Curiose about something

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I noticed somthing in my life now than befor. Few days back someone looked for my troble at work, it was so painfull that i had this great hatred for her i don't know what to do then one thing comes to mind to use her as an experiment puting gray energy on her but no affirmation, then the next day to my suprise the troble she's making with me was reported to the office for her to pay the fine of 5000 for making troble nobody has ever paid any fine befor for making problems, i was not among because i don't like troble so i don't look for it, but after everything no fine was paid i get angry that i continue to put the gray anergy again on her, that same day she lost her puss with 1000 inside, she came back crying then i was week i was like why did i do this i should have let her go and forget about it, this is a lot of temptetion on her though it has stoped but i did nothing for that, same with another girl at work i know am not surpose to do or say this things but it was like i'm emotional that week and like something was pushing me to try out something and am doing this with so much faith i don't know what put that confidence in me i never had that befor not untill now. Yesterday i get angry at someone at work 5 munits letter something bad happend to her, i did not do anything to her because she did nothing to me but she said some things that make me very angry unknowinly to her, let me not continue it was really cool but not cool that i did that to them. The only reason i'm explaining this things is because i think am geting strong spiritualy and i'll need to use this powers in a positive way so i was thinking if i can use gray which i know is death but did not work like that in my case if i can use it to corse troble for someone then there must be something i can do to make people, at liest the once i'll come across to turn from xian/muslem and seek father satan, the truth, and free themselves because now i see how vulnerable most people are and they don't even know it, all am saying is am not looking for members for father but i hate seing people carying bible and going to church to make themselves open to any attack unknowingly to them, i need people to know the truth so i'll need my brothers and sisters help on what i can do to someone to make them turn around and seek father apart from doing workings and rituals, there must be somthing i can do wile working or anywere i can't just wait for only rituals, but both will be fine One more thing, what workings or something can i do to put my temper under control because i'm easly hort by others and so surprise i found that in my birth chat. Sorry for most of my spelings i don't know english spelings very well. Thanks everyone.
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