Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

[FridayThe13th]

I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

 

[[email protected]]

Greetings: I, too, am surrounded by,"undesirable interruptions". I found that after getting familiar w/ "void meditation", try getting used to it while a T.V. Is running & blocking that out. This way when your at that dump, you can block out all that mumbo jumbo. Also, put up an aura of protection to block out the negative energies. That should be a good practice to work on, then of course, clean your aura afterwards. Hoped this helped- J~SIN
HAIL LORD SATAN!!! Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "FridayThe13th" <luner.dukke@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 05 Dec 2010 21:32:54 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
  I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

 

[Sheila Barnhill]

I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila

On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila

On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]You are truly an inspiration to me.I just started six months ago,and have gotten to the point where I have all my chakras open,and learning for an hour a day how to use the energy in my power meditations to empower my aura and chakras.Realize I have a long way to go,but I have made a good start for my fist six months.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 5:44 PM

  Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

 

[Gregory Arcisz]

<td val[/IMG]Good also to see an older Satanist. I am 53 and live in Illinois. The xian god, if he exists, never helped me.   Father Satan is my God. I proudly wear my Baphomet. Praise Satan!

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 10:10 AM

  Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila

On [/IMG]briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


Fro[/IMG]luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

 

[Gregory Arcisz]

<td val[/IMG]I am 53 and live in Illinois. I am a new Satanist. The xian god never did anything for me. I am a Scorpio also.

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 11:44 AM

  Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

 

[dorringtonhelen]

It is great to see older Satanists. I am soon to 51. It is also great to see you back Greg.
Hail Satan
Hail Belial

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Gregory Arcisz <snowboardskier@... wrote:

Good also to see an older Satanist. I am 53 and live in Illinois. The xian god, if he exists, never helped me.   Father Satan is my God. I proudly wear my Baphomet. Praise Satan!

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 10:10 AM







 









Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older Satanist.Didn't you
say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it









 






I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila

On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
















 









Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let
them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.



From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it









 






I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?


That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.


I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...


Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".


Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!

I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.


So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~



<3Kithic Dithean

Praise the father!












































--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

 

[[email protected]]

[/IMG]I am 53 and live in Illinois. I am a new Satanist. The xian god never did anything for me. I am a Scorpio also.

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 11:44 AM

  Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE] [/QUOTE][/QUOTE]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Greetings,
Good to have older SS weighing in with the younger SS.I was born and raised in near Oak Lawn in Chicago.Moved when I was 14 to south Florida.Been in the south ever since.Now I live near Birmingham Alabama ,right in jewsus territory. They all hate me,or are afraid of me.As the should be.Soon I am going to physiologically fuck up their xtian program around here.
Hail Satan!
Brian. 

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, Gregory Arcisz <snowboardskier@... wrote:

From: Gregory Arcisz <snowboardskier@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 4:22 PM

 

<td style="font:[/IMG]Good also to see an older Satanist. I am 53 and live in Illinois. The xian god, if he exists, never helped me.   Father Satan is my God. I proudly wear my Baphomet. Praise Satan!

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 10:10 AM

  Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila

On [/IMG]briangibbons20@... wrote:

  Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


Fro[/IMG]luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it

  I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!

--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Yes I agree,
You can draw inspiration from both the younger and older brothers and sisters.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 12/8/10, dorringtonhelen <dorringtonhelen@... wrote:

From: dorringtonhelen <dorringtonhelen@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 4:36 AM

  It is great to see older Satanists. I am soon to 51. It is also great to see you back Greg.
Hail Satan
Hail Belial

--- [/IMG][email protected], Gregory Arcisz <snowboardskier@... wrote:

Good also to see an older Satanist. I am 53 and live in Illinois. The xian god, if he exists, never helped me.   Father Satan is my God. I proudly wear my Baphomet. Praise Satan!

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 10:10 AM







 









Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older Satanist.Didn't you
say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.


From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it









 






I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila

On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:
















 









Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am  ashamed to admit it now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but if you don't let
them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.



From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]

Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it









 






I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is stuck every Sunday morning?


That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type, no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so are my Wednesday nights in my own home.


I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...


Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their chairs, testify about when they were "my age".


Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods, have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!

I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I fell asleep, lulz.


So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~



<3Kithic Dithean

Praise the father!












































--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]And fuck up my heart,soul and body.Satan is putting me all back together little by little.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 12/8/10, fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@... wrote:

From: fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 1:29 PM

  [/IMG]I am 53 and live in Illinois. I am a new Satanist. The xian god never did anything for me. I am a Scorpio also.

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 11:44 AM

  Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

[/QUOTE][/TD][/TR][/TABLE]

 

[[email protected]]

You sa[/IMG]And fuck up my heart,soul and body.Satan is putting me all back together little by little.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 12/8/10, fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@... wrote:

From: fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 1:29 PM

  [/IMG]I am 53 and live in Illinois. I am a new Satanist. The xian god never did anything for me. I am a Scorpio also.

