even way before the RTR's its only now that I feel like my mental state and thoughts are more "tense" than before.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL THOSE ALLIED TO HIM :smile: