Destruction

[das1911.abhisek]

I am a newbie to this site but not new to this world. There is something that lingers inside me. I don't know why but I fail to understand the humans. When I am right, they blame me for my over-righteousness and when I commit mistake, I am blamed for my mistake. I tried to adapt their lifestyle but I gradually lost my talents and ruined myself. I don't know why ?I loved a girl who didn't even try to realize it. I was betrayed by those for whom I cared even more than my life. I feel lonely when I see my friends leading happily with their girlfriends but I am still single. OK I will manage it but I don't know why people hate me, isolate me. Those who show sympathy for me, in actual they plan for my miseries. I can't understand why this happens with me.

 

[S.S. 666]

It depends what country you live in - however the mass mind is programmed to different extents to keep people "down" so that noone will be better than other people; so when other people sense you might have the ability to be better than them, they unconsiously attack you to bring you down.
If you come from a xian background you may have a programmed mind acting against yourself.
Also some Souls were already with Satan in past lives, and when they come back to this world the enemy attacks them since they are born so this might be one reason.
Aura of protection meditation is basic essential protection against this - and I would say avoid abusive people (most of them are actually in my experience).
HAIL SATAN!!!


From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Date: Mon, 13 Jul 2015 15:35:39 -0700
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Destruction

 
I am a newbie to this site but not new to this world. There is something that lingers inside me. I don't know why but I fail to understand the humans. When I am right, they blame me for my over-righteousness and when I commit mistake, I am blamed for my mistake. I tried to adapt their lifestyle but I gradually lost my talents and ruined myself. I don't know why ?
I loved a girl who didn't even try to realize it. I was betrayed by those for whom I cared even more than my life. I feel lonely when I see my friends leading happily with their girlfriends but I am still single. OK I will manage it but I don't know why people hate me, isolate me. Those who show sympathy for me, in actual they plan for my miseries. I can't understand why this happens with me.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

<td val[/IMG]Look If you want to live a happy spiritual successful life then read and study all of www.joyofsatan.org Otherwise take your pity party somewhere else, you won't find any here.


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On Jul 13, 2015, 3:35:39 PM, das1911.abhisek@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote: I am a newbie to this site but not new to this world. There is something that lingers inside me. I don't know why but I fail to understand the humans. When I am right, they blame me for my over-righteousness and when I commit mistake, I am blamed for my mistake. I tried to adapt their lifestyle but I gradually lost my talents and ruined myself. I don't know why ?I loved a girl who didn't even try to realize it. I was betrayed by those for whom I cared even more than my life. I feel lonely when I see my friends leading happily with their girlfriends but I am still single. OK I will manage it but I don't know why people hate me, isolate me. Those who show sympathy for me, in actual they plan for my miseries. I can't understand why this happens with me.

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[Leighton Yagami]

Humanity just became disgusting....they dont even have respect, not even for themselves. They are so corrupted, distasteful and so many other things, me personally don't like it much....rather be an animal which has more honor lol. Seriously though.

On Jul 13, 2015 7:27 PM, "das1911.abhisek@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I am a newbie to this site but not new to this world. There is something that lingers inside me. I don't know why but I fail to understand the humans. When I am right, they blame me for my over-righteousness and when I commit mistake, I am blamed for my mistake. I tried to adapt their lifestyle but I gradually lost my talents and ruined myself. I don't know why ?I loved a girl who didn't even try to realize it. I was betrayed by those for whom I cared even more than my life. I feel lonely when I see my friends leading happily with their girlfriends but I am still single. OK I will manage it but I don't know why people hate me, isolate me. Those who show sympathy for me, in actual they plan for my miseries. I can't understand why this happens with me.

 

[Sims Motal]

First of all, are you a dedicated Satanist? If not, exactly what are you asking?
I suggest you read the Joy of Satan website. Perhaps there you can find some, if not all,
of your answers.
Hail Satan!
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On Mon, 7/13/15, das1911.abhisek@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Destruction
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, July 13, 2015, 3:35 PM


 









I am a newbie to this site but not new
to this world. There is something that lingers inside me. I
don't know why but I fail to understand the humans. When
I am right, they blame me for my over-righteousness and when
I commit mistake, I am blamed for my mistake. I tried to
adapt their lifestyle but I gradually lost my talents and
ruined myself. I don't know why ?I
loved a girl who didn't even try to realize it. I was
betrayed by those for whom I cared even more than my life. I
feel lonely when I see my friends leading happily with their
girlfriends but I am still single. OK I will manage it but I
don't know why people hate me, isolate me. Those who
show sympathy for me, in actual they plan for my miseries. I
can't understand why this happens with me.









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