Blocked in my journey

[coral__]

Hello everyone! I hope all is good for everyone.

I want to write this post because I cannot ignore this any longer.
I usually don't like asking for help but this time I think I'll need to.

In my journey, I sometimes doubt if this is really a thing for me.
I understand that every soul potentially can ascend but is this ascension meant for me?
Whenever I think about if I could add something to my routine or if I should start a new spiritual work, I tend to abandon the idea because "it's too difficult" or "I am not capable anyway" and so on.
But the thing that really stops me to think about my advancement is losing the people I care about.
By this I mean: if I keep advancing regardless of how much time it requires me, will I come to a point where I will need to leave who I love and care about behind to advance even further? I don't know if I want to reach high levels now... I still have things to do here on Earth, people to see, place to visit, I want to live a happy life here first before giving everything to advancement.
I'm sorry if this sounds silly but it's troubling me for too much time.

But I never stopped doing some of the basics for example AOP or cleansings.

I know that I might be thinking too far ahead from where I am now, considering that this type of path requires years of practice.

What should i

 

[Karnonnos [TG]]

Advancement is not incompatible with living your life; it is complementary. Lady Maxine outlined this many times on the site: you must live your life.

Nothing is too difficult. The key is just having the patience to stick to the basics of Yoga, AoP, Chakra Spinning daily, joining in with the schedule, and so on.

But if you want to achieve a goal like having more powerful Chakras, being better at something, being a better person, better health and so on, even working just with colored energy and affirming it, as HPS Lydia says, can be life changing.

For more dramatic effects, you can add in a short-form (AUM _____ NAMAH/SVAHA) Square from time to time, or do a 28 day cleansing, for instance. It is not that time-intensive and still transformative.

 

[Hermes's bird]

You have every right to feel that way, but remember that there is no option to "not make it", everyone will eventually ascend and it just takes time, so don't worry about whether it's worth it or not.

Regarding the feelings you have, for example, to build a building, they don't start by building floors, they first create the foundations, with a solid foundation, you can get there, try to start your work with self-hypnosis techniques and magical work to remove mental obstacles to get rid of doubts, you won't lose anything completely on this path, in the end everything will be fine.

 

[UDDTHU]

You are here, in the temple of our gods, under the protection of the gods, including Zeus. This is the most valuable thing a human can attain in this time.
Your feelings are very understandable, as almost all of us, including myself, have experienced these emotions.
I used to try to make those I love and care about aware of the path of the gods, but then I realized this isn’t the right way, and some people “still” cannot see the truth.
Spiritual and inner growth does not, in any way, prevent you from “living” and “enjoying” life! On the contrary, it greatly helps you understand your surroundings and truly “live”!
The tasks you need to do are not “difficult” or “impossible” at all. They are simply “new” to you.
There’s no need to take big steps at the beginning. Every meditation, even beginner ones, is very powerful.
your progress, our progress, can contribute to the progress of all humanity and improve our lives and the lives of others.
Have faith.

 

[coral__]

Advancement is not incompatible with living your life; it is complementary. Lady Maxine outlined this many times on the site: you must live your life.

Nothing is too difficult. The key is just having the patience to stick to the basics of Yoga, AoP, Chakra Spinning daily, joining in with the schedule, and so on.

But if you want to achieve a goal like having more powerful Chakras, being better at something, being a better person, better health and so on, even working just with colored energy and affirming it, as HPS Lydia says, can be life changing.

For more dramatic effects, you can add in a short-form (AUM _____ NAMAH/SVAHA) Square from time to time, or do a 28 day cleansing, for instance. It is not that time-intensive and still transformative.

Thank you for your reply!
I was planning on starting a Venus square this month considering my current situation, I am also consulting my Guardian about it but I feel it might be beneficial for me anyway.
About the 28 day cleansing, starting this Saturday would it be ok? Or it's better to sick to the 1 day work until next Saturday full Moon?

Your and others' reply made me realize that I might just need to reconfigure my objectives for now, spiritually speaking, and to not think too far ahead, and I mean *years* ahead thinking that I must reach some supposed goals.
I am quite happy now with my life so I think I want to stabilize this good period and keep building a strong base

 

[coral__]

You are here, in the temple of our gods, under the protection of the gods, including Zeus. This is the most valuable thing a human can attain in this time.
Your feelings are very understandable, as almost all of us, including myself, have experienced these emotions.
I used to try to make those I love and care about aware of the path of the gods, but then I realized this isn’t the right way, and some people “still” cannot see the truth.
Spiritual and inner growth does not, in any way, prevent you from “living” and “enjoying” life! On the contrary, it greatly helps you understand your surroundings and truly “live”!
The tasks you need to do are not “difficult” or “impossible” at all. They are simply “new” to you.
There’s no need to take big steps at the beginning. Every meditation, even beginner ones, is very powerful.
your progress, our progress, can contribute to the progress of all humanity and improve our lives and the lives of others.
Have faith.

Thank you all.
It's kinda relieving that I'm not the only one feeling like this.
I'm glad that there are people like you and all the brothers and sisters in this Temple.
Every reply to this post is of much value.
I wish the best for everyone