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 11:44 AM

  Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]

[/QUOTE][/TD][/TR][/TABLE]
[/QUOTE][/QUOTE]

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Thanks it been a long long road,as George put it in the White Album. But the quest is all worth it when it leads to Father.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 12/8/10, fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@... wrote:

From: fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 8:37 PM

  You sa[/IMG]And fuck up my heart,soul and body.Satan is putting me all back together little by little.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Wed, 12/8/10, fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@... wrote:

From: fwlrcj@... <fwlrcj@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, December 8, 2010, 1:29 PM

  [/IMG]I am 53 and live in Illinois. I am a new Satanist. The xian god never did anything for me. I am a Scorpio also.

--- On Tue, 12/7/10, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

From: chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Christian Church;; A place to vent about it
To: [email protected]
Date: Tuesday, December 7, 2010, 11:44 AM

  Yep, there's a few of us older ones here! Satan's people are found in all age groups and socio-economic strata.

I, in fact, may be the oldest person in the groups! I just turned 66 at the end of October. (I am a Scorpio & one of our symbols is the phoenix which in broad terms means we're very good at regenerating ourselves.) I don't hide my chronological age because I'm living proof that the Magnum Opus works.

I've been doing it for 4 years and recently added the Philosopher's Stone to the mix. it's truly amazing in so many ways. This is the real "secret" (which is not a secret at all): walking the Path of Godhood -- people do double takes when they learn my age because I look and feel so much better at 66 than I ever did at 46 !! Compared with 4 years ago; well, no comparison!

--- [/IMG][email protected], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Your just a couple of years older than me Sheila.I have been a Satanist almost a
year.Just a newbi still.At our age that even sounds good to say. lol I have been
a pagan for over 15 years though,so I have been out of that bullshit program,and
been a free thinker for awhile now.So glad to have finally found the real God
Father Satan.I was looking for the truth in all the wrong places(RHP)but I
finally found it through JoS.Thank you Satan for HP Maxine and all she has done
for us.Greatful to be a part of this ministry and the e- groups.I have made some
great progress in this last year.I do Hatha Yoga for 30 min.and power
meditations for another 30 min. before I go to work every morning.I have never
felt more powerful,and more in touch with my life.Its good to hear from an older
Satanist.Didn't you say you were from Texas?I am kind of next door in Alabama.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: Sheila Barnhill <darkangelpublishing@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 6, 2010 10:36:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I agree with you one hundred percent hon. btw how old are you? I'm 55 myself.
Sheila


On Mon, Dec 6, 2010 at 8:55 AM, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:


Greetings,
I feel ya! I am old now so I don't have to put up with that shit anymore.But
when I was young I lived in the same kind of situation.I am ashamed to admit it
now,but I was so indoctrinated,that 20 years ago I use to be a full gospel
minister.I use to do all that dumb shit that you described,and worse than that,I
use to get other young people to commit to that fake abusive god.When I gave my
life to the real Father Satan,i had a lot of anger to deal with,just as HP
Maxine talks about.Just be very glad that you woke up early to the
bullshit.Maybe you will not have to go through all that fucking healing that I
had to.Stay stong in Father Satan,and keep your mind free.That's the most
important thing you can do.They may be able to fuck with you on the out side,but
if you don't let them they can't get to you on the inside.
Hail Satan!
Brian.





________________________________
From: FridayThe13th <luner.dukke@...
To: <a rel="nofollow" t[/IMG][email protected]
Sent: Sun, December 5, 2010 3:32:54 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Christian Church;; A place to vent about it


I've been having to go to church since before I could talk, it's a house rule in
my home that if you live here you have to go. You have no choice in the matter
and since I'm not of legal age to move out yet, guess where my happy ass is
stuck every Sunday morning?
That's right. Church. And my family can't be the quiet sitting in service type,
no that's impossible. They have to be the, "PRAISE JESUS! OMG!" dancing in the
isles, speaking in "tongues" type. And to make it worse, my grandparents bring
church to me. Think about it, not only are my Sunday's ruined by church, but so
are my Wednesday nights in my own home.
I'll be doing my own thing in my room, listening to music, meditating, chatting
it up with my satanist buddies then all you can hear is, REALLY loud REALLY bad
kareoke of "JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW" and you just want to bang your head on
the wall til it bleeds. Then, if that's not bad enough...
Every other Tuesday is my grandparent's bible study night, so they try to take
me to listen to other people who look like they're so old their dead in their
chairs, testify about when they were "my age".
Sadly, I had to sit in service today without a book, music, or anything. Gods,
have you ever felt the energy in a church? BLEH!
I curled up while they were praying and put my head between my knees and just
breathed in deeply pulling my aura in close to me so it didn't touch the crazy
chick next to me then just slowly exhaled every last bit of that breath, pushing
it out to fit around my in a pretty little bubble of aura and energy, I have
never felt so good, it was just like waking up and having that first morning
stretch. No one touched me all through service, it wasn't as bad, eventually I
fell asleep, lulz.
So brothers, sisters, here's to bitching about our least favorite place~

<3Kithic Dithean
Praise the father!





--
"Do what you want as long as it's paying off for you. But once it's become a
liability, then something is wrong and you better find out what it is."

[/TD]

[/TD][/TR][/TABLE]

[/QUOTE][/QUOTE][/TD][/TR][/TABLE]