Dilema...

[Jason]

My dear spiritual family; I have a question that is of utmost importance to me:my entire family is xian, one way or another they know who I serve (for lack of better term). I despise EVERYTHING xian! Because of my current condition,(of which I won't get into Again!), I have no choice but to live w/ them. My dilema is, my undying love for my physical family. I am most likely wrong for having spoken to them the way I feel the need to when they so openly blaspheme our Gods, but considering that they do just that, is SOO insulting to me, and of course the Gods. W/ my love for them, I feel like an unworthy Satanist, worst of all, a bad, two faced son to my spiritual father, SATAN!
If anyone would be willing to offer me some advice on how to deal w/ this situation, I would be very greatfull.
Thank you all so much for reading and any advice offered!
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

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A lot of new Initiates like yourself go through this problem. I had this problem too before I went to college and got my degree. You have to ask yourself an important thing, what would happen if you spoke out? Would you destroy the relationship with the family you love? Would you destroy your future?

Then ask yourself, what does Satan want for you? The answer is obvious, he wants what's best. Most of the time the best for us is keeping quiet, and worshiping him in secret.

So I would say that you're just going to have to suck it up and deal with there blasphemy. Their day will come.

Hail

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Jason" <eremoslukos8@... wrote:

My dear spiritual family; I have a question that is of utmost importance to me:my entire family is xian, one way or another they know who I serve (for lack of better term). I despise EVERYTHING xian! Because of my current condition,(of which I won't get into Again!), I have no choice but to live w/ them. My dilema is, my undying love for my physical family. I am most likely wrong for having spoken to them the way I feel the need to when they so openly blaspheme our Gods, but considering that they do just that, is SOO insulting to me, and of course the Gods. W/ my love for them, I feel like an unworthy Satanist, worst of all, a bad, two faced son to my spiritual father, SATAN!
If anyone would be willing to offer me some advice on how to deal w/ this situation, I would be very greatfull.
Thank you all so much for reading and any advice offered!
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Very well put, "lowpriest." Satan himself cautions in the Al Jilwah against speaking out. He knows what we are up against and doesn't want to make things even more difficult.

Most of us practice in secrecy to one degree or another. We just have to accept it as a fact of life, at least for now, and work around it. Nothing is gained by alienating the family you love and with whom you must live. It's not the course of wisdom to be openly blatant; better to remain low-key and lip zipped. It could well happen that they see the positive changes in you over time and may then look upon your Satanic beliefs in a new light, at least as it pertains to you. Others have experienced this.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lowpriest@..." <lowpriest@... wrote:


A lot of new Initiates like yourself go through this problem. I had this problem too before I went to college and got my degree. You have to ask yourself an important thing, what would happen if you spoke out? Would you destroy the relationship with the family you love? Would you destroy your future?

Then ask yourself, what does Satan want for you? The answer is obvious, he wants what's best. Most of the time the best for us is keeping quiet, and worshiping him in secret.

So I would say that you're just going to have to suck it up and deal with there blasphemy. Their day will come.

Hail
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Jason" <eremoslukos8@ wrote:

My dear spiritual family; I have a question that is of utmost importance to me:my entire family is xian, one way or another they know who I serve (for lack of better term). I despise EVERYTHING xian! Because of my current condition,(of which I won't get into Again!), I have no choice but to live w/ them. My dilema is, my undying love for my physical family. I am most likely wrong for having spoken to them the way I feel the need to when they so openly blaspheme our Gods, but considering that they do just that, is SOO insulting to me, and of course the Gods. W/ my love for them, I feel like an unworthy Satanist, worst of all, a bad, two faced son to my spiritual father, SATAN!
If anyone would be willing to offer me some advice on how to deal w/ this situation, I would be very greatfull.
Thank you all so much for reading and any advice offered!
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Don Danko]

Yep, what they don't know won't hurt them. But what they could know could hurt you.   It's not your fault they can't handle the truth. 

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, January 8, 2011 8:20:46 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Dilema...

  Very well put, "lowpriest." Satan himself cautions in the Al Jilwah against speaking out. He knows what we are up against and doesn't want to make things even more difficult.

Most of us practice in secrecy to one degree or another. We just have to accept it as a fact of life, at least for now, and work around it. Nothing is gained by alienating the family you love and with whom you must live. It's not the course of wisdom to be openly blatant; better to remain low-key and lip zipped. It could well happen that they see the positive changes in you over time and may then look upon your Satanic beliefs in a new light, at least as it pertains to you. Others have experienced this.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lowpriest@..." <lowpriest@... wrote:


A lot of new Initiates like yourself go through this problem. I had this problem too before I went to college and got my degree. You have to ask yourself an important thing, what would happen if you spoke out? Would you destroy the relationship with the family you love? Would you destroy your future?

Then ask yourself, what does Satan want for you? The answer is obvious, he wants what's best. Most of the time the best for us is keeping quiet, and worshiping him in secret.

So I would say that you're just going to have to suck it up and deal with there blasphemy. Their day will come.

Hail
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Jason" <eremoslukos8@ wrote:

My dear spiritual family; I have a question that is of utmost importance to me:my entire family is xian, one way or another they know who I serve (for lack of better term). I despise EVERYTHING xian! Because of my current condition,(of which I won't get into Again!), I have no choice but to live w/ them. My dilema is, my undying love for my physical family. I am most likely wrong for having spoken to them the way I feel the need to when they so openly blaspheme our Gods, but considering that they do just that, is SOO insulting to me, and of course the Gods. W/ my love for them, I feel like an unworthy Satanist, worst of all, a bad, two faced son to my spiritual father, SATAN!
If anyone would be willing to offer me some advice on how to deal w/ this situation, I would be very greatfull.
Thank you all so much for reading and any advice offered!
HAIL SATAN!!!