Can you please help me?

[skippy15skip]

I have came across the site Joyofsatan and I was drawn to staying there I couldn't stop reading and I want to believe I want to see I have been put in church school in childhood and was labeled an evil child because I always questioned what was being tought I have swayed away from relegions. I want to accept satan but I am having trouble knowing if I did everything right I don't feel any diffrent I don't feel anything. I have had a shadow fallow me ever sence I started church school and I feel tormented by its presence. I am now 22 and my eyes are still dark I'm slowly loosing hope in myself I want to believe I want to speak to satan but for some reason I am unable. My whole life is nothing but neglect and I have spent a lot of time by myself I am scared that I will never make a connection I would love some advice anything would help I'm losing myself.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Please also see www.exposingchristianity.com, it will help you.


On Saturday, October 26, 2013 7:29:36 AM, "skippy15skip@..." <skippy15skip@... wrote:
  I have came across the site Joyofsatan and I was drawn to staying there I couldn't stop reading and I want to believe I want to see I have been put in church school in childhood and was labeled an evil child because I always questioned what was being tought I have swayed away from relegions. I want to accept satan but I am having trouble knowing if I did everything right I don't feel any diffrent I don't feel anything. I have had a shadow fallow me ever sence I started church school and I feel tormented by its presence. I am now 22 and my eyes are still dark I'm slowly loosing hope in myself I want to believe I want to speak to satan but for some reason I am unable. My whole life is nothing but neglect and I have spent a lot of time by myself I am scared that I will never make a connection I would love some advice anything would help I'm losing myself.

 

[awleon23]

One thing you have to realize is not everyone gets to speak to Satan, If it is his will then Satan will speak with you.  That doesn't however mean that you wont feel his presence, start to look for subtle signs,   And don't forget to do your meditations as this will help you to become more open to these subtleties, and soon you will realize exactly why its called the joy of Satan.   This isn't something that just happens, just like everything in Spiritual Satanism, you have to work for your goals things don't just happen.  Stop feeling all this doubt Satanism is about strength, build yourself up and have some confidence.  If you want a connection do your meditations, make yourself spiritually  stronger, and if you are having trouble communicating then get yourself a talking board (Ouija) just don't forget to ask Father Satan to bless it.  Everything you need is on the Joy of Satan Website, as well as in these forums.  Try searching through the forums with any questions you have as well.  Its almost guaranteed that any questions you may have, you wont be the first to have asked it.  
i hoped i helpedHail Satan!

---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

Please also see www.exposingchristianity.com, it will help you.


On Saturday, October 26, 2013 7:29:36 AM, "skippy15skip@..." <skippy15skip@... wrote:
  I have came across the site Joyofsatan and I was drawn to staying there I couldn't stop reading and I want to believe I want to see I have been put in church school in childhood and was labeled an evil child because I always questioned what was being tought I have swayed away from relegions. I want to accept satan but I am having trouble knowing if I did everything right I don't feel any diffrent I don't feel anything. I have had a shadow fallow me ever sence I started church school and I feel tormented by its presence. I am now 22 and my eyes are still dark I'm slowly loosing hope in myself I want to believe I want to speak to satan but for some reason I am unable. My whole life is nothing but neglect and I have spent a lot of time by myself I am scared that I will never make a connection I would love some advice anything would help I'm losing myself.

 

[kingbaal18]

 Thank you Awleon
I have been saying this so many times.   Satan and his Angels will only talk to you if they wish to.I may be going against your beliefs here if so I apologise,  I believe a person is chosen they do not do the choosing.
I do not believe you can imprison a Demon and make it do your power then let it go and have yourself protected,  with a ring of protection.    You ask a Demon or Satan for help.   Depends on what you wish to do.    I think you can only get the help you need if it is with their blessing.
IE:   You cannot go ahead and wrong others and expect help.
I also think Satan was the innocent one and was lied against.   Even today the one with the money has the power.    

Maybe you guys  do not approve of my thoughts but the thoughts are my own and not those of others.
I agree you can feel the presence and it is always there Satan actually becomes part of  your space so to speak.

---In [email protected], <awleon23@... wrote:

One thing you have to realize is not everyone gets to speak to Satan, If it is his will then Satan will speak with you.  That doesn't however mean that you wont feel his presence, start to look for subtle signs,   And don't forget to do your meditations as this will help you to become more open to these subtleties, and soon you will realize exactly why its called the joy of Satan.   This isn't something that just happens, just like everything in Spiritual Satanism, you have to work for your goals things don't just happen.  Stop feeling all this doubt Satanism is about strength, build yourself up and have some confidence.  If you want a connection do your meditations, make yourself spiritually  stronger, and if you are having trouble communicating then get yourself a talking board (Ouija) just don't forget to ask Father Satan to bless it.  Everything you need is on the Joy of Satan Website, as well as in these forums.  Try searching through the forums with any questions you have as well.  Its almost guaranteed that any questions you may have, you wont be the first to have asked it.  
i hoped i helpedHail Satan!

---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

Please also see www.exposingchristianity.com, it will help you.


On Saturday, October 26, 2013 7:29:36 AM, "skippy15skip@..." <skippy15skip@... wrote:
  I have came across the site Joyofsatan and I was drawn to staying there I couldn't stop reading and I want to believe I want to see I have been put in church school in childhood and was labeled an evil child because I always questioned what was being tought I have swayed away from relegions. I want to accept satan but I am having trouble knowing if I did everything right I don't feel any diffrent I don't feel anything. I have had a shadow fallow me ever sence I started church school and I feel tormented by its presence. I am now 22 and my eyes are still dark I'm slowly loosing hope in myself I want to believe I want to speak to satan but for some reason I am unable. My whole life is nothing but neglect and I have spent a lot of time by myself I am scared that I will never make a connection I would love some advice anything would help I'm losing myself.